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Name: Rebecca
Birthday: 3/8/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Roleplaying games(even though i suck), soccer, Swordplay and many other things
Expertise: erm... Raving, Videogames, Computer, Soccer (goaly and mid-field), Swordplay,... sadly... cleaning -.-
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 2/16/2004

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

1st Verse
Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell,
It was love from above, that could save me from hell, She had fire in her soul it was easy to see,
how the devil himself could be pulled out of me, There were drums in the air as she started to dance,
Every soul in the room keeping time with there hands,
And we sang…

(Chorus)
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And the voices rang like the angels sing,
And singing…
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,

2nd Verse
Like a piece to the puzzle that falls into place,
You could tell how we felt from the look on our faces,
we was spinning in circles with the moon in our eyes,
No room left to move in between you and I,
We forgot where we were and we lost track of time,
And we sang to the wind as we danced through the night,
And we sang…

(Chorus)
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And the voices rang like the angels sing,
And singing…
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,

[Into The Night lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,

(solo)

1st Verse repeated
Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell,
It was love from above, that could save me from hell, She had fire in her soul it was easy to see,
how the devil himself could be pulled out of me, There were drums in the air as she started to dance,
Every soul in the room keeping time with there hands,
And we sang…

(Chorus)
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And the voices rang like the angels sing,
And singing…
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,
(And the voices rang like the angels sing),
Ay oh ay oh,
Ay oh ay oh,
And we danced on into the night,
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
(Ay oh ay oh),
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
(Ay oh ay oh),
Singing ay oh ay oh ay oh ay,
(Ay oh ay oh),
And we danced on into the night… 


Friday, December 21, 2007

Home and it's nice

I love being home, cept the lack of friends.

I have realized that the places i used to hang out most likely don't want me around anymore. it sucks to know that 2 outta the 4 people i would be hanging out with probably hate me. damn that sucks.

otherwise it's nice to be home. this place smells like happy :-p

i got my grades back too. I did well i guess... the only thing that pisses me off is that i busted my HUMP to get my GPA, and people get a higher one with barely any work.
damn

oh well. now is the time to be happy :)

hot me up if you want to hang, go to the mall or movies, or just want a Shiatsu massage ;)


Thursday, December 13, 2007

DONE WITH FINALS!!!

Most of my friends still have another week of classes/ finals. That stinks... CAUSE I'M DONE! WOOT!!

Heading home tomorrow morning. Wanting to party... so hit me up. For the first week I'm going to have my American-Mexican friend Evee with me. (I sure do know a lot of Mexicans... don't I?)

Anyway, she's leaving next thursday morning... so I'm free after that.

/happy dance

My last final was scaring me because it included the whole years information... and there is no curve, but after taking the all essay exam, I have come to think that my bullshitting mixed with knowledge may lead me to get a B. So I'm really pleased.

I'm gonna clean my room out now. The housing people want the room to be spotless when they come in to check for problems and make sure I have no illegal substances in my room. Which I don't... well... not anymore anyway.
Let me know when you all are done with finals.

~ Beck


Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Only wish to see you smile

Damn I hate myself. I set myself up to ruin everything good in my life. It's happened with school, with friends, and now with him.

Ok, No more saddiness... Here's an actual update:

School: For as bad as I was doing in the beginning of the year... I think I am gonna pull off all B's. :) I have one more final (THANK THE GODS). and even if I, by some means, get a 50... I will get a 74. Knowing this, I really don't want to study, but I know I have to...
Oh, I was home for LAIRE weekend, fun stuff.

Home: MAN I LOVE HOME. Being home this past week was nice (although after the 3rd day I wanted to come back to school.). LAIRE was ok. Not too much happened because it was the Christmas party, but that's okay cause I know Rob had fun, and even the people who don't talk to me anymore had fun... and that's all that counts :). My time spent at home was full of studying for this upcoming final- Hell, I even studied at LAIRE.

Love: ... Well, I don't really have a love life anymore. I'm searching for that special someone... but it's hard when you're still crazy over someone else. We will just have to wait and see. Maybe I am wrong for pushing people away... Pat is a great guy, Sam is nice and really insanely smart, and I will always love Mister. I just don't know if I'm ready for anything right now.

Holiday: This season is so sad. I got my grandpa a Christmas ornament. I'm gonna put it on his grave sometime next week. I think I will take my grandma with me. It will be sad, but I think she will appreciate it.
Happy Holidays people.

Just on an off note:
Remember that everyone is a person. People talk about other people like they have no emotions. Not everything in life is straight forward... and in all reality, very little is ever blunt...

To clarify-
I know I'm cryptic... but it's who I am. My testing of people is to help them in the long run(or at least I think so)... because nothing is blunt. Sometimes I'm a bit too cryptic :-p and I'm sorry about that. I know I can be an ass.
Also, I AM A PERSON. I might have a rough coat on the outside, but I'm pretty broken on the inside, especially with this sad and lonely holiday season. Rob is my friend... and the reason we chill is because he's my friend... and if anyone wants to challenge that -bring it- cause I'm up for a fight.

Well, I guess that's my post. If I can remember something that I forgot to put in, I will add it.
Stay warm, there's snow-a-comin'.

Here's a song for ya:

"Bleed It Out"

Yeah here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line

Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind

Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose

String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so i won't get loose

Truth is you can stop and stare
Bled myself out and no one cares

Dug the trench out laid down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere

Yeah, someone pour it in
Make it a dirt dance floor again

Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out
[End Chorus]

Go stop the show
Choppy words and a sloppy flow

Shotgun opera lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go

Mama help me I've been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse

Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can't contain him he knows he works

Fuck this hurts I won't lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try

Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I wont be satisfied

So why try ignoring him
Make it a dirt dance floor again

Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out

I've opened up these scars
I'll make you face this

I've pulled myself so far
I'll make you, face, this, now!!!!

[Chorus]
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out
I bleed it out
I bleed it out



Wednesday, December 05, 2007




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