THE VAMPIRE WITHIN
I
stepped outside to take a break from arguing with my brother and my mother. I
looked up into the night skies of New York, the stars hidden behind the smoke
coming from businesses around our house. It reminded me of the times with my
friends just sitting under the night sky searching for the stars hidden. I, Elizabeth, have been hanging with the rich kids
when my family was just a middle class home. That one thought brought longing
upon me, a longing to see those friends again. But they were away traveling with
families and I'd barely had a chance to contact any of them. I seemed to be the
only one of my friends who was not rich. I was brought back from my thought by
a shadowy movement. I wasn't sure of where it had come from, but I knew I
wasn't alone. I had that tingly feeling that you get when you know someone is
watching you. I searched the yard around me, not finding anything unusual. The
chill increased causing goose bumps to ride over my bare arms. I hadn’t noticed
until just then that the night air was a little chilly for a summer night. I
rubbed my hands over my bare arms, hoping to rid myself of the chill.
Something caught my eye from the side causing
me to look to the willow tree that stood across the other side of my yard. I
saw a dim shadow lurking beneath the long wisps of the branches. The branches
seemed to guide the shadow in the wind. It seemed to study me, dancing back and
forth between the branches before it came out from the shadows of the tree. It
formed a shadow in the darkness, moving incredibly fast, the movement almost
too quick for me to watch. It seemed to float rather than walk or run across
the yard. I backed up and leaned against the door dizziness washed over me
while I continued to watch the shadow move. I wasn't afraid of it just curious
to what exactly the shadow was. Some part of my brain was yelling at me to turn
and go inside, but as i turned to grab the doorknob I froze. I felt compelled
by the shadow as it traveled closer. I couldn’t just ignore my curiosity and
get to safety beyond the door. Maybe I would pay for it later but I had to see
who and what the shadow was. and I wasn't able to turn my hand around the
doorknob.
When
I had turned back around the creature had stopped and was weaving with the
wind, that light summer wind that made the willow tree look as if it danced to
the winds silent music. I saw the darkness that followed the creature making a
glow of black but I'm not sure whether glow is the right word for it didn't
exactly glow but drew into the sucking space. It suddenly dove forward at me
with such grace and speed that it was on top of me before I had even a chance
to think of being afraid of this creature. As it came down from the air it
pinned me too the door, the doorknob pressing into my lower back. The only part
of the creatures face I was able to see with that long black hood covering its
head, was those strange golden eyes that seem to glow like the sun itself. But
another wind blew, a stronger gust of wind this time, blowing the hood back
from its face, his face, showing the beautifully pale skin. His face was
seemingly handsome and revealed from inside his mouth as his pale red lips
spread open in a way of a smile. But it was a scary "I've got you now
smile" that you see in those horror movies when the villains have their
prey.
My
eyes traveled back to those lovely sun filled eyes only to see that the color
had slipped to a greenish golden glow that I felt was full of greed and pushed
away the dark around its face. His hand came up tot he side of my face and I
flinched as his hand trailed down my cheek, to my neck. I couldn't help but
flinch, after that little display of power I was scared, my pulse raced, and i
could hear my blood rushing through my body. My blood was actually one of the
only things i could hear besides my breath coming out in long puffs as i tried
to calm my nerves. The nerves were racked up for no reason as the creature
before me just laughed, making my skin tingle, bringing my pulse faster than i
thought was possible. His hand then pushing my head to the side, making it so i
looked out upon my yard. That’s when the pulse went to an alarming rate when
his breath blew over the side of my face and tingled along the side of my neck.
I
tried to push against his hand but i knew as soon as my face was pressed into
the door a second later, that i shouldn't have done anything to fight against
it. But god damn it, i wasn't going to let it do anything to me without a
struggle. And i wasn't going to make my
death any easier to accomplish then it had to be. I struggled harder against
the hand, lifting my head from the door and inch and gaining hope that i might
be able to push away from him. The hand suddenly lifted off m head so i lifted
my head completely from the door only to have my head slammed against the door
seconds later. The creature was coming closer and closer to the left side of my
head and my neck. Its breath traveling along my skin sending shivers along my
spine. I was paralyzed it was as if that tone length of breath had stolen every
muscle and every movement that i may have been able to make. And my pulse sped
in a steady line, so fast i could barely tell one heart beat from another.
` A
whisper of a voice traveled into my ear, so close that the voice seemed louder
than it actually was. “I hope you believe in vampires, for I am an example of
their existence." The voice smoothed along the edge of my face and sat
along the line of my jaw causing a shiver to run through my body. At the thought
of vampires i thought of the books i had read on their existence. Their magical
essence to which i had always been too fond of, to which i loved to learn
about. As I felt the breath become warmer against the skin of my neck i
remembered why they were feared. I brought my senses back enough to want to
scream out to my family to help me but it was too late. I felt those oh so
sharp points sink into the clean and innocent skin of my neck. There was no
hesitation on the vampires part, his fangs had broken my skin quickly and
gracefully with that first moment of sharp pain before the dizzying pleasure
hit me. The world was spinning as the vampire sucked at the blood that seeped
through the wounds in my neck. I knew that i would probably die but the
soothing feeling that came; the pleasure was so overwhelming that i didn't care
either way. To experience such pleasure as this was even better than a
chocolate bar and a diet coke. To which those were my favorite to eat, more
like addictions then anything. The only
thing that helped me keep my ground was that i felt something was happening, i
felt a change and it brought me back full force as the tongue of the vampire
made a quick and sharply painful lick across the puncture wounds.
I gasped coming fully back to my senses, the
vampire walking away from me with a content smirk upon his face as i slid down
the door. I was unable to even hold my own body weight up, collapsing onto the
ground, darkness overwhelming my vision. It was as if the night itself were
shrouding my head. My body felt limp and lifeless and i couldn't even move my
head slightly to be able to watch the vampire as I felt it come close to me
again. If I was able to I would have ran from him and tried to get away but in
my condition all i could do was wait for him to approach me, wait for the last
of my life to fall away. But to my surprise the vampire kneeled next to my body
and as if smirked down at me it took one of its long nails and slit a line on
its wrist, blood rising to the surface. I tried to focus on the vampires face
to see anything but the creeping smirk stained with blood red lips. This
mythical creature then leaned that wrist to my face, allowing the blood to drip
into my lifeless lips.
The
blood hit my lips and I was hesitant to retrace the liquid but i could smell
the richness and it smelled lovely and wonderful, like if i could just taste it
one I would feel better. I knew it probably wasn't the truth but the tempting
urge to lick along my lip and taste such a wonderful smelling liquid was too
much for me to deny. It took all the effort and strength left in my body to
reach out with my tongue and slide it over the blood that flowed on my lips. I
knew that this wasn't a normal thing that everyone does but i couldn't help the
overwhelming need to feel more of the velvet liquid rushing down my throat
making it slick with blood. In a flash of movement I had pulled the vampires
wrist to my lips, sucking on the wound playing on the wound with my tongue to
be sure that his wound didn't close before i could have my share of blood. The
rush of blood that now flowed through my body made me feel wondrously alive
with that slip of royalty blood. The taste was so wonderful, so addicting, that
when he tried to pull away to stop me from taking more blood, I pulled down on
his hand with more strength then i ever remembered possessing. Even the strange
strength of my arms didn't stop him from finally slapping me across the face
with such force in the motion that my face was slapped away from his wrist,
leaving me to cradle my face where i had been hit.
I
had expected him to be angry after such stubbornness of me, but he was
laughing, laughing with such pleasure that a puzzled look crossed my face. I
hadn't expected him to be please with what i had done but he seemed to have no
worries of my actions or what i had just so inhumanly done.
"
Ahhh... such magnificent creature we have become, look at yourself, now one of
us." he continue to laugh and his head tilted back to let his eyes look
upon the night sky. His eyes back to the golden glow of the sun, suddenly
enchanting and so beautiful among the darkness that suddenly surrounded us. I then
realized that there was no noise around us, everything was quiet behind the
laughter of the vampire. He knew nothing of me and my family but yet he seemed
to be so comfortable, laughing, with me supposedly a vampire too. He finally
seemed to see my confusion and stopped laughing to explain to me what he was so
happy about.
“Feel
your teeth, Ezmera."
“My
name is Elizabeth, why the hell are you calling me Ezmera?" A sudden
feeling of dread came over me, was he supposed to do that to me or was it
someone else. But why was i dreading that it be a mistake? Did i actually
believe i was a vampire? Shouldn't i want to be human then? It was all too
confusing but i reached up to touch my teeth and suddenly realized what he was
so happy about. My canine teeth were at least an inch longer, they had extended
into fangs. “What have you done to me?" But i still was amazed at the
length of my teeth it was all so sudden, how could my teeth have grown like
this unnoticed?
“What
have i done to you, you ask? Don't you mean, what have you done? You’re the one
who drank the blood from my wrist. Weren't you therefore making yourself a
vampire? Your were meant to be on, your name, your rue name to which you were
always meant to have will be used now; Ezmera the vampire. As my true name is
Lodok." As he sternly looked at me as if trying to force me to understand,
to obey, motioning me to follow him onto my feet. But the stare in his eyes as
he watched me get to my feet, unsettled me.
“What
do you mean I was meant to be a vampire?" I spoke barely noticing that i
was angry at him. I had my full strength back and i was starting to feel upset
that my life had been taken from me that my normal human life was gone and I
was now forced to become a vampire. But he never stopped to turn around; he
never even attempted to answer my question. I was beyond pissed now; he had the
audacity to make me like him, make me a vampire, but not to explain anything to
me. Fuck this I wasn't going to deal with some macho guy that thinks he is the
world.
"
LODOK, I ASKED YOU A QUESTION!" I exploded, he didn't have the time to
stop and turn around to see my angry face before i ran towards him. I was
suddenly in front of him though, i had whisked forward, traveling with the
wind, faster than i had ever experienced before.
"You
learned to use speed so quickly, what was that a minute or so. It took me three
days." A look of amazement was upon his face, which he quickly hid, but
not quickly enough for me to miss it. “Do you believe me now?" I stayed
quiet for the time that it took us to travel, he hadn't said where we were
going but i knew that he would not be answering any of my questions until we
had at least reached... well wherever we were going. I knew to bother him would
only anger him and at this moment I wasn't going to test the lengths of his
patience more than i already had. We had
traveled fro miles on end sometimes the miles would go slowly, the pace at
which he sat more relaxed. But as the sun started to rise, and the sky
lightened his pace quickened to the lightening speed that i had used in my
anger. During the times where we traveled that fast i let him take me hand and
lead me past houses with beautiful bloomed gardens, with the morning dew
shinning on their petals as the sun rose to light the sky. The gardens were
then replaced by gloomy buildings that were barely lighted, the pure blackness
still lurking between the buildings, where the light had yet to go. The
buildings were so tall and wide it seemed that at this super speed it took
minutes to get by them all. At this point i didn't know whether it was my
imagination that had taken over to cause such shadowy effect on the land that
we passed or if in actuality this land was cursed y such darkness. That maybe
there were powerful things that lurked in the shadows and buildings causing the
air to feel this thick, causing it to waver between black and blackest. Maybe
there were more of Lodok out there, except not here to help him, but to stop
him.
I
hadn't noticed that we had stopped in front of one of the warehouse buildings
until Lodok's voice broke the silence around us. " Ezmera, we have
arrived, at what is to be your new home." I turned and looked at this
building which looked no different from the rest, except more damaged, more
used. It looked as if the government had
decided to leave it here in case an offered for buying ever came up. For if i
had owned it I would have demolished it or at least repaired it enough to be
appealing to a buyer's eye. But it was as if it was left here on purpose to
serve as a home for the homeless.
We
approached the door that was shined upon by a single street lamp making al the shadow
near the door dance in the light. Lodok never hesitated at the dancing shadows
but just the play of light made my heart race. I wasn't sure if it was actually
the light or what i might see behind that door. But i had no time to think of
other things when Lodok knocked on the door six times in the same way, same
sound, same pressure, same spacing between knocks each and every time. I really
didn't want to see what lay behind the door but it had been a couple of hours
since I had sat down and i didn't think I would be able to stand up for too
much longer. The door had immediately opened as if they had been waiting all
along for us to arrive. But all thought had left me when the sweet coppery scent
of blood reached my nose. That scent overwhelmed me, and a hunger so strong
filled me as if my whole essence was this hunger, everything i was, was this
hunger. I couldn't breathe over it and I was gasping for air as if there was
none left to breathe. I knew i wasn't going to die because i was hunger, hungry
for blood. But the way i needed the blood made me see what a monster i may be
turning into. I was seriously starting to regret becoming a vampire.
Lodok
i guess sensed the hunger for his words whispered into my ear “Calm yourself
you will be able to feed soon." His words sent fear through the still
somewhat human part of me. Feed? Why had he used the word feed instead of eat?
And how had he known what was going on? How had he known i had felt a hunger of
blood inside me? How could he have known that it wasn't an asthma attack or a
heart attack? But I remembered that he
was a vampire and who knew what abilities he had gained. I was really glad that
I knew something about vampires for if i didn’t I would have been completely
overwhelmed by this experience. But from reading an autobiography of a
vampire's life I knew somewhat of the society of vampires. Even with this
knowledge thought, walking into that room overcrowded with vampires, the crowd
watching me continuously, and trying to focus on other things than the pulses
beating in the room. It scared me to hear the pulses beat from such a distance.
Usually i would have to put my ear against their chest and feel the rise of
their body against my face. For my blood hunger would not go down from hearing
this and i almost wished i wouldn't hear anything, that i was def, and maybe
blind too. So that i wouldn't see the eyes of the vampires around me. Then the
thought of eating their necks came to mind and just those inhuman thought
brought times back to myself some.
The
only other thing that unnerved me when we walked in was the way the vampires
had made a pathway focus to walk between them, all for them moving in one
graceful movement. It seemed as if they all knew what the other would do, that
they were all connected together as one. We continued through the crowd some for
the other vampires giving angry stares, others trying to reach out to touch me.
I flinches at the nearness that some came and after the fear of being touched
by one or two all the others ceased to try the same thing. It was as if the
crowd either feared me or hated me. None saw me as a friend. but i wasn't sure
if that was actually a good thing or bad thing. Right now i didn't want anybody
to touch me but I could deal with Lodok's hand on mine. That one simple touch
did not scare me; the touch of everyone on me was what i feared. I could
understand their hatred and fear being that if I saw strangers just pop in
among my family I would feel the same way. And here I was a stranger among the
vampires.
I
was half relieved and half frightened when we walked into a les crowded room.
It was a smaller room with bare grey walls, the color of cloudy day sky, but it
contained several vampires rather than a crowd of them. I wasn't sure whether I
should have been relieved when I was suddenly encircled by the vampires. The
click of a lock sounded behind me and i jumped with my heart as it leapt to my
throat. I had never known such fear as i experienced now. The room was
somewhere in the back of the warehouse but suddenly it seemed as if all the
walls were closing in around us because of the power that rose off the seven
vampires surrounding me.
I
decided right before the vampires touched me that if i didn't fight them I
wouldn't get as hurt. So i let them bring me to my knees, two of the vampires
still stood behind me, looming over me. I couldn't help but feel panicked, something
was happening, something that i knew i wouldn't like.
"
Lodok? What's going on? What are you doing?" the panic and fear showing in
my voice, but i didn't care; i didn’t want them to touch me. They were getting
ready to hurt me and I could feel the aura of pain around us, it was going to
be bad.
“This
is your final test and the only way you will become part of our family, but
only if you survive." I didn't like the answer he gave me. I wasn't
panicking anymore, now that i had the knowledge that i would most likely die
tonight, i didn't panic. Nothing ran through my head and I glared back at him,
anger actually sparking beneath the blankness which had swallowed my thoughts.
But he didn't say anything more, he just returned the gaze, blank, emotionless
which i knew couldn't be true. He had to care some about what was to happen.
Didn't he? But i knew that he would be of no help in this, I was on my own.
“You
can't do this to me; you brought me over just to kill me! I hate you! If I
don't die I swear I will kill you myself!!!" I couldn't help but scream at
him with my anger a power sparking below the surface powering the words with
more than just built up emotion. The two vampires behind me suddenly grabbed my
shoulders and I pushed them away and stood up trying to push my way tot he
door. But i was thrown to the ground, my head hitting the cement floor, but not
hard enough to even make me dizzy. But i was on the ground too long, long
enough for six of them, Including Lodok to put all their eight on me, holding
me down. I tried to struggled against
their hands but I froze when i saw the seventh vampire in the room, turn to me
with silver stakes in his hands.
The
knowledge of vampire’s allergy to silver raced through my head and my heart
once again jumped to my throat. They really are going to kill me! My head screamed move, but my heart failed on
me and caught me in my place. I was too
scared now to do anything but watch him walk up to me.
“No,
please, no" The words whispered uncontrollably again and again until he
stood over me. I think only the one vampire closest to my face could hear the
breath that spoke it as he had stepped closer to me. The seventh vampire
kneeled next to me in the space the vampires had left for him. In a movement
that was too quick for me to follow, he plunged the first silver stake into my
left shoulder. As soon as the silver entered my body I felt the burning
sensation and then a wave of pain so powerful. Rushing though my body was the
silver's affect, the allergic reaction, as a poison to the body of a
vampire. I felt the burning and the pain
struck again overwhelming any of my natural functions. Then another wave of
pain hit and my body bucked with a second silver stake stuck in my shoulder.
Without even looking i knew that he had plunge the other stake in me. My back
arched with the pain and the only thin keeping me from coming off the fround anymore
than i already was, was the press of the vampire's weight upon me. Even their
strength and weight hadn't kept me completely on the ground. I lay on the
ground continuing to wither in pain, trying to push against the hands that held
me, so that i may pull the stakes out of my body. But they held study, my arms
staying completely still; they stayed there holding with all their might until
i started to lose consciousness, till i stopped struggling. As the time passed on to where I was sucked
of all my energy they just held me to the ground, making sure that i wouldn't
be able to move, to relieve myself of the pain. I knew that i was fainting that
soon i would be unconscious. So i let myself relax and be taken over by the
darkness. Who cares if i die? I’ve already lost part of my life. I let myself fade into death, and that is when
the hands released me and I barely heard the voices, sounding off as if miles
away.
“Ardrea"
I barely heard it as Lodok
“Yes,
Lodok" A female voice sounded
“Take
Ezmera to her room she must rest." His voice again but more distant this
time, as if he had moved farther away. My eyes felt immensely heavy even with
them closed and I felt my thoughts drift off and I knew that I was so close to unconsciousness.
I was teetering on the edge of the cliff, about to fall to the darkness.
More
words sounded through the suddenly silent and dark air, light words, so far
away as if floating about the air. “Yes Lodok....."
I
slept for days briefly waking to see Ardrea standing over me wiping cold water over
my face. The cold water seemed to wake me and put me back to sleep. But I knew
that it was the sleep that wrenched my strength from me, which brought me into
the darkness that somehow seemed welcoming to me. I knew that I would wake up again but for the
moment I would enjoy the lovely darkness that welcomed, that surrounded me.
It
had seemed like such a short amount of time had passed when I had woken up but
it had been a week. Startled at first to be looking at a ceiling that was snot
my room ceiling. I tried to sit up and felt pain shoot up my arm and I
remembered. I remembered being brought over and I remembered being staked by
silver and I remembered Ardrea. I found the strength enough to be able to sit
up in my bed. I looked around the room and all I found was darkness. The
calming presence of it seemed to help me clear my head. When usually the dark
would make me paranoid, make me want the light around. For the time being it
seemed that this had changed. There were no windows and only one door that had
a small lantern placed near the door of the room. The glow from the lantern
seemed magnified against the wavering dark shadows that spread around the
doorway. The glow over the door was eerie, and hurt my eyes to look directly at
it. But it was light enough for me to see that only a chair and small bedside
table sat in the room. I turned my head around the room and was careful not to
move to fast because of as I moved to look around the room spun in my vision.
My head started to pound, but I was glad that all I had was a headache.
I
felt the blood start to rush in my body as I became more alert of my
surroundings. I couldn't remember ever having this peculiar feeling, this
feeling of welcome to my surroundings, a feeling of knowledge of my complete
atmosphere. It was as if my sight, sound, hearing, touch, and emotional touch
to the world around me had become magnified. And just by the movement of m
blood i became dizzy. I forced myself to sit still and wait for the dizziness
to pass.
“Well
I see that you are up already." A man had appeared in the doorway and the
voice floated in the room as if it were the darkness itself. I recognized the
man from the night when he had struck me with the silver stakes.
I
felt anger rise in me and was surprised by the extreme amount of power that I
felt surge forward to support it. It was as if a stream of water were rushing
behind the anger felt words that spouted from my mouth. “Who are you anyway?” I
couldn't help but show the emotion in my voice,
Before that night I never showed my emotion in my voice unless I meant to, but now I
couldn't keep the tone in control.
“I’m
Artimis, sorry for such an awful introduction the other night but that is how
everyone is accepted." I heard his words and the anger exploded as if a
ticking time bomb had just run down to zero. He had known the introduction
wasn't pleasant, that he had done it purposefully at the first meeting.
I
put my legs down off the side of the bed and slowly pushed myself off the bed,
my hands sliding against silk. When I felt the silk I turned back to look at
what had been silk and jumped out of what I saw, out of the coffin. I had slept
in a coffin and was appalled and shocked enough to blindly back up from it. But
by backing away, I had moved too quickly and I was now falling to the ground,
pain exploding inside my head. My arms aching in the push against the wounds,
waiting for my body to hit the ground I clenched my eyes together anticipating
the intense pain to come.
The
ground never hit, and I realized that I lay in someone's arms. I opened my eyes
and stared up into Artimis' face. “Why am i so sick?" I asked not really
angry anymore, the anger having receded when the pain overcame me.
"Vampires
are allergic to silver; it burns our skin, our insides whatever it may touch.
But the only way we know if you are of Royal Vampiric blood is if you survive a
wound from a silver stake. And it seems that you are by far more of Royal
Vampiric blood then most of us here." Artimis spoke as he lifted me up
into a standing position but keeping me held so that my back rested on his
body. Normally I wouldn't have allowed the support, I would have stood up on my
own but i wasn't stupid enough to let myself fall.
“What
do you mean of Royal Vampiric?" Those two words had caught my attention
enough that when he spoke of my curiosity wouldn't let it slip. Then
remembering that i had already known about the silver from the autobiography
book that I had read. The vampire had spoken and hated that weakness too much
to keep it out of his novel.
“Royal
Vampiric is a type of blood that has been passed on fro centuries between the
humans. But each time it is passed on to an offspring the blood is weaker and
less pure, so the vampires became human instead of vampire. So we the heirs of Royal Vampiric, find the
others that because of the weakened blood were not changed at birth and we
change them. Why do you think you were
able to see Lodok's movements? A normal human being would not have seen his
quick movements as you did." He explained to me speaking with caution as
if speaking about a god that might hear him. But he didn't say anymore about
that he seemed to think I completely
understood everything about them just from that explanation. Maybe he
just was a person who needs a question to answer before they can answer
anything. But I was betting that he just wasn't going to explain anything more
to me because he wasn't allowed to
But
before I could test my theory he started me towards the door. " We must go
downstairs there are important information you must hear and a special ceremony
that must be performed in your honor." Artimis leading me toward the
stairs spoke in a more direct and sturdy voice then his previous whisper. I
decided that I was probably better off waiting and seeing why I was had to be
present at this, rather than trying to get an explanation out of someone that I
wasn't even sure would tell me.
I
never really was allowed to walk on the full weight of my body the whole way
down the stairs. He seemed to be in such
a hurry that I just let Artimis take most of my weight hurrying me down the
flights of stairs that I didn't even remember traveling to get to my room. I
actually didn't even remember being put in the room. Everything i remember was
darkness, the smoothing comfort of the dark pressing around me like a blanket.
There wasn't even a moment of fuzziness in my memory of anything, all there
ever was, was the sweet darkness that had somehow healed me but then had also
taken all of my strength
I came back to myself at the bottom of the
stairs, to the sight of all the vampires spread around a circle that had been
drawn on the floor. The circle was a
dark red color, the smell of blood rising to my nose as I stepped closer. My
eyes swept to the center of the circle where Lodok was creating a second
circle, within the circle of blood, with more of his own blood. It seemed like
he was loosing an awful lot of blood to still seem so strong and alive looking.
But I still wasn't sure exactly what he was able to do for powers, and I wasn't
sure whether I wanted to know or not.
As
I remembered back to some of the vampires books I had read, I knew there was
the possibility that Lodok could be one of the vampires who didn't need as much
blood to survive on. From what i had read those vampires only need a small
feeding every once and a while, and can be almost completely drained of blood
before they lose their beauty and strength. The vampires didn't even really
know what caused them to be so different, just a talent of that type of
vampire. As it was also seen that vampires can vary in the amount of power to
which each holds when transforming, or when being born into the vampire life.
Obviously, Lodok is one of the stronger vampires.
I
was brought to the center of both circles, the eyes of the crowd watching me
with such interest that it scared me to see the curiosity in all of their eyes.
I had thought that the hatred and the fear of me had been bad, but the curiosity
frightened me to whole new extent. I really didn't have time to concentrate too
much more on the curiosity that shone through as i was pushed to my knees,
gasping at the feel of the cold floor to my bare knees. This bringing me back
to the fact that i was still wearing the shorts that i had worn on the night
Lodok had shown up. The shirt i wore was not one of my own though, it was
something that was blacker and lacy that helped me to fit into this crowd.
Lodok's
voice brought me to look into those sun shine, golden eyes. The strength
showing clearly through his gems. A power so strong, that for a moment it
soothed all my doubts and the curiosity that had built up, disappeared. There
was no fear in me as i heard him speak to the air.
"
Rain down your strength and power on yet another heir to complete your return!
COME FORTH NOW!" His voice screamed throughout the building, it shook and
the sky bellowed out its miraculous waves of hunger. Lightening struck down
through the building, flowing through the air, sparking the very breathes we
took. The magic built with a speed that was too quick for me to comprehend, the
air surging through the breathes i gulped out of the now heavy air. All of the
lightening combining, twisting together, its final destination me. Surging
through my body, shaking me and grabbing a scream form my throat as the
electric shock took over my body. I tried to breath again, to shake out another scream, but the air was too thick,
there wasn't even a whisper of oxygen that my lungs could breathe. Power
shivered through my body filling me to the brim and it felt as if I was to
explode with the amount that soared through me. But nothing more filled me, the
surge of power and lightening disappeared as quickly as it had appeared and I
was left gasping for air with my head down, only my two hands on the floor keeping
me from collapsing.
A
young vampire stepped forward, and somehow, in the back of my head, i knew his
name was Judiaho, it was like whispering a voice in the back of my head telling
me his name. He walked forward with the grace that only vampires would have,
but the walk was still somehow human. Judiaho grabbed my arms and brought me to
my feet, a wave of dizzying power brought up at the touch of hid hand. But I
didn't have time to concentrate on the amount of power that was now contained
in my body before Ardrea came over to me.
"
It's time to feed you, but I won't just give it to you, I tell you that
now." Looking into her face she seemed to frown on upon me, and anger
boiled under my skin. These vampires never really just come out and tell you what was too happen, and right then I
just wanted to smack her until she came clean about what was to happen. But
inst4ead i just followed her outside the warehouse to the oh so familiar
surroundings of the night. Today there were a couple different lights across
the way that glowed down onto the bottom portion of a telephone pole. At the
base of the pole was a human and even from this far I could smell its fear, it
knew what was to happen. That fear made
it so that I wanted to come closer to it and see its face. But right now I had
other things to concentrate on and that happened to be Ardrea herself who stood
five feet in front of the human with a smirk on her face. And now i knew what
she had meant inside. My meal was going to be the human, and i would have to
fight her before I could feed and i was betting that if I didn't win, I didn't
feed.
"Come
on, fight me if you dare." I heard that oh so confident tone in her voice
and I knew that she was hungry and she was ready to prove that she was better
than me. But she didn't give me time to reply, she just dove straight at
me with more speed than what Lodok had
shown me many nights ago. Her arm was suddenly striking me down, leaving me
only enough time to bring my hand up a before her hand hit. Hitting my arm with the force of her blow had
pushed me back slightly, but not enough for me to lose my balance. And that's
when my hunger rose strong, I could tell it was a hunger of some sort. I wasn't
sure exactly what it was, all I knew was that I was very hungry.
I
dodged her next aggressive attack and
quickly went behind her and as she turned to meet me again, I slammed my
fist into her stomach with a strength that I hadn't know I'd had. After this fight i would have to ask
some questions about what was happening to me but for now. I just have to live through
this fight. But as i saw her knocked into the outside wall of the warehouse, i
was even more amazed that it had caused her to become air born. I should have been completely surprised and
in shock from all these abilities, but right now, nothing but the raging hunger
was running through my thoughts. I could now basically taste the pulse of the
human that was now behind me, it was as if his pulse was already in my mouth,
and that it was running down my neck.
I came back from my thoughts to see that Ardrea
had fallen to the ground, and she was just starting to back up to where Artimis
stood and was obviously showing that she wasn't willing to continue this fight.
But I saw the anger that flamed through her eyes, her eyes sparkling and
licking the night with their silver coloration, the total opposite of the
sunshine glow Lodok has. The intense
glow, all the same, even in the different coloration.
I
brought my concentration to the human behind me and slowly walked towards my
prey. I controlled the hunger for I simple wanted to rip its throat out instead
of giving it the mercy of a pleasurable bite. My still human mind came to the
surface, and made it so I didn't want to kill another human being. So I settled
for the sweet pleasurable bite that I knew I could offer. But I didn't exactly
know how to do such.
I
turned back to Lodok, the hunger almost overwhelming my every thought,
questioning him with my eyes to what was next. His voice seemed to drift to my
ears through the darkness, yet it wasn't in the darkness, just inside my head.
For no one seemed to hear him besides me, no one reacted in question to the
idea that I didn't know exactly what I was doing. All my study and research could not have
prepared me for the actual experience that I had come to.
Just
let your senses guide you. Your mouth will lead you to the vein, and think of
nothing but giving pleasure, think of a pleasurable experience and feed it to
him. The
thought of it being that simple, just to imagine the pleasure, to think of
something pleasurable as you bite reassured me, and sated my hunger a bit. Just
the idea that I would feed upon him brought a calming measure to the hunger
that boiled inside me.
I
gathered myself up once again and actually approached the human before me. His
eyes were wide as i got closer, the whites of his eyes too big to be healthy.
Yet I ignored his fear of me, my eyes sliding down to the beating pulse in his
neck. Gently tilting the neck for the human brought a whole new meaning to the
word sight. I could see every little pulse and all of the blood that rushed
through the veins, it was as if the skin didn't exist, or that it had taken on
a transparent coloration. Allowing me to view everything below the surface. The
pulse in my sight made it impossible for me to resist anymore and no matter how
disgusting this felt to me it was a need, not a want, and whether my true
desire was to let him go and starve, I had no choice but to sate the murderous
hunger.
As
I lowered my mouth down to his neck, I remembered last minute to think of
something pleasurable. Pausing long enough to evoke the emotions of pleasure
from looking upon the night stars, I then sunk my teeth, my fangs into his
neck. It was like a spark of power circling between us, the circuit completed.
That without the puncture of my fangs the circle, the circuit would have
remained incomplete and would not have allowed such pleasure to roll between
us. It was as if I was watching the stars but with ten times the pleasure, the
pleasure so pure and rich that it engulfed both of us completely. There was
nothing we felt but the absolute enjoyment of the night stars and night view.
I
immediately felt the blood rush down my throat, the warm liquid like drinking
hot cocoa on a cold blistery day. The warmth spreading completely and quickly
throughout my entire body. My hunger calming as I sucked at the wound, drawing
more blood out of it, the next swallow and the next more intoxicating then the
last. I felt compelled to lick the wound
to draw more and more blood out of his body until he was drained. But the human
part of me swam up again, as the human emotions and human memories I was
obtaining from him raced behind my eyes. My human existence pulled me back from
his neck, leaving me gasping, wanting more, but i knew that I’d had plenty,
more than plenty, my hunger had been satisfied but I had kept at it. A pang of
guilt hit me and I took a step backwards to look at what I had done.
I
turned to Lodok after realizing that it was no use to dwell on it. I would have
to get used to this, it’s the way I would be living. I told myself that a
couple times, trying to reassure myself that there was nothing I could do to
change it, that I am who I am.
But
as I truly looked at Lodok the sight froze me to my spot, freezing all thoughts
with it. Every vampire had gone down to one knee in a bow, none of them except
Lodok looking me in the eye, my confusion obvious. Lodok came over to me, those golden eyes and
a smile on his lips pursed with pleasure. It was warming to see the pleasant
look, but what was he pleased about? I really wished i had read more, maybe I
would know what the hell was going on. I just wish for once someone would
explain something in clear understandable language to me.
Lodok's
smile suddenly widened and he reached his hand to take mine, and that alone
made my heart beat faster, but also made me wonder if I actually wanted to now
what was going on. “My wife and Queen welcome to the Royal Vampiric
Family."
"Thank..."
I started to thank him hearing only his words of welcoming into what they call
the Vampiric family, but then the whole entire statement sunk in.
"What?!
I'm not a Queen or a Wife! What... I..." I managed to spit out wit a some
what stable voice but then was halted by the nausea and emotions that swept
through me that I couldn't recall being my own. I remembered a touch of this
feeling when feeding on the human, so I was guessing I was having left over
from him. But I didn’t think I would feel his emotions after I had pulled away
from him. It kind of felt like he would be permanently part of my mind and
emotions. I didn't like having him in my head, and I didn't like the idea that
I knew I would have to go through the entire process again and again to survive.
Looking back on the fight to get right to my food, I remembered the strength to
which I had defeated Ardrea with. And now I saw that it came with a price,
which i had to be willing to pay to survive in this family as well. But the question
was would I do the same thing again? Would I hurt someone so easily just to
feed on the human's blood? In my heart I wanted to say no, I wanted with all my
being to just be able to be human in that one aspect, but with the powers I had
and the strength of the hunger. I knew that no matter what I wanted or said I
would end up feeding again. To reassure myself, I tried to remember that no
matter how monstrous it seems to feed off them, I had given them some pleasure.
But that thought wasn't too reassuring.
CHAPTER 2
I was brought back inside the warehouse and
this time I could see that there had been tables behind the crowds of vampires.
Many of them had come back inside and taken seats and were staring at me while
I walked to a table hand in hand with Lodok. I was still confused to how I was becoming Queen when all I had done
was fight someone and fed on a human. But I guess Lodok was peeking in my
thoughts because he answered my question before I had asked it out loud.
“Look
Ezmera, you beat out the top and only other Royal Vampire female. And before
that you were able to see me move as if I were a human. Then you were able to
stop me from pulling your my wrist away from you as you feed. Plus you were ale
to complete a "Vampire kiss" which was even impossible for me to do
as a beginning vampire. You have over powered Ardrea, forcing her down from her
position as Queen, and you have only been here a week." His voice was one
with awe, but with agitation as well. He seemed agitated that i didn't notice
or see my amazing abilities as he saw them. I was speechless after his little
speech, looking back at all of the things he had pointed out and I realized
that I had done a lot. I saw the way I had recovered in his eyes, like I was
actually in his body. I looked through his eyes as he checked my wounds, my
eyes closed, my body resting and healing. But the wounds healed quickly and I
started to sleep normally. Then I saw my
battle once again through his eyes, the struggle in the beginning and then the
total destruction of Ardrea. There was no chance she would win, that’s why she
had stepped down. I knew that next came watching me feed off of the human, but
it stopped there and I came back to look into the golden sun shines next to me.
“But
why isn't here any other woman." I was so curious about this, that I
really couldn't let that thought rest. I had to know why there weren’t any
other women around. When in human population there was basically more women
then men.
“Many
of them have been killed off by others who have turned against us. " He
sounded so tired speaking about these others, that I almost told him not to
continue talking about them, but I had to know. So he continued." Some who
have joined us, mostly the men, wanted nothing to do with the royals or being
vampires. So now they live on the streets plotting revenge against us and
killing most of the woman because we had changed their lives, made their lives
worse to them." His voice grew soft and now he seemed more disappointed or
sad and I knew that he would say no more. But as I now looked into his eyes,
seeing but a dim glow of light, I wanted to comfort that light and make it glow
again. I thought about the fact that I wouldn't have wanted to be comforted but
maybe he was different than me.
I put my hand to his cheek.. taking the other
to put upon his other cheek and turn his face more fully towards me, my arms
sliding down to embrace his arms. I wrapped my arms around him and settled my
cheek on his chest. At first he didn't react and I was about to pull away,
feeling awkward, but then he pulled his arms around me and held me too him. The
tight embrace warming me from head to toe, my entire body melting into
his. My entire being seemed to join with
his as he embraced me tighter, placing his head on mine. And even though he was
a vampire, his heart beat sounded against my ear. He had fed, yes, that was the
reason his heart beat, but yet it was the most comforting sound at that time.
And for just that short while in his arms, i felt safe, I felt like everything
would be alright, that for once, I completely and utterly belonged. I knew i
had some things to get through, some things to learn, but i would learn them
and i would figure out how things worked. For I would do anything to keep this
safe feeling.
His
voices speaking while i leaned against his chest, made vibrations reach my ear,
a sigh escaping. " Will you be our Queen.? Such a soft, sweet voice
filling the silence that we had created, a comfortable silence. I stared into
his now golden bright eyes, happy that id made them glow again. His eyes so
suddenly beautiful that i couldn't help but stare in them, through them,
discovering their every hidden secret. Then realizing that I was staring full
out, I brought my gaze down to the table. Compelled to look back up, into the
eyes that suddenly surrounded us. Staring into Judiaho's icy blues. I stared
into those blue eyes of his, a paler blue, like the clearest ice I had ever
seen. But they were so beautiful, more beautiful then the golden suns of
Lodok's gaze. There was entire warmth to Judiaho's gaze, different from that of
Lodok's. It was pleading warmth, desperate warmth. And that was when i realized they would be
hopeless without a Queen; even as Lodok for a leader they would also need a
Queen. And I couldn't help but say yes to his pleading eyes, for it seemed evil
to deny them.
“Yes,"
A soft but sure answer. I was so cautious in saying it that I thought no
emotion had showed in my voice, but I heard the slight reluctance. And i
realized that I didn't really want to be a Queen or a leader, that it would
just be much easier to say no, and be one of the "common vampires"
but somebody had to lead them. And I guess I was lucky enough to be their
selection.
A
great cheer rose around me and then they all shouted in unison. “QUEEN!". The
rest of the vampires rose from their seats and applauded, cheered filling the building
with sounds such as was supposed to be saved for parades. I turned to look at
Lodok and found him smiling at the entire crowd, all traces of sadness gone and
the glow of the golden sun had fully returned to his eyes. Then I remembered
that I was supposed to marry him now. To be queen I was supposed to marry him.
I was only 17 and I was being put into marriage. I hadn't even finished high
school yet and look at all the stuff I’ve been through. They say that the big
step is going off to college but at this rate I won't even get to that part of
my life. I will be forever the leader of the Royal Vampires.
I
jumped to the feel of hands on my shoulders and relaxed when I saw that it was
only Lodok who was now standing behind me. He motioned me up and i got up following
him to another back room in the ground floor of the warehouse. I had already
seen one of the back rooms but this one was bigger and contained two coffins,
both lined with red silk. But what caught my attention as I walked in was that
the coffins looked centuries old. I ran my hand across the deep ridges in the
wood and found the touch immensely soothing. I smiled to myself as I felt that
so velvet silk, that I had also slept with in my coffin.
Lodok kept my hand in his and then turned me
back to face him" As my Queen and Wife I promise that you will be
happy." I thought about what that may mean, but I couldn't think of
anything it would mean, but me being as comfortable as possible. But from the
books that I read about vampires, they can be very good with words and
sometimes others will not understand the true meaning behind them.
But
something against the far wall caught my attention, bringing me out of my
thoughts in time to see Ardrea and Artimis kissing passionately over near the
corner of the big room we had just come from.
A
sharp dizziness swept through me and I would have fallen if Lodok hadn't held
me to him with his left arm around my waist, his right arm still holding my
hand. I couldn't seem to figure out why
the rush had hit me , but Lodok didn't seem worried and I knew something
couldn't be wrong if he wasn't worried. But then why can't I stand on my own?
Ezmera the sun is rising soon, it is too close
to dawn to keep walking around. His voice wasn't heard to any but the
inside of my ears, more like a feeling of telepathy than anything. And maybe he
could, but for now I wasn't going to worry about what he could or couldn't do.
As he said, the sun was rising, my energy was being sucked from me and soon I
would be dead to the world as many of the humans would say in the books that
were written by the humans. I was betting that only a select few humans
actually believed in vampires, but if they had gone through what I had all of
them would believe. If all of them had seen this world than maybe they would
take vampires seriously for these creatures, my creatures should not be
forgotten.
I went back to the room where Lodok was
already waiting for me since he had left my side, the moment the dizziness had
worn off. All that lay left to think now was that I was tired and that I had to
sleep. And as Lodok laid me in my coffin I thought of how beautiful those eyes
were and how much i wished to see those eyes everyday for the rest of my life.
I thought that as he leaned down and gently
kissed my forehead in a sweet, but short gesture. " Good night , My
Queen." and with those words a shiver ran down my spine but also somehow
relaxed me and led me down into that
deep, deep sleep.
I was slipping up from the darkness and in the
distance I could feel the sun dropping around the other side of the earth and
night arrive. And I opened my eyes expecting to see my mom leaning over me,
waking me up fro school, but it was Lodok's golden gaze that held my eyes
instead. He was leaning over the coffin, looking as if he had been waiting
there a while.
“Good
evening, its time to get ready my midnight sunshine.” But he didn't make an
attempt to help me out of the coffin. Instead he leaned down to my face and
kissed my forehead, and then brought his lips down to mine gently
pressing. Then escalating to a harsher,
more eager kiss as I started to sit up. The kiss stole my breath so when he
pulled away, I let loose a small sigh.
It
felt so different from my first kiss, a slight smile playing on my lips as I
remembered the shy boy that I had dated, the boy who was so scared to kiss me.
I had been the one to make the move, and even to this day I laugh at how nervous
he was, because I had been just as nervous as he. The kiss that I felt just now, was so much
more, more powerful, more intense, everything that a kiss should be. My eyes widened as I realized what I had been
thinking, and how right that felt. Where had my human instincts gone? Did I
still have at least a small part of me as human? Or was it all devoured in that
kiss?
I pushed the thought behind the wall I had
been building. I didn’t need any more complications right now. It was hard
enough just dealing with my new powers never mind thinking about what I had
lost. I reached out to Lodok who was
glad to help me out of my coffin, smiling at me the entire time. His eyes
looked quickly sideways and back, but not quickly enough for me not to see and
to follow his eyes. And that’s when I saw the black dress that lay at the foot
of my coffin.
Just looking at the dress took my breath away.
The sleeves were of intricate detailed lace with the body of it made of the
finest silk I had ever seen. The moment I saw the dress I wanted to run over to
it and wrap myself in it. Lodok gave me a knowing smile and walked out the
door. I picked up the dress and felt the extravagant silk, running my hand down
its length I sighed. The silk was so smooth, so pleasurable to the touch, more
so than the richest silk I had felt as human. I wrapped myself in this wondrous
feeling as I slipped the dress over my head. I felt like never before, a new
power behind my eyes, a new feeling surrounding me, and the lingering taste of
Lodok’s lips on mine. I was ready to step out and do my best as their queen. I
couldn’t remember ever feeling so great
As
I walked out of the room I caught a glimpse of Lodok in his black silk outfit,
before a bolt of lightening struck through the room causing the lights to go
out as the lightening faded to darkness. Thunder traveling throughout the
building fading away into a deep silence. The silence so thick that it was like
the night itself was waiting for something to happen. The darkness was suddenly interrupted by the
flames of candles above us, all around the room. The candles hung in the air,
nothing seemed to be keeping them floating, yet there they were.
I walked forward by the light of the
candles dancing on the walls, coming up next to Lodok. Lodok wore a silk robe
accompanied by a pair of silk pants. On the robe there were ancient symbols
that were so strange yet fascinated me. They could only be one thing, the
symbols of Royal Vampiric Ancestors.
“It’s
time for our King and Queen to join together as one and for Ardrea to be no
longer recognized as the Queen.” Lodok spoke, never turning his eyes from mine.
Our hands were brought up to meet and Ardrea stepped up to bind our hands
together with a thick elastic rope. Ardrea knelt on one knee next to Lodok, not
moving until Lodok nodded his head at her. She immediately stood up and started
to draw a symbol or design on the back of our hangs. I was so confused to what
this had to do with being King and Queen but didn’t dare speak up. I wasn’t
sure what they wished to have in appearance. And whether I asking a stupid
question like that would ruin the look they might have been going for.
Ardrea
was concentrating so hard that I thought she might not see anything other than
what she was drawing. Ardrea then suddenly move around us forming a circle with
a golden powder. She took the rest of
the golden powder and released it on Lodok and me, creating a golden glow
around us.
“Let
the king and new Queen be bonded by mind, body, and spirit.” Ardrea’s voice
spread throughout the warehouse, magnified in the empty building. A huge slap
of power hit us as she blew a silver powder just obtained from one of the other
vampires. The power took both of us tour knew, a burning running through my
hands. I tried to pull my hangs away to stop the burning, but the bindings held
well. The pain grew worse in my hands, as if thousands of hot needles pierced
my skin and almost brought a scream, but just as suddenly as it came, it was
gone. I relaxed leaning my head on Lodok’s shoulder.
I
felt Ardrea’s presence over me or more like the power that came from her, and I
knew that she was hesitation before coming near us. It seemed as if she were
afraid of us and what might happen if she touched us too soon. But she finally
stepped forward and started to unbind our hands, having to peel the elastic
rope from the surface of our skin. But after minutes of careful peeling the
rope was off our hands and we sagged against each other, only then bringing our
eyes to stare at one another’s hands. And as I stared don at Lodok’s hands, I
saw a burn mark, exactly the same mark that had been drawn on the back of our
hands. But how had the burn gone through the hand and left the hand whole. Then
it hit me, if his hands are like that then... and as I looked down at my own
hands I gave a sharp hiss for the same thing was placed upon my hands. That’s
when the burn started to hurt. I hadn’t noticed the injury before but when I
looked down at it and finally realized I had been hurt, the pain seared through
my hands. And I was betting that no matter how fast vampires heal, this injury
would be permanent.
I
looked back to Lodok and he helped me get to my feet without the use of my
hands, and we both used each other for support as we slowly walked to the
nearest table, fight to keep our balance.
Sitting
down, Lodok never took his eyes off of me, as if he were studying me and my
reaction to this whole process. “Judiaho get me a cool cloth, quickly!” is
voice was so loud next to my ear that it caused a ringing to start through my
head. I knew then that there was worry in his voice, and that worry was for my
health. I must have looked as bad as I felt.
Judiaho
rushed down the hallway that lay in front of our table to what I guessed was
either a bathroom or a kitchen, and almost instantly he was back with a damp
cloth in his hand. I stared at him amazed at the haste he had retrieved the
cloth with. It seemed more likely that he would have popped the cloth from thin
air then have traveled that distance and back so quickly. I don’t know how long
I had stared at him standing in front of me before Lodok grabbed the cloth and
layer it across my forehead. The cool wet cloth on my forehead soothed the
ringing and I started to feel better within minutes. I wasn’t sure if it was
the wet cloth or just having a little time to adjust to what we had just
endured. I didn’t understand why the marriage had to be so violent among the
vampires when the humans just took vows to be together for life. I guess the
vampires really want to be bound together for life.. And at that I almost
laughed, a smile spread across my face and I thought of how ironic the
situation was. I laughed to myself making sure not to laugh aloud, for
explaining what was so funny to the rest of vampires, would surely be
hilarious.
My
laughter and fun was cut short by the faint feeling of hunger, or what the
vampires would call blood list, rising up. I knew I would have to feed in a
short while. Although the idea of feeding on a human again was weird, I mean I
had read about the vampires sucking blood and known that it was a type of
hunger. But it wasn’t just a hunger, it was a necessity as well. They wouldn’t
live at all without the blood.
“You
will be able to feed soon enough, control it while you can.” A whisper which I
knew to be Lodok’s, came into my head, and at that moment I cold feel what
Lodok felt, our thoughts connected. Whatever I thought, he could hear and at
this point I could hear his thoughts. It was the most amazing thing I had ever
felt, it was like I wasn’t a separate person form him. That we were the same
mind, part of the same universal space in our head. I felt like I belonged
somewhere, and I realized that after all that time being part of my family,
part of a popular, rich crowd of teens, that I had never felt like I had
belonged. All this time I had believed that I belonged among my biological
family and my friends, when I had actually belonged here.
I
look3ed up into his face and all Lodok said was “ I know,” and he smiled so big
it must have hurt his face. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me
fiercely and it felt better than any hug I had had before. I know it sounds
lame but being hugged so strongly by people you belong with, is comforting and
it was something that made me feel better than ever before.
“
Judiaho, we need a human sacrifice, her hunger is rising, and mine is coming
around as well.” Judiaho once again didn’t ask anything but just took off on
his duty to find a willing human. And suddenly I felt my skin become dry, my
body suddenly feeling weak and I knew it was the blood I needed. All vampires
needed was blood to sustain them and as Queen I had to make sure I received my
filling or else I would be useless. I was shocked to find the knowledge at the
tip of my tongue, and knew it was due to my sudden connection with Lodok.
Once
again Judiaho appeared out of no where, with a male human. But as I looked at
him I felt the horror at my own thoughts. I shouldn’t be thinking of a human or
a person as just human cattle. But as I looked at him that was the only thought
present.
The
muscular arms that hung from his broad shoulders only increased my appetite, as
his good looks made him more attractive to my blood lust. It was as if my
attention to his handsome looks made the blood lust greater than the idea that
it was a human. The man was more of a youth rather than an adult. He wasn’t
lacking in height or in hair, he was six feet tall and had hair down to his
shoulders, he looked muscular and strong, but as I clanked at the hand Judiaho
had put upon the back of the humans neck, the human seemed to be weaker, like
his life force wasn’t nearly as strong as Judiaho’s, making him nothing but
prey.
“He
is yours Ezmera, but think wisely about whether your will finish him of, for
what’s left will be for the rest to share.” Lodok’s voice sounded distant even
though he sat right next to me. And it took a lot to be able to hear his voice,
to actually think about what he was saying. And I heard it well enough that
what I didn’t finish went to everyone else. And at that moment, I couldn’t
resist any longer.
I
used my inhumanely speed to surprise him, moving to appear right in front of
him. And I smiled as I felt his fear rise; I knew he would taste really good. I
slid my hand down his cheek, forcing him to turn his head as Judiaho let go of
him. I ran my hand down the line of neck that lay bare, and he shivered under
my touch. And that last shiver pushed me to the limit. I leaned my head down
quickly and bit into that that fast beating pulse, blood immediately rushing to
the surface. I gasped as the blood rushed down my throat and that one break
between my mouth and the blood drove me to a point of such madness that I dove
back to the wound. Sucking the blood and swallowing enormous amounts of blood.
The human’s thoughts and emotions spilled into my mind, past memories of
childhood and such. And then it was over
and I backed away from the wound, not even a trace of horror at what I had just
done.
And
as the human fell back a loud thump emanated from the contact against the cold
floor before the vampires dove upon the human making sure to drain it of all
the blood that ran through its veins. But before I could even think about
having an attack of conscious Lodok had grabbed my hand and pulled me into the
air. The sudden change from ground to air left me in shock as I felt the wind
in my hair and saw us hundreds of feet in the air, outside the building. For a
second I questioned at how we were able to arrive outside the building when
seconds before we stood in the middle of the warehouse. But then we went
higher, the layered black night and the tree tops below me, the house and
people barley visible in the blackness of the night. And we stayed there swaying
with the wind and my eyes took in everything with a touch of ground amazement
I
looked down at the world and heard Lodok’s voice, almost as beautiful sounding
as the night around us. “Isn’t it amazing?”
I
couldn’t help but reply with the amazement showing in my voice, “It’s the most
beautiful thing that I have ever seen, and it’s... its amazing.” Lodok slowly
brought us back down to the ground, and I knew that I should have been afraid
as we quickly dropped down to the last few feet above ground. It had seemed so
slow of a drop compared to how fast we had arrived at the frightening height.
But there wasn’t any fear in me at all as I watched the ground come closer and
closer to our feet. At this point I realized just how much I trusted Lodok now
and that I truly trusted them but never did I trust anyone with my life.
As
we touched the ground outside the warehouse man of the streetlights shined, it
was the first time I had seen the outdoors with more than one street light on
and it made me feel more at peace with the area, like I was used to the dark
but I still had that desire for some light. The desire that humans always have
when the dark is upon them, when they have to do something in the dark it is
more of a feeling of necessity of that was how it felt to me when I was human.
That I actually needed light now was funny, me, a creature of darkness feeling
relaxed by the presence of light. It almost made me want to laugh but on the
other hand it scared me. Would I truly become a night creature would all of my
fears of the night turn to fears of the light? I felt the thought at that and
followed Lodok to the door.
“I
have some things to attend to; you should talk with the others but promise me,
Ezmera, you’ll stay inside the warehouse. There are many people that will want
you dead.” Lodok’s voice actually revealed f revealed a little bit of worry
that showed in his eyes and his words. The words he chose to explain though
were very cautious and very mysterious as if he thought giving away too much
information might put me in even more danger than I already was.
“I
promise,” I spoke making sure he knew I meant it and that even with his
discreetness on the topic that I would listen to him and trust him at his word.
And I watched him take off into the night sky, his robe billowing after him,
making him disappear into the night sky.
As
I stepped inside the warehouse Ardrea walked over to me and stood in front of
me, with such a saddened look upon her face. And a thought occurred to me,
curiosity gripping me.
“Umm
if you don’t mind me asking did Lodok change you too?” It seemed that Ardrea looked a bit confused
at first but I saw something change in her eyes when I think she had understood
what I had asked.
“
No.. I was changed over into the Vampiric blood by Artimis.” But when she spoke
those words her eyes faced the ground and I saw the redness spill into her
cheeks. She was blushing. And when I didn’t say anything to her, she explained
more about it. “He had found me in my home with no one else around and I don’t
know why but I just invited him in, like I knew it was for the best. And after
he changed me well…”
“Your
lovers.!” I broke in talking a touch too loud and a few of the vampires looked
our way. “
“
Shhhh… not so loud will ya, yes we were lovers and are again and that I should
owe thanks to you for.” She said smiling up at me now.
“
Its not like I came here on purpose so I guess your better off thanking Lodok
not me he’s the one who found me.” I said with somewhat of a sarcastic tone in
my voice because I knew that thanking Lodok for giving Ardrea her lover back
wouldn’t be the most pleasant thing to say to him.
“I
was the only female before and it was coincidence that I happened to be quite
strong, so I had to take the place as queen but now it’s your job and I can go
back to Artimis, for we have missed each others company.” Ardrea’s voice sounded a touch heavy with emotion like
if she talked about it anymore she would sob with joy and sadness because of
her reuniting and because of being so forbidden form each other for so long.
“But
why did Artimis change you and not Lodok?” I asked and knew it wasn’t that
important to know but it was something off the subject of having to be queen
and away from the topic of lovers.
“Artimis
was the one who changed me because among the top males it is in turns to w ho
is to change the next child of the POWERS.” Ardrea made it sound so simple that
I thought for a second that I should have known it before. It was the feeling
of a child sitting in class who asks the stupid question and gets laughed at.
“The
powers?” I mean what the hell were the powers it was a name that seemed like it
was made by someone who was a little full of themselves or that of people who
were Gods. And that second thought made me a little uneasy about learning who
they were but as my Aunt used to say “Curiosity gets what curiosity wants.” But thinking about my Aunt didn’t’ seem like
the best thing to do. That just made me long to see her again for she was
always so nice to me, she made me feel at home no matter when or where we were
going she always made me feel safe. But what would she say to the thing I had
become? The vampire I was would not be accepted by her no matter what and that
thought alone brought me out of my trip in memories.
“Yes,
the POWERS are the ancestors and the spirits that give us our strength, thirst,
speed, sight, and hearing. WE are descended from these POWERS like you are
descended from your grandmother as well. The POWERS choose our changers or as
they are called Carriers. And the blood from them is what renews our vampire
blood that has decreased over the generations.”
Artimis joined us and spoke lowly to
Ardrea but with my improved hearing I heard what he said anyway. “She knows
enough for now Ardrea; remember she is only a newcomer.” He took her hand in
his and walked away to a farther table to talk on their own. From the way
Artimis acted towards me I would say he doesn’t like me and what does he mean
by reminding her that I am a newcomer? What should that matter what I am the
Queen if I was not to be told stuff because I am a newcomer, than I should be
told information about the culture and the rights of the Royal Vampiric
blood because I am queen and have to
rule over them.
I just let it go though because I
was sure that as soon as Lodok came back he would be able to explain things to
me, and it would be his right too, because he was King of the vampires. But why
was he being so precautious about what I knew? Artimis too? I thought that I hadn’t
understood vampires’ actions from the novels I had read but in the actual
company of them they were even more frustrating but I guess I had to live it
out. No one would just tell me things because I demanded of it anyway.
All of a sudden I didn’t want o be
inside anymore it was just too much to think about all these things and not a
damn thing of importance when so many vampires surrounded me. So I stepped
outside and took in that fresh night air sighing as I leaned against the side
of the building. The moon gleamed down on all of the buildings around this area
and a straight beam of light came down to rest at my feet as if trying to put
me in the spot light. The moon was as bright of a white as it could ever get
but I had never been able to see the moon this clearly before. I just hadn’t
been able to see through the sky into the moon so well. And in the distance I saw the moonlight
glimpse down on the far forest are, the trees such a dark luscious green that
it looked like velvet form this distance.
I immediately spun from the
magnificent sight when hearing a slight thumping noise to my side. My heart
beating fast as I remembered Lodok’s words earlier that night.
“I thought you promised to stay
inside?” As the sight and sound of Lodok, my heart rested knowing that it was
only him, and no one was out here to kill me. But Lodok stared at me sternly
with an angry yet worried look on his face.
How long have you been out here Ezmera?” He came towards me and hurried
me into the warehouse.
“Why is it so important to be
inside? I can take care of myself!” I was annoyed by the discreetness at which
everything was done and how I was being put into hiding, as if I would break at
the slightest pin drop.. And at that point I knew it sounded childish but I
wanted to know what the hell was going on or else no one was going to
cooperation from me.
Lodok sighed and I knew I had won.
“Sit,” he said and pointed to a dirty grey table a couple feet to the right of
us. “There is a cult of Priests who seek to end our entire existence. That is
their one and only purpose for their life. The thing is that they have our
inhumanly strength and our inhuman speed.
They are trying to capture and destroy the POWERS. WE are all in danger
especially you. For the Queen is the key to calling upon the POWERS.” He voice
filled with such weariness that I knew he hadn’t wanted to exp |