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| DhariuEvery year I feel more and more like I am about to snap... flip out... lose it, or generally go quite insane.
I've rather started to ignore it, because I used to think I was but a few steps away several years ago, but I've not flipped out yet
But, it keeps getting worse every year. Its never gotten any better (short periods for a week or two aside)
Around the beginning of summer I got really... tired is the best way I know to describe it... and I basically just spent a few days without talking to anyone, or doing much of anything... The nights really sucked... I'd find myself muttering things again and again, and generally feeling very overwhelmed and depressed...
But, a few days later I was just fine, and ready to deal with everything again.
Right around the end of july beginning of August it happened again
And this past week I think it happend again.
I'm feeling better now for the most part... Last night went without incident, and aside from being a bit restless, tonight's going alright too.
I just hope it takes longer till the next time...
And I also hope I can figure out how to make it go away
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| Aint written here in a whileI havent written in here in quite some time...
Tonight was fun... I was tired this morning, joined this new website, was kinda fun I thought till I saw that 90% of the people rating your stuff was so you'd return the favor... then it kinda lost all its fun. (you have your picture compared with someone elses... so, most of the votes have nothing to do with the pictures... u_u)
Then I got called by Sarah, went to pick up little Sarah, and went to Katy Mills Mall to watch Stardust with... Sarah, Sarah, Daniel, Katy, Joy, Jessalyn, and some girl I hadnt met called some form of 'Alex' (Alexis, Alexandra, Alexina... whatever)
The movie was pretty good I thought, then I brought Katie and Jessalyn home, dropped off the Harry Potter book that lil Sarah left in my car, and went home, where I preceeded to completely forget to watch the movies I got at Hollywood video b^_^d
Other than that, I keep meaning to go running again... in fact I think I might go ahead and do that
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| Sarahs'So yeah, most of wednsday I just spent sitting around. Then went off to church at Grace, figurin it'd be nice to stop by since I wanted to do somethin before leaving town.
Church was all well and good, ended up hanging out with Sarah, Ali, her brother, and someone else who's name I should really remember.
Long story short, stopped by sonic, I dont know the streets north of West Belfort well, I still like frostys, I'm awesome at Soul Calibur, aaaand, Sarah kept on kicking me if I beat her at Soul Calibur, so I think I have some bruises on my legs and left shoulder... Oh yeah, the Soul Calibur thing was when we went over to little Sarah's house, and brought her a frosty.
Lil Sarah kept big Sarah from doing anything worse to me. So, thanks little Sarah
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| So yeahI dont write here very often anymore.
No particular reason, I just dont really feel like I have much to write about most of the time. Plus, I see people often enough, that they usually know whats going on in my life
So yeah...
Started working on a comic book, Daniel is going to help out quite a bit with it I think.But even if that dosent work out, I can still draw it myself, I do like to draw afterall. It relaxes me...
So yeah, Alex got back last wednsday, got to hang out with him most of the day Thursday.
We played games, talked bout stuff, got online for a bit... didnt get him to play runescape, but owned everyone in Soul Calibur (well, mostly)
Lydia came back friday, same day Alex left Hung out with her for the night, was real cool to hang out with her again.
Next day when I'm over at Kevin's she calls to see if I can hang out again, so her, her friends Linda and Nathan also came over to Kevins house and we watched Reno 911 (hillarious movie) and then headed out.
Saw her again Sunday when Kevin brought her to church. Went over to the Soda Fountain afterwards, and I had the best friggin Dr Pepper I think I've ever had... It was like the difference between chocolate milk and a chocolate shake...
Anyways, wen to the Whites house afterwards, talked bout stuff, listened to Lydia play the Piano, then we played a duet... Lydia was trying to tell me what to do I think, but I didnt have a friggin clue. I just hit keys rythmically sorta... Then after a while, Lydia left with Kevin. Me Chris and Daniel sat around and talked for a while, discussed a few stories.
Today, I was scheduled to talk to that recruiter again (Kevin got me to talk to a marine recruiter on saturday) and they gave me another talk. I'm going back tomorrow to do a work out and they want to give me this test to see what kinda jobs I'd be elegible for.
So yeah, now Kevin's over, and we be watching movies, and thats bout it...
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| JuneIt occurs to me that I've not written in here or just under a month...
In the mean time as everyone knows, I've broken my collarbone, (which is almost healed btw) not gotten a job, drank an unholy amount of caffine, played runescape like a crazy man, hung out with kevin a lot, seen Spamalot on Sarah's pseudo-birthday, and much else.
Spamalot was good, in typical monty python fashion. And although the theatre sold snacks, you werent allowed to eat them, in the theatre...
Been to the doctor a few times bout my collarbone, its healing better, although at this moment I cant lift my left hand much higher than my head right now. For the most part it dosent hurt, but there are certain things I can do that still hurt like hell. Still not sure which, most of the things that get me are more like muscle spasms.
Well anyways, for all interested parties, my house in runescape is looking pretty nice these days. I would go on about other things, but chances are if your reading this, you either know already, or dont really care. But it would seem that runescape's been my substitute life while I've been injured, and is still carrying on.
And in most recent news, Kevin came over last night, got to watch Anchorman and Fun with Dick and Jane (good movie). And if I am not mistaken... I think myself and kevin each drank a grand total of one DP. (fountain drinks excluded) Oh, and I'm also doing stuff at Fort Bend Theatre again. going over there in a half hour actually. I think its "Who's afraid of the Big Bad Wolf" It would seem I got called in the day before the play. Not that I got to see anything before the first play, thats just when they called me. So, I show up (late of course, since my stupid alarms wouldnt work) and get handed a tech script with light and sound cues for... oh... the first 20 pages? After that I just kinda had to wait for Mrs. McCain to tell me when to do everything.
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