A friend of mine had a HEART ATTACK Monday and it prompted me to take a look at my physical health. Well this morning I got up had a bowl of oatmeal, put on some sweats and off I was to the park to walk. Well let me tell ya, I realistically walked about 2.5 miles at a fast pace, although it felt like I ran a marathon. My friend is only 36 and I am 33 and am probably not in as good of physical shape as he is. I used drugs for about 20 years of my life until I decided to do something about it back in 2002. I have gained about 80lbs since my using days and I am just miserable. I really feel like there are a lot of people in the gay communtiy that have a drug problem but just don't know where or how to get help. I am not psychologist or anything like that but if you think you have a drug problem and would like some help, drop me an e-mail and I will be glad to tell you how I stopped the vicious cycle of drug dependency. My life is soooooooooooooo much better now. I have some bad days, and that is ok I just grit my teeth and go on about my business. In the past I took drugs to make myself feel however I wanted or to not feel whatever was going on in my life. Today is a GREAT day. I hope that YOU are having one also!!!
Wasssssssss Up? Just thought I would set up this site and see where I go with it. I may never post again and I may post all the time. I guess I could just post what I am up to today like anybody really cares. It would be a way of jotting down my daily goings on though. I am about to get ready to go to a meeting. If you want to know what kind of meeting just keep checking back and I will probably tell ya.
IT REALLY SUCKS BEING ME!!!!!!!!!! 
