"Come fly with me, come fly, let's fly away..."

I'm exhausted. In every way.

My brain is on power save mode. Making copies, running errands, and attending meetings at my internship require very little brain activity. I need to learn. I need a challenge.

My body and mind crave stimulation - not found at my desk in the federal building or behind the cafe counter at Barnes and Noble. Show me a Taylor Series or carbon chains. Anything.

I need a rubik's cube.

14 weeks at the internship. 7 to 5 everyday. A great experience. But I need change.

Eventful summer.

Good stories to keep in my pocket.

love.

I miss you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you.

"Call me irresponsible..."

Well the boxes are packed and the only remnant I leave is the lacing of strawberry-blonde hair on my bedroom floor. [I don't enjoy vacuuming.]

What a year. Goodbye Husker Village Apartments and hello hOmaha. 
Please treat me well.

love.

"Good morning sunshine, I know what you're here for..."

Two Honors projects done, two final exams taken, and two more finals to go. Sweet jesus.

Working a 40hr/week job this summer. Good money, but yeesh. It's like I have a real job now.

Big Red Singers auditions the past couple of days. Returners didn't have to sing solos, thank goodness. And as far as the rest of it goes, well, I'm just glad I'm already in the group.

...

That's all. I'm not the ambiguity, nor the intelligence, to write a decent entry. Maybe some day when my mind isn't full of French conjugations or the structures of amino acids.

This will suffice.

love.

You told me to think about it. And I did.

You need to trust that I am a smart girl. I make decisions, and I know what kind of outcome may result. I know you are just watching out for me, but please don't worry about me. I'm making these choices. And I will handle the outcome.

This is just one more thing I do not need right now.