要說永遠愛吧　卻怕仍然未相信　永未能看通
要說這晚算吧　卻覺愛已經失控
寧願再繼續抱擁　Oh　相擁　心痛

I wish I have the chance to practice Buddhism, keep on doing meditations days thur days to clear my thoughts. Perhaps, one day I will realize something. Perhaps, that's life. You will never know what is going to happen, so I guess - let's face it! I cannot beat the uncertainties, no matter how I believe in it. I want to write that down to remind myself, at least it is not that late to know.

wa......... it has been long long time since my last entry. Time flies and i have only less than four weeks time in Hong Kong, whcih sucks!!!! i want a longer and longer summer holiday. I have actually done quite a lot of stuff since June 11, last entry. My summer internship almost comes to the end. My last day would be next tuesday which i have to do a 30 mins presentation to BS about some hedge fund management software. I guess two years of college education in the USA really prepares me for this. Although i kept saying that i didnt learn anything through the two internships, when i seat down and think, it looks like that i did learn sth but dont know how to write it in words. It is all about experience, no matter it is necessarily related to what i will be doing after i grad, or just simple mail delivering. I am not going to complain anymore. My two cousins from toronto came visited for 5 weeks and we were addicted to Jumping Gym, a stupid and money-wasting place. Up till now we have spent at least 800 hkd and get only 4000 tickets which can only give us 1/16 of a nokia cell phone. I would like to watch War of the World , whcih lots of my friends said it sucks but i think it worths to make a trip to catch this movie. Hopefully i can watch it before i leave. Last week, i went to a training camp organized by YAS. It was a great time except for the workshop and presentation part. I am not gonna lie it is so boring. Glad to know so many people from different background and i am sure that my group is the best.... hehe with all the late nigth games, black magic and gagsssssss. I am looking forward to doing all the visits with you guys. Besides the YAS, i have also planned to go to Bangkok for five days. If you have any suggestions where i should go eat or chill, plzplzplz drop me some advices. Thanks.

One more thing i have forgotten to mention. Girls are hard to fulfill and predict and i feel tired of it. What can i do?

back home at 430am (by the time i opened the door of my house, my grandma had already woke up!) this morning. well this is really the first time i back home that late coz ususally i would stay in my fd's place, but this time since alfred came back with me, so we took the same bus together. I cant imigaine what we would look like if we continue our partying @cwb. we will be like pass out right there. hit couple bars and finally get the chance to Volar. I dont think it is very special compared to other bars except it is sooo crowded and u have to get some connections to get in. Our plan of hooking up girls is a total failure, i thought i could see how Alfred show off ... but well.. next time. And hope Anthony had fun coz the point that we party becaues that was his birthday. 

well for weekdays, it is still the same and i am still working on how to fight against "fishing"

well.... my two weeks break were over. SO SAD. I started to work today, but again i, as expected, felt asleep for couple times when working on some research in the office. I feel that the company that i am working for now is so different compared with the local companies i have worked before. This is more like americanized and people are more chilled and i couldnt believe that they went squashing and tennising during lunch break. Crazy huh? plus i have to applaud myself too because i can wear the same suit both in the summer time in HK which is about 28degree celsius and in winter time in Chicago which is around -10degree celsius, so my tolerance would be +- 19 degree celsius??!!

Last tuesday was my 21st birthday. Finally i can officially drink in the US!!! I am not going to care about RESLIFE anymore ... wahahahaha. See how stupid it is ? it will only make people drink more when drinking age shifts to 21. I had a great time on my birthday and thanks for your present. It was so unexpected and i liked it very very much. I didnt change becaseu i think that no matter what you pick for me it would be the best. Right ?