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| I am having mixed feelings and emotions. I do not know why, but i hung out with *SUCKA yesterday, and we went bowling. It was great to be with her, you know, I would honestly do NOTHING with her, like i could care less what we do, but as long as we're together. So yesterday as i was waiting for the N to come, cause thats her bus, my was it hard telling her those 3 words  It took me a while before i could actually say the words. But i did  and you know! She feels the same way! Annnnd, damn did i feel good. But last night, and this morning, i was not feeling so happy. Well what i am thinking is that i'm already going too fast? And you know, romance is a two way street, it's not a one way street. So we both have to give and take a little bit, and i need to be less selfish and you know, expect her to be were i'm at, feelings wise. I should be thankful that atleast someone can put up with me  I'm not gonna make the same mistakes for this one. Nuh uh. One step at a time.
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| What a daySo i'm blogging cause i damn feel like it. We had a big loss today, but i had fun, in ways other people wouldnt notice, even though i may act like an animal, i'm definitley enjoying what i love to do, and thats playing basketball. I have to remember that this is a CHRISTIAN league, not club, and my fellow christians i think, are obviously not as experienced as me, which i think has a big affect on a teams Morale. And its hard being experienced with players who dont play for fun, or even at all. But i now know what my goal or mission is this year, and its not winning every game, its being encouraging, staying level headed in situations where my team needs me most. I talked to my club coach, or used to be coach, and what he said, i need to be encouraging to my teammates because thats what bball is all about. Gotta give a shoutout to Ana for being there in my time of talk, really helped, sucka<3 Whoever reads this, who plays w/ me, its water under the bridge, a game is a game, and lets just concentrate on next weeks game, the past is the past. Lez go.
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| What a daySo i'm blogging cause i damn feel like it. We had a big loss today, but i had fun, in ways other people wouldnt notice, even though i may act like an animal, i'm definitley enjoying what i love to do, and thats playing basketball. I have to remember that this is a CHRISTIAN league, not club, and my fellow christians i think, are obviously not as experienced as me, which i think has a big affect on a teams Morale. And its hard being experienced with players who dont play for fun, or even at all. But i now know what my goal or mission is this year, and its not winning every game, its being encouraging, staying level headed in situations where my team needs me most. I talked to my club coach, or used to be coach, and what he said, i need to be encouraging to my teammates because thats what bball is all about. Gotta give a shoutout to Ana for being there in my time of talk, really helped, sucka<3 Whoever reads this, who plays w/ me, its water under the bridge, a game is a game, and lets just concentrate on next weeks game, the past is the past. Lez go.
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| LovelyToday is indescribable, scratch that, thats what im about to do. But today was heavenly. So first off, i had summer school, which unlike past years, this year is actually, i'm liking it. Our teacher doesn't want us to Bookwork, so we're watching movies and documentaries the whole semester, which is Unbelievable for summer school. That gives me an opportunity too catch up on my boy, Nicholas Spark books. After that, went home to change and eat, and just rest a bit, before i headed out too meet up with SUCKA. Met up at the rec, but she was late-.- So i played ball with some dude for like 20 minutes. Pretty chill. So she finally arrived, and we walked to Judah cause the N never showed, and bussed it to Century. Saw Wall-e Love that movie. Eve is MY GIRL. Omg. Wanna watch it again w/ you, sucka =] So we saw that, then bussed it too the beach for a beautiful stroll. Nice walk =D It was calming, just walking w/ her. GOD i love today. I thank him for it. Maybe this'll turn out to be something good, yenno? I never gave up, and now i will reap in good things. Like i said, i'm happy where im at, and where im headed. Hope you had a good time too, you [= I never want this day to end.
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| For TiffanyIt has been a long time since i wrote in here. So uh this goes out too my buddy Ms.Tan. Since she told me, i wanted to write something important. Okay so these past couple of weeks, maybe even in the last month, i've gotten to get closer and get more friendlier with someone i have feelings for. It's been a while since i've had to go through the whole thing again, but it never gets old. Falling in love again is like becoming a kid. I think its too early for me too start writing, i'm getting a headache. Never mind that, Lez Go! So i've gotten to know her better by talking to her constantly, and playing volleyball w/ her every monday nights, which is really fun. We actually had a bad day over at Sunset Rec a couple of weeks ago, maybe a month ago, but i could never put that out of my head, so i am doing my best to NOT go through that again, No siree. I'm thankful where im at and how i got here. Tiff, i'll deff blog more during the summer!>3
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