| | So things haven't been that great lately. I'm getting really fed up with many aspects of my life. Things have been changing and I don't really like the direction they are going in. I feel like I'm losing my best friend right now.. It's really hard to explain. I just feel really alone.. I mean I know God's with me. But I feel that everyone is unreachable right now. I can't reach out and touch them, I can't have them hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok, I can see them but when I run to them they just go deeper and deeper into the fog. Why does everyone seem so far away? Why is my stress level just keep on building? Why do things have to change.. I want things to be the way they used to be. It seems like lately all that has happened are bad things. It seems like everything in my life keeps on getting worse. I don't know how much more of it I can take. I feel like no matter how much I give to others I still feel worthless and unhelpful. I feel like I used to know a lot more about myself and God than I do now. I feel like I used to know a lot more about life and some how it just slipped through the cracks of my memories and is gone forever. I want to be like I once was. I want to feel like I did then. I want to have close friends like I did then. I want to be able to just not be sad for once.. I honestly don't know how much more I can handle.. It's like I'm losing my grip... I need to tighten my grasp before I fall.... |
| | Posted 1/9/2007 10:48 PM - 1 view - 1 comments
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