woah. new post. oh how i've missed my precious xanga time.

i've fallen in love with::::::::

green eyes. all these mod boys. with hot hair. and

even hotter

girl jeans.

techno beats. scooters. swimming in the

mediterannian.

sandy hair.

my tan lines. tribalista's.

nights at the beach.

all the 'ciao bella's'!. me blushing

too many times to count.

fiats. the packaging of MS CLUB cigaretts. 

euro coins. 

my badass/hardcore 6 year old cousing Marco.

panini's. watching Walker Texas Ranger in Italian.

fun ASS times.Ooh ooh. this week we're going to this MEGA TECK dance club called the 'koala'. party hardy til 5 am. we moved into my G-pa's house in the country. its nice like damn. Dudes. I'm coming home in 7 days. we have to party. i miss you all sooooooooooooo ooo ooo o much.

edit' ..ok im here in Rome...its SO FRIGGIN TIGHT. dude! its soo crazy though...because everyone drives SO fast and there are scooters everywhere. but its all good. all the girls here look like models and the guys are very sexified. dudes.. i threw up THREE TIMES on the plane from KC to Atlanta....it was sick...but the second flight was really smooth. 10 hours..damn. our hotel is really close to the colosium..and we get MTV in our hotel room. its hard to type on this keyboard, because all the symbols are european and the keys are different. haha..they were playing 50 cent °in da club° in the ice cream place..and Beyonce °crazy in love° in the taxi back from the airport. there are soo many people here..and ooh ooh! all the boys wear girl pants..and sexy space'lookin shoes. and im in an :internet cafe: and they serve you coffee..its mega'teck.  i appreciate all the comments and stuff. i love you guys. i promise ill post more as soon as i find some more euro"s. okily dokily...

muah. muah.

oh golly. this'll be my last post (from america) for the next 26 days. :....( its weird..because at first i was all excited, and then a less bit delighted ::trails off into 'suckers' by reel big fish..:: i dunno. its all good though. today i dropped off 'kitty' and 'fish' at elizabeth's. yes, i trust her...and i finished my packing. i hope there's an assload of mega-hot guys on the plane :crosses fingers: that would be very '''teck'''. hot damn..im gonna miss the first 3 days o' school. those are the tightes/funnest days...psh. im soo happy...because....'he' called and said "i'll miss you." ::sigh:: why couldnt things work out?? maybe they will..theres ALWAYs next year. arrg..i cant stop typing..im so nervous...i need to sleep but im hungry like a mother. maybe i'll make some macaroni..no..i REALLY wanna go to IHOP. i've never been..but i hear its good..and i want some international pancakes...ooh ooh..elizabeth and kia and sam threw me a going away party and it was tight and they got me a coloring book and crayons and lasagna and big lots' brand mouthwash/deoderant. hahahaha. it was great. ok..im gonna go to bed...in a few minutes. yay! i got a new camera and im gonna take HELLOFA pictures and its gonna be.....::::breath::: tight. im rather dissapointed in the results of my last post. i SPECIFICALLY SAID WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR, and none of you bastard children sent pictures, so im counting on satan to retrieve you from your slumbers tonight and impale you on a big-ass Q-TIP. ok..im reeeally going to bed now. i love (most) of you. i reeeally do. i promise i'll read all of your LOVELY posts when i get back. muah muah muah.

oh ya..i might be able to get AIM over there..so IM me on either :blamingXemo       OR       sidvicious06

ok? great. good night..fare well....avoir...love you.

-muah.

 Wanted:

Elizabeth and I are currently single and looking for hot dudes iin the 816 or 913 area's.

Elizabeth: Looking for Single white or black Male.Must be at least 5'9''. Not scrawny, well built with good features. Nice hair, knows how to 'dress', smart (in other words, no dumb jocks) funny, someone who wants "Chill and do whatever. We can do whatever, cuz its all good"  No soft-ass punks. Black, white..whatever. No asians or mexicans. (hey, these are the requirements) Must send picture to Sidvicious06@aol.com

Sydne (myself):Looking for SWM. Must be at least 5'7''. Not too built but not smaller than me. Hot hair..(shaggy is a plus..blonde (or blonde streaks) are a plus. Spikey hair is a turnoff.) No dumb jocks that like to get wasted on weekends. But partiers are good.No nu-metal kids or goths. 816/913? Its all good. Must send a picture to: Sidvicious06@aol.com

And now back to your regularly scheduled post.

dudes. i get my braces off September 2nd, at 10:00 A.M. my smile will be 'dazzling.' I have a problem, so I'm going to write about it: i really hate when fat chicks stare at me out of anger because of the fact that they're fat. It's not my fucking fault that you weigh 200 pounds. Don't give me dirty looks, or call me unhealthy..because i eat as much as i wanna eat...and you're the one who's gonna have a heart attack in 5 years. you're the one with high cholestrol and clogged arteries. Just because you're fat dosen't mean you deserve special privelages or sympathy. It dosent mean that every thin girl should feel bad about her self. Dont be mad because my metabolism is normal.

Whew. And since i'm on a roll, i reeeeally hate when certain people try to make their xanga's fucking identical to mine. right down to the comment names and everything. it's really wack and you should stop. i'm also really tired of seeing fucking godsmack, cold and all these other NU-METAL video's. Anyone can yell into a microphone: "My rage..the death...ugly..i want to die..escape...i want to feel the pain..blahh dee blahh"  It's crap.and its all the same. Anywho...**Everyone go to Drew's xanga. i fixed it up all fancy, and i do have mad skills....

.Tonight is Bad BoysII at ward parkway (yes, i know.) Tomorrow is the "and 1 bball" thing.Psh. Awwww..my dog has a big cone thing on her head because she got spayed yesterday and i want to cry because she looks like an upside down lamp and she's running into everything. my mom might give kitty away. that leaves me with only my fish to care for. so yesterday i got these pimp bracelets..and they really do make me feel like a pimp. oohooh..me and elizabeth had this great idea to make up a story and send it in to ricky lake so we can win a free trip to ..wherever ricky lake is taped. its gonna be soo tight.

i'm really excited for every.thing.

.and when you look at me, i want to cry because i dont want you to ever look away, and i smile because your eyes are so green.

Edit*(wednesday, july 23rd)- this morning, after drew woke me up with his magnificent piano skills, i took a shower and had a dance-off in my room, to hot water music and my chemical romance. here are the exclusive pictures:

break time.

Here are some more reasons why i'm so godamn ecstatic:

Peter comes back very soon.

Kia and sam. Kia and sam. Kia and sam.

Thursday, last day of work.

Friday i get to go to jim's house, and see how tight harrisonville really is.

Saturday is the 'And-1 basketball thing'. Drew, we have to hang out. if we dont, it will be prim.

Sunday, monday, shopping.

Tuesday packing.

Wednesday...italy.

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Tuesday, july 22nd

Tunes-The Cure, dissintegration

Clay Aiken, will you be my bitch?

today, after work, i pimped the metro. work-kia's-brookside (where i saw alex and nina) this is my last week of work. psh. it was ok, i guess. Sunday was Roc-da-mic. That shit was tighttt, except for the 5 broke-ass pimps trying to grind on me...it was cool. and torward the end i danced with this guy that i had wanted to dance with all night. it was very sexual/nonsexual. After that, went to 7-11 with elizabeth and the crew. Frozen hamburger and lunchables. im off tomorrow and work thursday. my dad's getting me summore shit for the trip. its gonna be so badass. saturday is the 'and-1 basketball' game. drew please dont be mad at me, i'll see you before i leave...

after wednesday, i wont be on xanga for a month. Andrew, explain to me exactly why you quit xanga.

.how can i get over you, when you're always around . i thought we were through, but the feelings are back.