| 14 days left until i move out for college! i'm excited and scared and anxious and i almost wished i had more time to be at home without any responsibilities and work and to just be my immature kid-self. i had a pretty good summer. i spent a lot of it working at my first real job which was pretty fun because of my two favorite co-workers. there was a lot of little kid drama which made me realize i never want to have children of my own. haha but there were some cuties in there along with a hottie named john haha! i spent most of my summer with my luvahh/best friend/boyfriend(?)/&everything else. he's made this summer so great. anyway i only have 14 days left to buy all my college things because i havent started shopping for anything yet. i havent even bought my laptop yet haha i barely saw any of my girlies so we gotta mush up all of our dates very soon! so my dorm is somewhere in union square. i dont remember the exact address so if anyone is ever in the area gimme a call and i'll stumble down the stairs in my drunken stupor to see you guys. love you all to whoever even reads this anymore 
oh yea to whoever cares my nephew is a little over 4 months and he's gorgeous.
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| so high school's almost over. why are my teachers still stressing over all these tests and projects? come on.. we have 11? or so days of school left.. LEAVE US ALONE! please let me go home and not have to worry about who's group i'm gonna be in so that i don't have to do any work.
so life's been pretty eventful the past few weeks. so much boy drama and i still don't know if i'm doing the right thing. i don't know.. i appreciate the time people have taken out to listen to me rant on and on and on. i guess ill just have to do what feels right to me right now? well thanks anyway. especially to my big sis who i bother almost every hour.
so anyway theres this guy who i used to be pretty close with. he now thinks i'm some crazy obsessive vindictive person who's trying to ruin his life. only hearing little things from a crazy fat slutty bitch who i do not think i must name. its kind of sad.. losing a pretty good friend over something so stupid. from his own ignorance.
i've been feeling kinda funny lately. maybe its just the crazy weather or my raging hormones. i feel so detached from people lately. god i hope i don't become one of those emo girls. i'm gonna kinda miss high school. just seeing the same people every day. gossiping about how ugly someone looks that day. looking back.. i was a pretty big bitch. haha well onto bigger and more exciting things in college!
anyway make plans with me. please i'd finally like to spend a summer where i see everyone and go out and be crazy.
btw i think i'm going clubbing on prom night if anyone wants to join.
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| its crazy how much one person can impact another's life. i never realized how much i depended on him. i had so many silly things saved from our outings. we've shared so many great memories together and i had a lot of firsts with him. maybe thats why it was so hard on me. but i'll never regret spending the past year with him and being there for him especially recently because he's having such a hard time. we're still friends. he still calls. we're like star crossed lovers. no matter how we feel it just cant happen. its so unfair but i still hope we can move on and still remain close because i love him. this whole week ive been so preoccupied and emotionally stressed i feel like a different person. so ill be the mature one and hope for the best. i hope that he is happy and i hope that he knows that ill be there in a heartbeat if he needs me. i love you so much and i know that you feel the same. thank you so much for everything you've given me.
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| is it just me or has everyone become so much more annoying than they used to be? holy crap. would yoo stop complaining about everything? every little fucking thing!
i dont care how much stuff yoo have to do or if yoo have to study.
EVERYBODY is stressed right now ITS NOT JUST YOO! dont make me do
everything in our fucking class that she tells us
to do just because yoo have APs and i dont! i have stuff to do too yoo
little fuck. AND why are yoo so fucking condescending? just because yoo
have a better rank than me yoo think yoo're smarter? dont tell me ''wow yoor rank sucks.'' i dont give a shit
what yoor rank is cus im doing better than yoo in ALL of the classes we
have together! wat kind of friend are yoo!? so go fuck yoor ugly bf who doesnt even act like he
likes yoo! and another one! when we work on a project together.. yoo
fucking come and work with me when i tell yoo to! yoo cant even fucking
call me? and yoo still havent
called either of us! yoo think just because yoo wrote like 3 paragraphs
that yoo fucking plagiarized by the way yoo think yoo can just leave us
to do the rest? and YOO! why are yoo so fucking clingy? cant yoo do
anything by yoorself? stop doing things just because i do it! yoo
stupid slut. and... stop acting like we're like best friends. i dont
like yoo! and yoo kno that
i
dont like yoo! thats why yoor so fucking scary! stop trying to ''be
more popular'' cus yoo sure as hell arent! nobody likes yoo and the few
friends yoo actually had hate yoo now! i actually tried to be friends
with yoo until i found out yoo talked all that shit about me! and yoo
fucking take me shopping with yoo and make me pick out yoor clothes and
buy watever i say is cute. are yoo fucking psycho? stop trying to act
like me yoo crazy bitch. and take off that picture of me and yoo on
yoor fucking site! I AM NOT YOOR FRIEND. I DONT LIKE YOO. maybe yoo'll
get it now? and finally... yoo talk too much. stop talking
about me cus i will find out.
i do everytime! and yet yoo keep doing it! are yoo fucking retarded?
yoo're an ugly little shit so stop posting pics of yoorself everywhere. and
yoor best friend? shes a fucking slut and she doesnt even really like
yoo. she made fun of yoo everytime we went out. and to guys... going up
to girls and giving them creepy looks or trying to grope them isnt
gonna get yoo laid! if im trying to get food i dont want some creepy
guy holding my hand for way too long to give me my change! and to mr
russotti. fuck yoo too. stop trying to get with all yoor asian students
yoo fucking pedophile. we all know about yoor creepy dating site.
''looks younger than i am? handsome? intelligent?'' in what world!?
fuck yoo for telling me to get out of yoor class when i was trying to
do something for my fucking class! and dont ask me to sit with yoo when
i see yoo outside of skool yoo fucking ass. yoo are so creepy and no
wonder yoor not married.
yoo fuckers.
fucking pms.
i hate people.
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