UPDATED! XANGA SUX! =P
my progress of my hair growth
biggest mistake ever
got little better cuz i could atleast gel it =)
stage 3
present... still gotta long way to go~
RANDOM PIX
  missing teeth~
this dog is on sale for $55 in downtown animal adoption center~ almost bought it.....
SOO DAMN CUTE!
 
james/ ? chinh / amy
 
sam dae........ ji =P
I BEAT WOW!! the giant mace is Molten Core's end boss RAG~ after countless tries, we (virakar) brought him down.... one of my best monents in wow.. even tho he didn't drop any druid items...
THOUGHT OF THE DAY.....
HOW TO OVERCOME ADDICTION???? (MUST READ!)
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are you having problems quitting something?
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are you having trouble fixing your bad habits?
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is this addiction ruining your life's future/present?
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do you feel hopeless?
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failed 1,000,000,000+ or more?
Eunchong's logic - don't even try to overcome addiction, that just makes u wanna do it more (human nature)~ so, basically overindulge yourself until you get sick of it. I see addiction as "supply and demand" over-supply means less-value. for example music: if u love one song and overplay it, it gets played out.
RULES NO. 1: DO IT TILL YOU GET SICK OF IT AND MAKE YOURSELF DO IT TWICE AS MORE SAME DAY!!
example: video game, if you play 14hrs of day and feel like wanna stop playing, play 28 hrs more! sleep on the computer if u have to.
quote: if you put ur position as "don't do this!!" makes you wanna do it more, the more you try not do more desire to DO. FIGHT EVIL WITH EVIL !!! >=) -(silvergun)
SIDE EFFECTS INCLUDES: MESSED UP LIFE FOR SHORT TIME/ OR PERIOD OF TIME OF OVERINDULGING. THE DAMAGE CAN BECOME PERMANENT. GET READY TO MESS UP UR LIFE THEN IT ALREADY IS.
NOTE: I suggest use this as last resort thing... use it when you think you hit rock bottom.. cuz this method will make you truly understand how far the rabbit hole goes. *important!! AND THIS METHOD DOESN'T WORK ON DRUGS ADDICTION!! (TESTED AND PROVEN FAILURE BY- <censored>) THIS PROLLY WOULD OF BEEN A EXCITING METHOD TO TEST IT OUT IF YOU WERE A DRUG ADDIC. heehee 
VERSUS
my mom's logic: ask and you shall receive... lean on God with full trust
RULE NO. 1: repent from your heart, ask, RECEIVED. (period)
NOTE: unlike eunchong's logic this also works for drug addiction (also tested and proven success by- the same guy thats censored above) and 100% compatible w/ any kinds of addiction... and much more~
quote: "you are GONNA fail when you overestimate yourself. be cuz you are like the multiplication rule of zero (1000000 x 0 = 0)." "Nothing can't be done without Jesus." "w/o Jesus means failure."
side effects include: extreme satisfactory, happiness, security, meaningful life every moment, and enslave to Jesus Christ. And also "a shoulder to cry on.." -paster Bernie
PROS AND CONS: soo... who's logic is better?? my mom's logic seems much simple than mine. but i learned that there's a BIG SCAM in my mom's logic. Look close at rule no. 1 ; repent, asked, received. (period) after that it goes like this; again repent, asked, received.... and after that repent asked, received.... thru out the whole day, week, month, year, your whole life!!! Basically a enslavement to Jesus christ or better yet a prisioner of Jesus county correction dept...THATS THE KIND OF COMMITMENT YOU NEED IN ORDER FOR THIS METHOD TO WORK!! i would say thats a scam wat a carsalesman would do!
BUT!!!
........ then Y are all the TRUE(NOTICE THE TRUE PART THOSE OF YOU WHO not gonna AGREE W/ ME) servent of Jesus those who has committed there life on Jesus have peace, security, happiness of their lives.. more than the once that has been freed from Jesus's prison? They enjoy life MUCH MUCH more than the billionaires who has achived life's success, which i think is an ultimate goal that all the people strive for.
FACTS!
I know this becuz i heard numorus times either they; commit suicide for no reason at all; or live life devoting to protect or trying to maintain there values from being robbed, paranoid, and doubts cloud there mind (i would rather die than to lose all the values i have worked soo freaking hard to archived.. cuz starting over seems very... not likely), or just simply not FEEL the satisfaction like they thought they were gonna feel after achieving ones dream... so they aim higher for satifaction of life... and the cycle continues until they die. I have not heard or seen "successful ppl" who seemed to have peace and satisfactory in life.
PERFECT example!!!!
would be celebrity: they got GODLIKE talents that world envy's, plus beauty that everyone desire to have, and on top of that they make tons of money. But y are this "successful ppl" get divorces after divorces... now day its soo common i don't even see the meaning of marriage in it. they file divorce paper like they are eating food. plastic surgery all over there "already beautiful" face to make it look nicer (or uglier if they are unlucky), size double D wants triple D or watermelon size (i m talking about breast if ur confused)?? going on a diet plan cuz they now weight 102 lbs.
THAT GREATLY SHOWS unsatisfactory....
to go further more details, most of celebrities feel paranoid about losing there role to more younger attractive competion, fear of losing what they have greatly worked there ass off to achieve. list goes on and on.
Im sure they have felt some great happiness in certain point of life success, but i highly doubt that satisfactory, happiness, security lasted more than 2month tops. AM I wrong?? please tell me if i am. give me an example is of a such person whos got security, satisfactory, happiness, peace by achieving the ultimate goal we all envy? if there is i wanna smoke wat his smoking.. no i meant doing (lol)~ =P
THINK ABOUT IT!!! (YOU HAVE BEEN TRICKED INTO READING THIS AS INTREST TO WANTING TO QUIT ADDICTION),
COULD I INTEREST YOU WITH A DRUG THAT HAS NO SIDE EFFECTS. A PERMANENT HIGH. NOT ONE OF THOSE 5 HRS HIGH IM TALKING ABOUT UR WHOLE LIFE YOUR GONNA BE HIGH. (IT DOESN'T WEAR OFF UNLESS YOU DECIDE TO MAKE IT WEAR OFF...)
my true intensions~ heeee
but my goal was to get ur attention to read this. ALL the picture up there were diversion to get your attention, instead of you just skipping to my comment area to give me e-props.
if you have read this, and if ur one of my boys... are you gonna saying "wat the fuk is he talking about??!!" well i don't blame ya, after all.... I 99 percent DON'T PRACTICE wat i preach. you guy most likely think that once again eunchong's having one of my moments when i turn "jesus freak" (for those of you that has known me for long time). for those who don't know me and wanna talk shit about how fucked up it is to say stuff like that when he still smoke, drink, give into lust and practice wats forbitten in the bible!!!!!. U ARE ABSOULY RIGHT~ i m a worst example to peach to u guys about JESUS we normally ignore or sumtimes make fun of in our conversation...
JESUS FREAK PHASE.....
(i had that alot) but hey..... no ones perfect~ =) especially ME.. Long term commitment is my super weakness, i have a short-term commitment disease...
so i decided to use my weakness of this short-term commitment disease to be atleast some wat useful..... and use this time wisely instead of feeling guilty that i fall away frm God again.. so basicly use this time fullest until it wears down again. To be honest.... Most likely in the future i would be w/ you guys getting drunk on new years eve party at the hotel we gonna rent out... instead of me going to church for newyears eve warship svc...
that remaining 1 percent (above mentioned percentage from 99) is me knowing this fact...
KNOWING ABOUT JESUS CHRIST AND HAS ACCEPTED AS A SAVIOR WHEN I MET PASTER BERNIE MANY YRS AGO... but i still pratice and want things what the world offers... im pretty sure gonna keep practicing worldly pleasures until God hits me again to turn me into Jesus freak~ but u know wat... my commitment gets stronger every time i do become a jesus freak, im pretty sure im gonna repeat this process maybe until i die~ who knows... (if thats God's plan) but i m trying my best... "this best does seem .......
TO MY FRIENDS THAT ARE AROUND ME!! READ!!
Simeon, chinh, min, amy, tara, gino (faggot who i disliked but getting to know him better these day), adam, daejung, josh, Paul, tiffany, jane, and others (i lack on memory skills) ^^;;
we (my bros/sis) we went thru thick and thin together, we know much more about each other (atleast some of u selected fews). i seriously think we came to the point in our lives we tried everything except killing a person (i think)... and "life is boring" nothings fun as it use to be.. we say that almost everyday.... its either work, infront of computer outside drinking, or special days if plans goes accordingly (32% success) we have sum wat fun...
"TO MY FRIENDS"
i wanna introduce u to a NEW PLAN (my opinion 2 percent success.)
cuz i believe theres more to life then to meeting girls/guys go out and have conversation about sumthing stupid and laugh about it for min or two, or wat chinh likes to do.. prey on FOBS.... wait for us to make pronunciation mistakes and laugh his ass off and CORRECT US~(fuker) but i laugh too when daejung makes that mistakes.... AND CAN'T FORGET ABOUT JOSH.. poor josh... =) WELL TO GET TO THE POINT i want satisfactory, security, peaceful mind, true happiness.... IN MY LIFE.. i want everyday to be fun, enjoyable, and meaningful life, instead of this one we all are in this present time... the plan im gonna introduce...... (u prolly guessed it)
i want to share if you guys are interested in accepting christ as your savior. JUST DO IT FOR GOD SAKES!! doesn't hurt to try u lazy bums...
(it took me alot to post this entry live.... lots of time and effort rocking da boat....... to have balls to post this live... be made fun of or u guys think different about me or just plain ignoring it~ i just hope that this entry doesn't get deleted by me later on and u guys don't see it,~
just think of it as insurance if there is heaven and hell.
feel free to text me e-mail me any comments on this matter but don't call me about this cuz im bad at expressing my thoughts. My paster bernie was great at that.. heee~ i know everthing there is to bible heard it from age4 to present (well like yr ago, cuz i stopped going to church). i just know it but i don't practice it... don't follow my examples, but i just wanted my friends to atleast try once to accept him as a savior, live for him... and some of you have fallin away think of this as a calling from God to come bak. God's grace is awesome, (basically unlimited continues when u die in video games).
TO THOSE WHO GOT OFFENDED WITH MY ENTRY
I HAVE WROTE SOME SWEAR WORDS AND VERY WRONG WAY OF INTRODUCING CHRIST(who is sum1 beyond words can't express) but my goal is to let them know christ exist, lure them in with all the benefits and "well can't hurt to try mentality"... which i think is some wat bad, but if atleast one of em gets even curious about jesus, i think i have succeed in my mission on web entry.... MOST importantly i left out some key points to christianity, ~ i think that if they did took this bait, they will eventually learn.. | 
