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Name: Charlie girl
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 12/23/1988
Gender: Female

Interests: Going to shows with friends & dancing [moshing] I like going to parties .
Expertise: Trying to sleep haha.
Occupation: Promoter
Industry: Entertainment

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

::blah:: lost track of time its really 3-22-06 but i havent gone to bed so to me it's still 3-21-06So yeah today my hunz and I

went to chinatown.

We ate at the Thai Son a vietnamese restaurant

after a really good meal of Pho soupwe walked towards the ELISABETH ANIME UNDERGROUND MALL!!!(ok its not really a mall but it is underrgound and anime and manga's everywhere) its a bunch of little shops all of anime and video games!!I LOVE THAT PLACE SO MUCH!!and guess what we saw!!!!!!!!!the outfit of cloud from final fantasy!!!!wtf O-o oooooh so happy I know he really wants it so I'll probably get it for him first

and after going there we walked around so more....and went to get some bubble tea!!!hmmmmmm I <3 a strawberry one hehe i like the tapioca!

after getting our bubble tea we headed towards the train and back to the bx....oh yeah on our way over to China townsome two stupid girls where looking at me I don't mind but the way they did it pissed me off!one looks talks to her friend her friend looks then they start laughig and talking among themselves and they looked again as I sat down obviousely I got mad and got up and said "yo wtf this bitch looking at me!"and my bf lookes at me and said "yo calm the fuck off!" that pissed me off even more "then he was like your on some shit""you got mad casue they looking at you so I said no is just the way they did "so i just got mad took out my phone and stared playing tetris.....God my hun is really sweet sometimes but we really dont have much in common only probably our height which is 5' =) we are so tiny!! heheand besides the fact that we both love to dance and go out to parties BUT we dont listen to the same music he calls anything I listen to "static" =/...ehhe said they all sound alike to him industrial and trance sound alike ...blahhe said metal and hardcore sound the same which is not true he said the vocals sound like frogs mating lmfao wtf?! hehe god he is so weird...we like anime....I'm in martial arts...he likes watching those types of movies which are really good I dont mind reading subtitles thoe......even thoe I am getting better at understanding his language Tagalog =) and im trying my best to speak it =D.....oh yeah we watch the movie "Fighter in the Wind" today (3-21-06)

and lastnight (3-20-06) we watch "Shunobi"such a really really good movie!

I highly recomend these two!so yeah I guess that's all for now....oh yeah I'll put up pix of me on st.patrics day (wow crazy day)

5:11 AM - add eprops - add comments - email it

Saturday, February 04, 2006

FUCK!!!

so yeah Im not single anymore....sorry guys! hehe

He's asian my height cute cool and sweet ...blah blah blah blah fawk anyways so yeah im sitll in night school fawk anyways so yeah blood sex liquor and drugs no love is how angie taught me how to live and you know what its not bad its better then falling in love and getting fucking hurt purposely aside to self mutilation but yeah this is life eh! fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you you know who ...so i was ltalking to LIZ and she said x gf should die that there evil and i agreed then i hesintated wtf we all are x's which is fawking gay agh EVERYTHING IS OK UNTILL YOU FIND OUT ABOUT AN X! !!!!!!!!!!1111 SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX and that it ! or is it is it better to just have casual sex? hmm or sex+feelings=love!!!!!!!hell no ......................i need advise im not looking to fallin love.........how many guys does it take to make me a slut? huh answer this please!!!!!!!!!no seriousley answer it casue i dont understand!!!!!!!! i mean i been with some but he dont know how many would he loose respect or whatever he has for me once he finds out would he think im a slut!? huh fuck i wish i was a virgin!

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

Currently Listening
Vinland Saga
By Leaves' Eyes
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So how all you fucker been?
huh huh lol man im so sick right now ear infection blah blah im really sick
i been here same old same old school family vampire family and yeah you
know how it is blah so yeah ::sigh::

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

hey all whats up?! how everyone been ?! im back!! how are my friends doing my favorite ppl ? whispers , mystress , trellix mister grimm!? Im still not back with Joshua I still love him always ill never find anyone like him ....god im not going to lie I did feel insane but the taught that there is more hott ass cute ppl out there Guys AND Girls yeah Im bi and if you dislike me cause of this then you were never my friend...but anyways yeah there is alot of cute sexxes i can get with but thats not enough i mean yeah they all got jobs and stuff but no one is him !!! will any one hold me lie he did will anyone love me like he did ?! but oh well there will always be a space for him in my heart ...always and if he ever wants to show me something my eyes are open if he ever wants to tell me something my ears are open...if he wants someone to hold him my arms are ipen and if he ever wants to be loved and wants something real my heart is open ..........the sad thing is that i was the cause ....i didnt cheat ....I didnt trust him..i was so insecure...i was very possesive controlling 24/7 I didnt let him breath.......IM SO SORRY MY SWEETNIGHTMARE!!!!! but oh well....life goes on with or without him ...and if out lifes ever meet again ..I ll treat him like the blue prince he is .......i have met new ppl a vampyre family i love them all they madd cool oh oh well enough sais so later fuckers!!

wow miss you all IM me at SicMindChild

or check out myspace

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yeah ok loves h ope to here from you soon!!

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

well me and joshua broke up i hurt so much .....we broke up like 3 months ago....im so sad okay enough said later fuckers

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