Hey ...remember Xanga. Remember when it was so easy to just let out all your thoughts and stuff and not have to worry about what people think? who reads it or finds your blog? or worrying about what's on the internet associated with your name. Remember when Myspace and Friendster were for friends....now they're all for business. So in typical 2001 style here are my thoughts of the moment. Heroes - best show EVER! I have theories and wish I could find a cute gay guy as obsessed with the show as I am to hear my theories. Someone's gonna die in the next episode my theory is it will either be a secondary character or Ando the Japanese guy. Also...I was rewatching the episodes and saw that the gun by Issac's body in the future was the same gun that Mohinder had. And I totally called it that Sylar was stealing peoples powers through their brains..... Work - Kicking my ass....I work my ass off but when will I make enough money to live a lavish life in Manhattan as promised from a Vassar education? (here's a hint when I become rich and white ...not in a xenophobic internalized racist way more in a why does white privledge now permeate NYC?) Friends - I feel like I missed the pivitol time when it was easy making friends. Even morlocks (like people who shall remain nameless) had friends when they were younger and I didnt. Now I'm an adult who does not play with others....and plays too well with some others. I feel like I have all these "friends" all at superficial levels and then when I need someone to hang out, for an emergency, to keep me from teetering off the edge I'm by myself Sex - I need a break before my dick just leaves me to escape My Birthday - Another year.....any lessons....Many will I follow them? I dunno Depression - Starting to become like an old sweater I can toss on for comfort | 
