alrighty then man. whats going on.  clean and sober 13 months tomorrow. Go me. Eff yeah.  sortin shit out... moving out when? GED/highschool? marines/job? eh i dunno wtf is going on. too much shit.

Peace and love

well i've been back for like two weeksish i guess thats pretty exciting.. uh yeah..it was pretty shitty at first coming back but its chill now but pretty much.. Eff you all. i'm not going to see the same old friends and all. Sober for 12 months + 13 days.. Wheee!  

People betray you like no other though man.. Shit. Just keep it real man Whatever.

Peace and love

Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star falls brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

hella fuckin emo. Rohan please kick my ass now.

Fuck. i don't know.. Kati and i are on a break? or something, i dont know, i just feel like i've fucked up so much to a point to where nothing can work out right..

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

and its only been a few hours..

i dont know, i just know that i'm going to fall apart, and i'm not ready for it, at all..

Thank you, Greg.. i love you.. you're my brother.