yeo0o ppl.. uh there aint much to rite bout b.c u kno i was grounded so i jus chilled at home..my neices slept ova n i watched them..nd then sunday wrked monday did nuthin tuesday wednesday n tonite.. wrked.. but ova the weekend i had allot of time to think..nd i wrote a lot nd w.e so umm i guess u can read them if u want..
*I thought i knew who i was, but then u happened.. im lost in my mind nd i dunt kno wat to do-ur all i think about.. i used to fill my days with play nd happiness but since u happened my days are filled with regret and sarrow wat used to be a smile before i went to bed is now tears falling on my pillow... i thought i knew who i was nd the way my life would end up.. but then u happened and changed it all... nd i no longer kno who iam*
*Let me give you and idea of all the pain you caused me- let me take the one thing u kept for ur self- let me take it and not intend to give it bak.. let me let you think i like you nd use u day after day- then let me take ur heart and tear it up into a million lil pieces nd not even care- let me lo0k at u and smile.. act like everything is okay- let me find a new person to b with wen ur rite there infront of me- let me take who u thought u were nd destroy it- this is wat you did to me.. and i will never forgive u for that.. but i vould never hate you.. but jus so you kno if u even felt a lil bit of the pain you caused me.. it would kill you.. *
I think im going to b okay without u.. although at nite i still think about u b4 i go to sleep nd wen i hear ur name... my stomach still jumps... even though tears still fall frum my eyes wen i think about all you've done to me and wen a song comes on the radio i see the picture of ur face.. but i finally realized that i dunt need you by my side so i can b happy-i had a life b4 you and i'll have one after you.. i no longer need you to breath or need you to keep on living life.. so finally i think im going to b okay without you*
thats onlii sum of them dunt feel like typin the rest so w.e.. but really my heart is breakin nd i dunt kno how to deal with it.. its so hard for me to keep it in.. so w.e.. i guess i had it cummin.. b.c im dumb to go and believe him.. nd to think i told ppl.. oh mayb he changed.. well i was damn wrong.. but uhh i gotta go.. tell me wat u think bout dem poems qoutes or w.e..
*aLi*
*i found out whii people laugh.. they laugh because it hurts too much.. because its the onlii thing that'll make it stop hurting.* | 
i was so0o mad.. i was all waitin out there 4 a half hour cold as shiit! oh well.. so0o nd tonite ima get my new cell phone cuz i lost it last week
wen i was at the haunted house jawn with sosa, ryan, nd missy.. nd tomarrow is Melissas sweet sixteen house party.. nd im sleepin ova.. ohh man im so0o excited
haha lemme stop! but yeah i guess that really all.. so0 ima get a cha all later.. leave me sum <3 
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i was so mad.. but w.e it was iight i guess a l0t of ppl were there... then sunday jus chilled at h0me nd then went to wrk.. monday went to sko0l.. then me n s0sa chilled got our nailz dun.. nd i g0t my hair cut.. then i went h0me my br0ther was there nd my neices then they left went bak to stefs nd slept over.. jus chilled.. tuesday n0 sko0l so i was at stefs all day.. then came home at 8:30 nd g0t grounded cuz i was suposed to b home at 6.. so i w0nt b doin nuthin dis weekend.. then yesterday wrked.. nd tonite wrked.. nd sunday iz my grl becca's b-day so happy b-day grl!
but yeah dats all.. i think.. well im out.. 