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Name: Matt
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Greenwood
Birthday: 3/20/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: God, MUSIC, video games, books, girls, food, fun, God, monkeys, ninjas, RPGs, computers, strange dreams of my own and some of other people I know, friends, sleeping, and going for the impossible(in my opinion the possible).
Expertise: Trumpeting, video games, cooking (yes I cook, I cook extremely well) and of course...being lazy...
Occupation: Student
Industry: English/Writing
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  godzilla32087
MSN: masterseitz@live.com
Yahoo:  godzilla32087
Member Since:
2/12/2005
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| I don't take the lead. I don't command. Yet people still think I would be a great leader and elect me to positions of power. No...it's not that I don't lead or command. I lead by example. That is how I lead. In order for me to lead by example I have to know what it is I'm doing and how to do it well. Take dancing for instance. The man is supposed to lead the girl in most instances. Well I can dance, but I don't know how to dance well. So I am unsure about my skill and technique therefore making my leadership in that situation obsolete. Doing things on the fly isn't my style. I am a very secure, down to earth sort of person. I have to know what I have and if it can handle what is coming.
Also it is time for me to get ready for work...more to come.
Matt
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| Alright...so probably when I get home I'm going to add my journals that I've been writing at work because break is boring. Also I don't want to go to work tonight...but I don't have a choice. Time to pack my lunch, dinner, breakfast, midnight snack...whatever it is.
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| I...wow...don't really know what just happened. I was listening to Pandora on my worship music station looking for some inspiration for some songs I could learn to play & I just got hit hard by these two songs. Mostly by this one by Paul Baloche called Your Name.
Here's some of the lyrics...
As morning dawns and evening fades
You inspire songs of praise
That rise from earth to touch your heart
And glorify Your name
Your name is a stong and mighty tower
Your name is a shelter like no other
Your name let the nations sing it louder
'Cause nothing has the power to save
But Your name
The other song was by Casting Crowns called Love Them Like Jesus.
imeem.com has them if you want to listen to them.
Matt
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| I was thinking about my last post while I was in the shower a moment ago. What was I thinking? I could never handle all the crap those guys went through. Then again they had so much faith and they just relied on it with their life. I forgot what I was really going to write about here so I guess I'll just wing it...short entries of 3 lines don't cut it.
I'll be starting my job at the Best Buy Distribution Center next Monday. I'm pretty psyched about it. Monday is only orientation though...8 AM. I actually work from 11 PM to 7 AM...woo third shift. But hey it's $11.40 an hour with some occasional overtime. FYI it's the distribution center that does all the Best Buys in the US...ALL OF THEM. It's all the smaller stuff they do here though. Nothing like TVs or Fridges or computers. Just everything else.
Here I delve into it once again...
I don't know why I complain about being single. There's absolutely nothing wrong with it, except the fact that I have no one to talk to, no one to to pour out all my love to (which may get excessive at times)...
(Took a break to get some chores started and finished...back to it!)
Right now that most of it is being run...aka dishes & laundry...I shall finish.
Thank you AskMen.com for reminding me of all the good things it means to stay single yet again. The End.
Matt
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| So I've been fiddling around on my guitar a bit lately and I've just been searching my soul for the words I want to put down. I really just can't seem to find them though. Playing the chords I do have though seem to make me relax, even if it is in a saddened sort of way. That's the way the chords have been going lately. It speaks my soul, it speaks my heart, it speaks my mind. Things seem to be going well and looking up, but I'm just sad. I'm missing my happiness. I seem to have lost it somewhere, or is it right there in front of me? My light has gone out. What have I to do to get my spark back? My future looks bleak even though things are well now. My eyes are heavy and I should rest now. If there's one thing I understand, it's that I'll never understand...me.
Matt
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