so today has been soo freakin EveNtfUlL! lol been with Hilary.. spent FOREVER at walmart argueing about which die to get for my hair.. an hour later left.. got to her house.. die it and OMG lol the bottom was the EXACT same dark color and the top was blonde/orange.. so NATURALLY i freaked! LoL then she was like "well we gotta do the highlights! " i was like what?? lol but i listened to her and THANK GOD i did! it looks soo good.. (or at least thats what she says) im still tryna get used to it! LoL umm she just got done doing my make up! OMG that girl put on like 5lbs of crap on my face but it looks REALLY good! lol i dunno well see if i stick with the look! haha

umm tomorrow im prolly going out to elk run to do some stuff.. im supposed to be going to the hockey game with my family but.. i dont think ill be done in time! =( this week should be good.. once i get past the depressing and DREADFUL tuesday... ayayay (ONE DAY.. LoL )

well im outa here.. ill try to get some pics up later!

ayayay....here are the names of some songs that ExPREsS how im feeling since im soo hOrRbiLe @ explainin..

All my life..

All or nothing

Tearing up my heart

Best Friend (on my space)

Never Ever (all saints)

SO SICK!!

i dont know how much more of this i can take.. i just wish i could go back to a month ago.. when i was TrUlLy HapPy...

today was pretty great.. i was supposed to go out to eat during third but in my second pd we had bbq chicken.. stir fry and ham sandwiches (supposedly it relates with our book) LoL soo i decided i didnt want any more to eat.. went to.. a friends.. took me a lil nap.. back in time for fourth.. that class was SO0O much better today than yesterday.. YEAH! lol

umm i dont what im Doing this weekend.. i mean.. i know WHO im gona be with.. just dont know what were doing yet! lOl w/e

well im outa here.. love you guys!

 not too much goin on lately... this past weekend had its ups but i guess the one down it had was enough to make me glad the weekend is over lol.. went to the game friday night.. saw some friends.. mall saturday.. saw lots of ppl.. midnight movie sat.. awesome ending! LoL I guess i just needed to get out n get my mind off everything.. which of course.. is NOT what happened cuz i thought about him the whole time! LoL WhAtEvER tho.. umm i have to go out to cape fear tonight! AGAIN! UGH! lol so thatll be done at about 8.. then tomorrow is the bball game at sv! that should be fun.. as long as i dont let anything get to me.. see its wierd.. cuz i TRY to act mad.. but really.. im not mad.. im just sad! LoL ayayay eVeRyThiNG hAPpENs foR a ReAsON! =)

i love yall!

HEY YALL!! its been a few so let me update ya.. umm school has been okay... nothing too great about it.. i guess the highlight of my days this week have been the bell ringing at 3:30! i started tannin this week.. thank god.. hilary's joining me! ya! umm this week has been REALLY hard.. eMoTiOnAlLy LoL...i just dont understand whats going on... but he knows how i feel so the rest is up to him.. UGH

the party saturday was CrAzY... its so funni having everyone tryna get me to dance! UGH.... no! LoL by the end of the night i was losining up tho! =) I CANT BELIVE I STARTED CRYING! LmaO.. that song just had SO0O much... crazy stuff in it.. it was like an instant... leave the building b4 they see u, kind of thing! LoL ummm

the game last night was great... then went HoRrIbLE! LOL i had to do a 3 point shot with 3 other guys... im the only one who made it that time! lOl it was soo freakin scary!! then..the bad came...it hurt me so much to not be able to.. be with him last night... UGH

ANYWAYS

bout to go to work.. gotta be there at 5:15.. nothing to do tomorrow.. game on friday.. bday to go to on sat.. prolly movies saturday night!! yeah. lol work on sunday.. n i dunno the rest! =)

L@V3 yall!