my mouse got away the other day..my cat knocked over his tank in the middle of the night..i wasnt home to save him..he is loose somewhere in my house..i hope he survives..its so hot out and he has nothing to drink...pray for him guys..his name is brown..i miss my brown :*( ..everything i love leaves me...lol

o..m..g...so last week i FINALLY!!! got better right?..but my bf is sick....and im all helpin him get better..and u kno what happens?..i get sick AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..yep 100 degree fever..sore throat..chills..the works..this is unbelievable..i didnt kno wit was possible to get sick this many times so close together..since march 17th (i remember cause it was st pats day) ive been sick..with a week break of no sick..when will it end?..when!!!! tell me!! when!!! i missed my 1st day back to class today..so mad about that..i might miss tomorrow too..well see how i feel when i get up...

hope everyone else is doin good

wow its been a while..whats up..lol ok so this i has been my month..on st patricks day i fall deathly ill..well not deathly..but pretty damn sick...sore throat, fever, stomach ache,horrible ..i mean HORRIBLE head ache that lasted 4 days...so after a week and my sore throat is still sore..i go to the doctor..yea i kno..he gives me some medicine..Amoxicillin...gods gift to the world ..or so i thought...after about a week i finally am able to swallow..my headache is gone, i can eat again w/o feeling like throwing up..woohoo!...so i wake up one morning...get in the shower..get out and i feel..i feel...itchy!!! so itchy..so im like whatever the water was too hot..so i go to class and still itchy..when i look at my side i notice lil red bumps..i always like get lil bumps there for some reason..im like allergic to everything so the detergent gives me a reaction..lol..so anyway..i scratch myself and go about my day..i go to work..my legs are so itchy..and so is my back and my tummy...i get out of work and i go home and tell my mom and go to show her my legs and when i lift up my pant leg.....it looks like chicken pox on my legs,and my back..so my mom starts to panic...my sister laughs and im jus sittin there..my mom is like u got that childhood disease!!..im like whatever im really itchy..so i go to t sleep..when i wake up..now only has the amont of "chicken pox" tripled, i have lil red spots on my stomach, chest, and arms, my face is crazy red, my lip swolen, now im worried..so after class i go to the doctor..hes like oh u had an allergic reaction u need a shot and to take all these pills..so im like ok can i take those with the Amoxicillin and hes like SHOOT! thats it..ur allergic to Amox...so im thinking u asshole.. so i had to get a shot..in my ass...yea i kno..it fuckin sucked..i was jus pissed that that stupid medicine that was suposed to make me better made  me even worse off than a sore throat..lol..so now im takin all these pills and..after like a week it finally clears up ..andi wake up one day...and my allergies start to kick in..and guess what...sore throat a fuckinggain ..and i cant breathe out of my nose..a horrible cough...lol so basically ive been sick for almost a month straight...woo hoo for me...so thats why i havent really been in school..ive been going to class but jus going right home after wards..im finally starting to feel good again..

so yea thats it...hooray for me..lol

later

im such a bad mommy..i killed my baby..so the other day my hermit crab molted..but i thought he was dead cuase he looked dead so i shook his so called body into the toielt and noticed that he was inside still..he jus shed his skin..so ur not supposed to touch them when they molt cause u can kill them..so i put him back in the cage and..a few days later (today..)..hes dead...im so sad... RIP crazy joe...i love u!...

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FUCK NEXTEL AND THEIR STUPID FUCKING BULLSHIT PHONES..i hope they fuckin burn in hell..how can a phone break after a week..tell me..im so fuckin pissed off right now its not even funny