Firstly, I have to thank MayMay so much for the album.. never has anyone made something so touching for me... did shed a few tears while I was reading it... the photos of a big group of friends were really nice memories ~~

Raymond.. I know he won't read this.. but I really want to thank him for all the effort he's put into Zumo... provided there was little backup or help... he really managed with what he had... ^.^

Babe (gaB).. thanks for keeping in touch ... I'm starting to feel like I am losing most of my friends ... but its nice that you made an effort to stay in touch and updated ^^ I know I didn't join u on new yrs eve.. but nowadays.. I'm really not up to spending time with ppl I dunno too well ^^

Myself.. ... after a disappointing bday.. (maymay.. thanks for the cake...  ).. a bday dinner without maymay, michael, raymond, ka yan, ka yi... thanks to those who came...(ah sir, leo, ha suk, Alex, gab, perth, buzz)... I almost didn't get to blow a candle on my bday... thanks to michael for buying a cake the last minute.. keke...   a boring Christmas..and new yrs... The ppl are not those whom I spent the holidays with last yr... and my mood was just not in it...it just seemed like every other day... if not even worse.. seems like everyone around me was having fun.. but I just couldn't get myself into the mood... 

 I remember when I was in high school.. I was almost the same way.. an unhaPPy and quiet guy... hmm then I opened up and became a really haPPy, energetic and talkative guy in college... I feel like I am closing myself up again.. I dun wanna talk... I have no interest in meeting anyone... and I just go drinking hoping that I'd relax and be myself again.. but it never happened.. it just became a boring old pattern.. work ...work... lab... home... the occasional dinners  with my friends were nice.. but I can't seem to find myself again...  ...

Dunno..

Right or Wrong?

Been thinking alot lately.. wanna know if our decision was right or wrong.. it seems logical ..coz we're so different...different interests... surrounded by different ppl... and we're not fond of each other's friends.. haha sounds like a disaster for a relationship yeah? o well.. the end has appeared.. a bit disappointing coz it was such a short run.. I had so much expectation... I guess we probably let each other down.. but I can say that I think we've both tried to make it work.. but I guess chemistry is not an easy thing to find... well.. I know we both miss each other a bit.. so.. was it right or wrong?? hmm

Business isn't as good as expected.. ppl are supposed to be stocking up for christmas.. but they seem to be afraid to buy..coz the market's kinda slow.. hmm.. praying that NY and the 2 upcoming shows will be alrite... *pray*

of course I'm also concerned abt Zumo... we're doing better.. but i know there are still tons of things to finalize and work out.. we are way behind on what we need to do... if there were only 2 of me... ~.~"

Been reflecting upon myself... I think I have a tendency to turn away when I dun like what I see.. instead of trying to face it and understand the situation... hmm.. is that right or wrong?  What's wrong with avoiding situations where I know I wouldn't like to get involved in?? hmm..  Am I in constant denial?  And maybe I channel my anger at the wrong people.. I'm quite stubborn in that sense I guess... I wanna be simple.. but am I actually more complicated that I'd like to believe??  For those who know me well.. please let me know  if I'm doing something wrong... maybe its time for a change?  

Partly cloudy skies...

Sitting here in my Sheraton NY hotel room... hmm. dunno what i'm thinking....

intense turbulence on my flight last nite.. it was freakin' scary... thank g0d we landed safely...  lets see... there's really not much on my mind..  the only thing that has me worried is the shop... we're planning to make a pretty big change..and I'm hoping its the right decision... Guess we'll never know until we try ^.^  thanks to everyone who provided us with some valuable marketing information =o)

My baby and I are doing alrite.. hmm tempermental definitely..gotta find a way to work with that =oP dissolve the anger... where does all that rage come from?? beats me..  I dun have rage =oP

All my friends seem to be doing alrite.. nothing big happening recently... everyone's nice and steady...  thank god for that too. =o)

Here I am in Miami.. this trip is totally messed up... so many clients are on vacation.. I think after the NY show, we gotta retrace miami to find those clients.. which means the trip will probably be extended for 3-4 days... gotta wait a few more days to see my baby... damn... gonna be in NY on the 24th.. gonna see my college buddies, gonna see tongtong, gonna see Steve and gonna see Vena.. haha WOW... at least there's something to look forward to.. altho I am still a bit worried abt the business in NY... *PraY*

Zumo is finally opened!! altho the grand-opening will be postponed till my return ( as I am told).. but i think it'll be alright... Leo has been sending sms's to update us of the business status...and i think we'll do just fine.. Work hard raymond and leo ! =o) It's like watching a child being born.. =o)

Had an minor discussion with my office accountant last nite.. he tried to talk me out of my raise.. which was effective in june.. he said sth about calculating commission for may.. and the raise will not be available till august.. I then called the boss and discussed it with him directly...  stupid ass acountant... quite worried abt business in the States... it doesn't seem so good with upcoming competition from the ex-boSS who started a new company called SunPower.. come on.. grow up.. our company's name is Sunlight... can he be more immature?! I hope this doesn't affect my income too much.. hmm.. worried...