| I take back what I said
But I can't start over
It's unclear where I would begin.
I think back to that day
And wonder how it could be changed
If you and I would remain the same.
What a fool I am labeled
Wise I never was
Faults are lessons too late.
Trapped in a shadow
Lost in time
Too late for savior.
Mindlessly continuing
Not sure where I'll end
But unhappiness is certain.
Rewarded at the moment
Punished by vice
This is my life.
I take back my actions
But I can't start over
Forgotten myself.
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| how silly
amazingly the heart
ignores the rationale
all is torn apart
how silly
a dream may be
never will it ever
be close to reality
how silly
for me to believe
that the truth
will set me free
how silly
laughter follow tears
for balance
but loneliness remains
how stilly
is a human being
to live the way they do
not knowing that all ends
like this
silly
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| what troubles me is the simple fact that u are so naive
you walk with an innocent mind
you can not see what is looking at you
you can not hear what is speaking to you
are you closing your senses
or does the subject truly not exist?
do you really not care
as much as I?
you say it's not fair
correct you are
truth lies in not knowing about me
but do not assume what I think thereof
do i shiver because i am cold?
somewhat for I am lost
nervous and scared
what a mixed batch of emotions
it can't be frozen
these so called emotions
how i feel is truly honest
cant go or pause
it stays or changes
odd is the hour
odd is the mind
odd is the heart
odd is the soul
odd is life
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| what a feeling!
the pain of waiting
wasting time
wondering if all is fine
curious as to how you are
and what is on your mind.
the sands of time have gone
to and fro and fro and to
the beating of the drums
faster and louder and louder and faster
drip drip the water drops
running slowly down my face
burning the skin
hot as the sun's beming rays
but i am numb
and feel no phyical pain
just only that which you brought upon
waiting still
holding on tighly to hope
hurry come
the day is soon to be over
if you're late it's not my fault
for you i'll wait
but question is
will you save me then?
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| pros and cons exists in everything
its rare do we consider both
forgetting the end results
acting on what our heart desires most
but to be strong
i keep away
although I want to really stay,
going down the path i want
will only take me farther away
right in front of me
the choice crystal clear
hand reach out smile on
the prize is oh so near
but slowly back do i step
and see that it is wrong,
that would make me weaker
never have i been strong
my heart says one
my head speak also
not only must i listen
but seeing is order
it's not a lie
rather a truth i deny
and from you i hide
pros and cons exists in everything
its rare do we consider both
forgetting the end results
acting on what our heart desires most
thats not a risk that i can take
i ask for your forgiveness
as i kiss and bid farewell
to you and your kindness
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