| | Wow man....its been a while since ive been able to jsut sit donw and relax for a night with buds in janesville....ya know? I mean....these are the people that I grew up with for 12 years.....for starters...ive seen Colin twice in the past month then i have in 2 years.....very nifty guy to run across if you ever get a chance to meet him...convinced me at the age of 8 that he was a texan with his almost convincing impressions....but all in all turned out to be a geek like the rest of us : (j/k man, good to see ya again). Now im sitting here at a LAN party in janesvill hosted by Keith and Tom with Tick, Lindsay, Chad, and YES COLIN TOO!  Having fun jsut putzing around with some games so far...but im thinking as soon as we get things running again were gonna see some heavy jedi knight.....typical for Keiths LANS  Got no problems with that at all....im a friggen Dark Jedi Master when it comes to Academy but anyways....one thing that I wanted to bring out in this entry....the song Skitzo Savior.....I saw the comments that rob left about it...and I wanted to give people more of a perspective on it......its a song based on me....searching for something that I cant see or hear, but its almost like I hear a calling everyday of my life....an everlasting battle with everyday situations whether they be insane, good, bad...just someone who was searching for some form of hope and accoimplishment in life....and i think its turning out quite well....i mean..the riffs are heavy, but you can actualy hear the notes....and its meaningful...thats most important...meaningful in the sound of the song...and through the lyrical projection...plus....i think its just a fun song in general to just headbang, mosh, throw devil horns....whatever...its there to encourage others that there is hope out there in this life as long as you keep the task at focus, and your thoughts clear...plus i think a great majority of the people out there can relate to situaitons like that in general.....other news...went out and bought another GWAR cd, and picked up 2 Stuck Mojo cds as well. Ive been on a huge GWAR kick since ive seen them in concert....its just one of those things where you listen to them occasionally, then you see them in concert, and they absolutely rock your world. So yeah, tonight I bring you an awesome song called Immortal Corruptor. Definitely worth checking out. But yeah...tonight has just been a relaxing night for me in general....its good to hang out witht he guys you grew up with...id have to say other then my close friends that i gained fron school, i.e. Jay, Ryan and so forth....these guys were my friends.....and after all the shit that i put them through over the years as an annoying elementry student...knowing that im good friends with them still humbles me to this day...ill always be thankful for that....just a well rounded group of guys that appreciate me for who i am and what i want to be, accomplish in life.....these guys include Rob, Keith, Tom, Chad, Colin, Craig....all those guys....i miss hanging out with them when im working...but yeah.....after all this relationship stuff with women....i yet again am graced with a new perspective on how important your true friends are as well....so yeah, this night is going awesome...and im enjoying every moment out here....personally I wish I was living in janesville....but thats neither here nor there at the moment. So yeah...as for current events....Soilwork on the 7th of april! Fuckin Dark tranquillity is with em too....ive been DYING to see them in concert since i found out about em when I was first introduced to the swedish realm of heavy metal....changed my perspective on the way i looked at music too...helped me gain an appreciation for all other types and to the true groups who put true meaning towards their songs and dont jsut do it for the money....thats where I wanna be....if im underground for the rest of my life...I dont care....i DONT want to conform to all the bullshit that the hyped up world has to offer...but if they appreciate my views and something spectacular happens, then hey, its all the better....I just wanna play...I be out there playing...playing what ive felt so far in this life...and as long as im up there playing my heart to everyone...showing everyone that im up there to have a good time..and if they all enjoy it, then its gonna be one hell of a sweet project.....a new chapter has been born since Joe and David joined Of Hatred....and from the looks of it.....it can only get better....then again theres always reality that tells me ANYTHING can happen...so lets just keep our fingers crossed for now....well, im thinking were getting set up with everything, so im gonna head on out...but props to all you fuckers that read this, you guys rule...and in closing as always, stay sic, and always remember to rock the fuck on! ::cheesy colin voice:: peace mothafuckas! |
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