| So since no one reads this anymore. I'll just come out and say it. My junior year was an emotional rollercoaster. From getting in trouble right before it...to the boy I fell in love with. I'm still not over him. I wish i could be. I don't feel anything towards any boy that might potentially be a good boyfriend. Yeah...and i dated his best friend. Sadly enough...just to get over him. And yet secretly still be in his life. Sad? Hell ya. I feel like a yo yo with him. Sometimes he wants to be great friends and then he goes and stops talking to me. THis time though...I won't be the one to come back calling. If he wants to talk to me..its gonna be him to come back. Not me. As hard as this is....its for the best. No matter how much its killing me inside. He'll never understand how much I care about him. :: shrugs:: Kinda how life goes I guess. I just can't wait to start my senior year....and have a new beginning. Maybe finally meet someone that I can have feelings back to. Atleast....that's what I'm praying for...or hoping. w/e. Hopefully no one ever reads this besides me. I just like to come back to this sometimes to see how my mind worked things out. So here's the entry of a 17 year old girl...completely heart broken. ....still. Hopefully.not for much longer. Katie |
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| So lets see...its June and the last time I wrote was April? Yes, I think thats right. Well.....lets see. SCHOOL'S OUT!!! Can't beat that huh? I'm a junior now which is really weird cause it seems like yesterday I was looking around the new prairieview building getting ready to start school there. Its amazing how fast time flies. I just got back from music camp for my third year. I got a SOLO and I was an honor camper. I've never gotten that so I was very excited. It was a great experience. I took jess along with me and we met some great new people and friends. Amazing how fast you can make friends in such a short period of time. I'm looking forward to July when I see megan and the rest of the hutchisons for a week! and going to the pool this summer and just relaxing and hanging out with friends. I can't wait for show choir choreography days because I'll be spending them with my friends AND my brother who is in SPIRIT this year. I'm sooo proud of him. Well I'm gonna go. Lots of typing. Maybe I'll put some icons up later. yes? alright. Cya!! Leave me comments! |
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| So its been what? About two months? Well Spring break was a blast. I LOVED IT ALL!!! Esp. Wicked! Megan, I had a great time with you and can't wait till this July.
    
I now have my driver's lisense and my new car. Its a nissan sentra 2005. YAY!!! lol. We had tryouts about two weeks ago now and are a week away from finding out things. I'm really nervous and hope I did well. But you never know. I just don't want to get my hopes up too much.
    
I have a Myspace now so thats why I haven't been updating. A couple days ago I was looking all the way back to about this time this year and seeing how much I've changed. There's a big gap. With everything that's happened this year as a part of it. But thats what is great about this isn't it? Being able to go back and look at it right? Just like a journal I guess. I'll look for icons and a new layout soon. Maybe a song. I don't get many comments on here anymore so I'm really in so rush. Whoever still reads this.....leave me some ok? alright! Byes
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