......these few days r such bad days....i am having so much trouble lately.......normally...i'd tell u.....but...i am really depressed right now to tell u anything....i juss kinda locked myself in the room...n i cried..........

Monica - You Shoulda Known Better

Oh, oh
Lalalalala

I didn't ask to go with you to Mexico
I really didn't need the shopping spree
In LA or Melrose
Boy, if you didn't know it, well now you know
I didn't need the furs or the jewelry
Because material things
It don't mean much to me
And ever since you've been gone
I've been holding us down, on my own
And no

I never ever cheated
I never ever lied
So you can stop askin'
Askin' me why
Why I never left you
And why I kept it real
And why I'm still with you

You should've known better 
Than to think I would leave
You should've known better
Than to doubt me (me)
It don't matter if you're up
Matter if you're down
Either way, I'm gonna be around

You should've known that
I would stay by your side
Should've known your girl 
Was gonna ride or die
And it just don't matter 
If you're rich or poor
Out or in
Doin' 5 to 10
You should've known better

What makes you think
That I would forget about ya
Think about it
Who comes to see ya
Every Saturday and Monday
I was on that receiver

It's me (me)
Your girl (girl)
Your life (life)
Your world (world)
My family and friends
They just don't understand
They say, I should leave you alone
But I say, that they all should just leave us alone

Don't you get it
I never ever cheated
I never ever lied
So you can stop askin'
Askin' me why
Why I never left you
And why I kept it real
And why I'm still with you

You should've known better 
Than to think I would leave
You should've known better
Than to doubt me
It don't matter if you're up
Matter if you're down
Either way, I'm gonna be around

You should've known that
I would stay by your side
Should've known your girl 
Was gonna ride or die
And it just don’t matter 
If you're rich or poor
Out or in
Doin' 5 to 10
You should've known better

You should've known I would stay by your side 
And when tour whole crew said ride or die 
See I'm the only one who listen 
I'm the only one who lived 
The only one with you going through it 
And I feel stable 
And the baby is okay 
And when you get back 
All going to be straight 
If I didn't live you then 
I ain't going to live you now 
No,no,no (that's no surprise) 

You should've known better 
Than to think I would leave
You should've known better
Than to doubt me
It don't matter if you're up
Matter if you're down
Either way, I'm gonna be around

You should've known that
I would stay by your side
Should've known your girl 
Was gonna ride or die
And it just don’t matter 
If you're rich or poor
Out or in
Doin' 5 to 10
You should've known better

WHOA!!!!!!.....omg....welpz...ytd i couldnt do my xanga cause i was at king's house...haha YEPS!!...ANOTHER sleepover!!...but anyways...Starting from ytd....i ...woke up at lik...10:30....n then king called...so then...i gotta get dressed n stuff...gettin ready for the movies...n then...king called anthony n c if he wanted to go to the movies with us...n he went...so...king gave me a lift there to the movies...n then...bought 3 tickets but freaken anthony wasnt there yet...n then..after we bought the tickets...we called n he said that he's still in his PjS....haha...then the movie was bout to start...so then...we juss went in...then...we watched bout...lik 5-10 minutes of "King's Ransom"....then thong called king so king ran all the way down to give him his ticket...while i was enjoying myself....sitting back...haha...jp!!!...I STILL LOVE U GUYS!!!!...welpz...then we finished watching it...but...it was a weirdass movie.....but then...we went to the bathroom...when tiffany called me...telling me that her fine ass was at the arcade...=)!...welpz...n then we went there...so then....yea...we....went to watch the amedityville horror[sp]...n then...yea...sat next to tiffany....=)!...n u no whut happens....even alot of making out during a scary movie...=)!...but yea...she got scared ALOT of times...hehe...n she looks SOOO concentrated into movies when she watchs one...n that makes her look so cute!!!....haha...welpz...i sounded gay there...but...yea...n then....we were outside in the hallway for a while....before we went to the next show....which i can not believe that we watched "ROBOTS"...o god...n then...we didnt go find seats...so...we juss stood there...while sum of us sat down on the floor watchin it....while....i definitely notice that I n Tiffany wasnt watching the movie...well...we watched lik...1/2 of it...hm...1/3.....uh....make that 1/8...of the movie...haha...n then...of course...we need our alone time...so then...we...kissed...for LONG...n then......I, Vicki, turned intoVicki, the EXPLORER....haha...n then...yea...kinda...felt around...n....here....n there......n...then i...went to a..."NEW" place...=)!...first few times hm...it didnt work......but...yea...it worked afterwards....=)!!!...thank god...haha...welpz....n then we were caught kissing at a "robots" kiddy movie so then we have ta go sit down...lmfao...n then...we had a seat there...so...yea....n then...she...hm...i dont no...she was lik resting on me...which i thought was...REALLY kool...=)...n then...yea...n then...more....feeling around....n more kissing....HEY...lik i said...i only watched 1/10 of the movie while tiffany watched lik 1/8....i watched less because i watch watching tiffany watch the movie....lmfao...n then....yes....went exploring EVERYWHERE...hm...lik...7 times...haha...in total...2 times failed...=)...n then...yea...they...had to go...so me king n anthony went to rough fuckers...i mean....fudd ruckers...n king ordered a 1/2 pounder...n me n thong shared a 1 pounder...haha...n then...we left...to thongs house...played dynasty warriors 5 n counterstrike there....weird...cause i never played those games before...but...yea...n then...n then...got to thong's house at lik....7?...8?...stayed til lik...11:30...n then...left to king's house....was gonna sleepover n go to the bbq with them tmr morning...but...then...i membered i had hw...so....yea....played SC online while king played CS on the other comp...lmfao...n then i saw his pet rabbit...DAMN that thing is BIG!...haha...it look cute too tho...n then...we watched sum video he dled on his comp on fighting shits...too bad no porn...or WAS there juss that i didnt c it......haha...n then...king said he was gonna go get sum sleep at 3 when it was 2:40....n then...king juss kept playing til it was lik 4:30...n then...king did the bed n everything in the office room...cause he said he doesnt wanna sleep in his room because willis snores too much...haha...n then...woke up at 10:30....so...got lik 5-5:30 of sleep...haha...n then...got ready to leave n stuff...played a little counterstrike before we leave...so...then...king's dad drove me back home....haha...n then...here i am now...i am tired...but CYA!.....N TIFFANY I MISS N LOVE U!!!!.....call me...=)!