today went by really fast i guess i cant use the little period thingy or i would have by now ill just do this*** hehe anywayz***i dont remember going to first period***so i have no idea what we did in there then like in 2nd which is cooking e had t think about what we wanted for a job and like i was thinking and i think i want to be an R*N or go to the air force to become an air force nurse****i want to get a good job so that i can be able to get my dream truck F350 4X4 black or white***yup thats mine right there***anywayz everyone says i wont get it but i have faith in me i just have to get my shit together***in 3rd (WLD geography)man that lady is a psycho and im not joking!!! she pushed me out of the way one time so she could stop a kid from sharping a pencil and then like next day was talking to my friend outside the door and broke her pencil on the locker and then like got all mad when i wouldnt look at my computer so i just stared at her and she got really mad and in my face and i said im nto scared f you come on hit me and shes was like UGH and went outside and shit***fucking psycho man***her class is easy as shit though dude like aww man so fucking easy just bring paper and a pen and whatever she tells you to write write it down then you have your 100 for the day but shit man thats not going to help in the long run because i dont know shit  yet***anywayz***4th i had my 9 weeks test AND IN 5TH I talked to andrew mcfarland and i thought he was pretty cool yeah anywayz dont judge a book by the cover=)anywayz in 6th choir teacher wasnt there so cookie came in my class with me because the sub didnt take roll just told everyone to write their name on paper and shit and yeah so then like cookie walked with me to get candy dude i was seeing how long i could not talk to him and like i made it to last night at the choir concert when he came to see me sing and yeah i got a really good hug from him anywayz in 7th i actually did my work and the teacher lost it so i told her i would start over=) im so proud of myself=)anywayz im so confused about tonight and shit eileen wants me to go with her to the movies and jenni wants me to go with her and jenni doesnt like eileen so we all cant go together***::sigh:: okay well ima take a shower=/

-RAE-

black is to have missionary sex
clear is whatever the snapper wants
blue is oral sex on a guy
white is to flash someone
glittery yellow is to hug and kiss
yellow-hugging
brown -toss my salad
purple- anal sex
silver- whole fist up kitty
red - lap dance
black- the full monty
pink- flash whatever

green- outdoor sex
orange -kiss
glow in the dark-using sex toys

those are for those bracelets every says that they mean something and i have found them on a web site and i wanted to post it for my friends

sup my maggots and non maggots,

why the fuck is this week going by so slow...its only tuesday and im thinking its like friday and shit...im not sure when this happened but i guessing last night but my friend amanda and my friend janelle which they are cousins amandas brother killed himself last night im thinking...because amanda said that she found him and she said that this morning to one of my other friends and like told me...i heard about her brother but i didnt really know know him...i havent talked to cookie since yesterday homeroom...not sure why but i think i want to see how far i can take this with out talking to him...hehe...mr.robbins wasnt here today or atleast in my class...YES!...but yeah we still had to sing with the gay ass sub...oh wells...i was suppose t stay after school for make-up time which i have 2 hours to do...because jenni stayed and i should have i wanted to come home since i havent in forever...i didnt really talk to eileen today except in lunch....she wanted to sit outside but i was like no i think ill stay in here...so yeah...i hope my mom will let me get my eye brow peirced i mean since my school really dont mind people having peircings i see why i cant...i mean i do have my tongue and thats just a fucking tongue what will a eyebrow hurt..?okay so anywayz..now im really really fucking bored i think maybe i should do homework....but i hate doing it man...we're doing our last cooking lab in home ec then next semester i think its sewing...ugh...oh wells. ok well im gonna go and listen to thursday now....tata

-RAE-

Currently Playing Full Collapse By Thursday see related

well today seemed like t went by sllloooow but i guess really it went slow when i got to eileens house...like she was being fucking annoying when i was on the phone with michael and then she yelled at me to get off the phone so she could call someone and im like no and so then i call nick for her and i dont even know why she needs to call that asshole and shit and anywayz so she went inside and locked me out and like i was locked out for atleast 30 minutes just sitting outside in the cold/windy air and shit and thenher sister came and was like man shes a bitch i would be mad at her if she left me outside and shit and all of that was just over the fucking phone!then like i dont know man she must be PMSing because she has yelled at me so many times today its not fucking funny! and like when i get mad at her its all my fault and when she gets mad at me its all my fault fuck dude this is why no one likes her! if they do they must be pretending im getting sick of her shit though man!!!i cant take it anymore!okay well what the fuck ever im not talking to her tomorrow and im not staying with her afterschool for make-up time which i do have an hour and a half to make-up but fuck man ill o another day just not with he fucking bitch ass!ok well i think i want to go to bed but i think ill look at other peples xanga's for a minute or two?

-RAE-