| yay! well i can finally say ive started a new path in my life...took me about three months to start but i did it... so i have two jobs now... tilly's and the nursing job for maxim healthcare. i get to work around tilly's hours so i think that's cool. as long as i work there for at least three months then i am set to go... for sures... yay! alrighty then thats all i wanted to say... byee everyone =]
|
| |
| a-wooo-hooo! job interview went well and i believe i start really soon... just gottah get some more paperwork done and i believe im set. yay! =] so im gonna try to work two jobs... if i cant handle it im gonna have to quit tilly's... boo... ohh well. alrighty then bye bye! =]
|
| |
| ARGH!! so the interview was pretty chill... the only thing is that i had to take tests online and i don't think i did so well... so if i don't get the job it will be because of those tests...dammit... oh well i tried... gottah keep trying... hopefully i still have a chance... =\
|
| |
| blehhhh!!! got off work about an hour ago... just waiting and getting ready for my job interview... i freakin took waaay too long to start applying...oh well. its at 3 so i have about 45 minutes...
talk to me i know how you feel SERIOUSLY I HAVE BEEN THERE... and even if you think everyone is against you... it's okay... because all you really need is yourself. listen to what i have to say... take it in... let it run through your head a little...
hypocrites suck!
leaving with a happy note.... i hope i get this job!! =]
|
| |
| i havent been here in a really long time. been too lazy and what not. um im only here for one reason and one reason only. you dont have to read this if you feel you dont relate or it bores you. hopefully the person thats supposed to read this reads this and understands what i have to say. and hopefully i make any sense. oh and no offense to anyone if this may offend you.
seriously you need to quit what you're doing to yourself. quit telling yourself that you're going to do something and go back on it. quit waiting there with open arms because it's just gonna happen over and over again. why can't you see that. it's been happening for over how many years now. you gotta let it go. you keep telling yourself that and your friends. i know you're stronger than this. and i know you can do it. it keeps leaving you in the dust just to watch you sit there and cry and having you watch the happiness it has with someone else. even so that other person may not be happy because of what you're doing. both of you in my opinion should just leave that shits behind and get something better. i mean come on... why can't you see that after how many years that it's never gonna change. EVER. i mean im sitting there in the back watching all this happen... over and over again. as your friend im only here and saying all this because i care about you... not just you but the other people too.. but i mean COME ON sometimes i feel like you need a slap to the face to realize this. iv'e been quiet trying not to say anything besides the last time you asked me for advice. i tried not to get into this situation and i tried not to get involved. i would even tell it to seriously pick one or the other and if not i am gonna do something about it. i even told it in the very beginning to take care of you but look whats happened. everyone is sick and tired of it. you say you're in love and you think that's enough. even if you don't you obviously still care. don't tell me you trust it. i dont know how you would be able to. dont think just because its your first you cant have anything else. obviously it doesnt think that way. do you really think it cares seriously? and if he says he does no offense but i dont know what to think anymore. iv'e never felt so aggravated and annoyed about something like this. it usually ends up going away within a few months or so... what does it have on you to keep you waiting. keeps you wanting more. i dont see whats so special anymore. say what you want. i'll listen like i always have. no matter what i am still here for you even if you decide to back on what you say. but there will come a point where it just wont matter what i say or anyone says. i have a feeling its already hit that point. where there is no coming back for you. its got you in a trance...its got you in its clutches... and i feel like theres no saving you anymore... even after saying what ive been holding back for so long...
i tried not get into something like this... or at least stay in it for so long... but the thought of it bugs this shits out of me. sorry to those who dont understand... and sorry to those i may have took offense. im apologizing because i just feel sorry for those who are in these types of situations... i mean i can relate... and seriously it sucks...
|
| |
