Well forget the women advice...got dumped last night...yay me.  I'm actually sad about this, more so because I got dumped rather than that she was actually someone I saw myself spending the rest of my life with.  Granted I did like her quite a bit, and did not think we needed to break it off, but I nevertheless didn't see it going on too long.  I've always been a romantic at heart, and I hope that someday I do find that one person who I can be happy with.  Until then I just walk on and continue to try and figure out what path I take next. 

So after last night I decided I'm going to go ahead and be sad this weekend, smoke, drink, eat what I want and not worry about shit.  Come tomorrow night I'll start the rebuilding process and come back better than before.  I like to think I'm a nice guy, someone worth knowing and spending time with, but recently it's been hard to tell.  Oh well, life goes on, the pain will pass, and my smile will come back soon enough...