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hey welloz right nows jus dazin off in mai own litto world cuz i was smokein the ganja .... hmmmm... wells today was interestin wells not really school was boring n it sucked but i had a good talk with mai gurl erin... erica u. i love you with all my heart dont do ne thing stuupid cuz den i will n we'll both regret it... after school cruuzed n went aina koa n mall... im starting to thinkdifferntly bout this certain sumone who i feel doesnt care jack shit bout me HELP ME!!!!!!!!!! i dont know wat to do... i miss you {the old you} ur soo differnt but then again i am too........

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fuck my fuckin life already i try soo fuckin hard to be happy n fake the smilez it isnt worth it ne more..... no body knows me ne more.... im fuckin alone in this fucked up world......nobody understands... nobody will ever fuckin understand.. but i guess thats life.... n thats y i wanna leave this fuckin life..

~happiness, long hair, and you.....the things  enwhich i miss~

oooo shit... today i cut my hair,, fuck.. fuck.. fuck haha wells i jus dont give a fuck cuz no one to impress... welloz otha then that after school went mall widd presley n met up widd *landon*, sparky, n kalani... denz after went to practice... nuthin interstin but started rainin n dis one boi who was stoned kept on splashin me widd the alawai water *yummie* wells gon go eat mai dinner nows so leave me sum love.....

~~kisses~~

~ i Know theres lots to read soo if u tink its bornin jus leave me a comment~

friday night:::wells first afta school went to mall with brittany, joanne, and erin.... laterz joanne went wit her babe n dens me erin n brittany went to hawaii kai.... went to this fuckin kronic park n guess what??? yup smoked da ganja { did you know this word is japenese.. learned that from my gurl angie} haha... dens afters went to brittanys house n its like a freakin hotel its soo freeakin big widd like 8 jacuzzis and 2 big pools which one has a slide ne wayz we took bus widd erin to her house n dens me n britt met upp widd flora n hailama dens we all went to floras house n smoked more n was drinkin but den floras mom came home soo we was all runnin away while floras mom was yellin... n we was stranded sooo we met upp widd marshall, chris, n erica... at sum park but was borin sooo me, britt, n erica walked to kahala mall in da rain n this fuckin weird guy was followin us..... den after saw britt, chloe, jamison, lotz more but no like list um.... but ne wayz after waited at the bus stop to go bgack into hawaii kai n guess what... smoked more at the bus stop while talkin bout shit dats was on our  minez....erica got picked up when we was walkin to britts house soo me n britt took showers n got ready for jamies cousin n his frens to pick us up but den they couldnt cum ne more soo we jus crashed...

sunday::: went to brittanys house n went to hills n jus cruuzed n burned... thens went to sum shoppin center in hawaii kai n was cruuuzin n we saw  my fren angie{SHA} n we went to her house n cruuzed summore... then we went to this otha park n burned again hahahah today was sooo fun.. n i had to be back at britts house before my mom came but the bus took soo freakin long... wells afta had to climb these rocks to get into her private pool area n jump in so it looked like we was swimmin n my mom took me to my uncles house for pizza n jus chillaxed.... den after my mom took me n mai brother to go look at my new house.... hoooo shnap its soooo frekaIN big.. n nice.. im soo happy i jus got a new car... new computer... new house n dens its almost summer time n goin to new york for a trip... finnaly my life is gettin together . shit... wells im hoping n prayin that my one *spesho fren* is okay n  not in lotzza shit n jus wanna say to you "i miss you n wanna see you" wells ne wayz gon go take shower now soo jus leave me a comment k den

kiss mr