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| Wow, so apparently I'll do anything to not do my homework!! Xanga has pretty much died...but there's still a lot of memories on here, both good and bad. I remember writing on here counting down the days until I got my license. Or trying to figure out what college to go to. Oh man...time flies! I guess I could keep rambling on here a bit every once in awhile! So I'm a junior in college now...and the semester is almost over! I feel like I started college yesterday. It's a little scary how quickly life is going! But my life has definitely been blessed lately. I have the sweetest boyfriend I could ask for. Time flies there too...we've been dating over 10 months already. School is going really really well and I'm enjoying it...except for the homework of course! Things are a little crazy at home for the moment...but just crazy enough to make me stop and realize what I have and how wonderful it is. We don't count our blessings sometimes until they're gone. I feel that way with a lot of things in life. I feel like I rush through so fast to get to the next thing that I miss out on the experience in the moment. School seems to have gone that way a lot and I know I won't get these years back. I've been trying to step back lately and enjoy where God has put me now...not where I want to be someday. So now that I've rambled a bit, I guess I'd better get to that homework! | | |
| Wow, I really never write on here anymore! June 3rd was the last time I wrote. That feels like ages ago. I'm not really sure what's been going on since then. I'm done with school now for the summer, finally! And I've just been working and hanging out. I'm trying to live at the beach this summer. I leave for camp on Saturday and I'm excited. It came up so fast though!! I couldn't wait for the longest time, and now it's crept up so quickly! It'll be great though. This week is Intermediate II, the 4th and 5th graders. They're adorable. The hick gang and I are also trying to plan a weekend in Cape May/Wildwood. The only weekend we can do it though is the weekend I come back from camp. I'd come home Saturday and leave again on Saturday to go camping at the beach. I'll be exhausted, but it'll be worth it. I'll sleep on the beach (c: Hopefully it works out! But overall I think it's going to be a good summer. How can it not be when there's no homework? (c: | | |
| I don't write on this thing very much anymore. Everything has been going well lately though. I've been busy as usual, but that's a good thing for me. I think I have ADD. When I'm not busy, I feel like I'm suppossed to be doing something. I still have work and school. I'm really really ready for school to be over though. I'm tired of sitting in class. I'm ready for some freedom. The Vietnam class is the one that's killing me. I can't sit there for 3 hours and listen to stuff about Vietnam. lol I am SO ready to go to camp...as usual. I went today for a meeting for Intermediate II and next weekend Julia and I are going up to work Camp Sonshine. I'm excited but honestly, I'm a little nervous. It's a camp for special needs kids and I don't have any experience with that. I know it'll be a blessing though. Everything at camp always is. And I'll be working a bunch of Saturdays at canteen this summer too...so I have a summer full of camp. I'm excited! When I was there today I was sitting there singing and I just felt at home. I felt like everything was good and that's what my life needs to be about. Praising God with people who are doing the same thing. I just itch for camp ALL year long. It is definitely one of the biggest blessings in my life. I'm just ready for summer. that's all. (c: | | |
| Yay! The semester is over! It's so amazing to not be so stressed out and have so much to do. Summer classes start Monday, but I'm only taking one. Mrs. Ricci also asked me to be an SI (Supplemental Instruction) tutor for a Finite Math class...so I actually have to attend the class everyday (but i'll get paid for it..so that's okay! lol)...it's Monday through Thurs from 10-11:30 which is kind of an inconvenient time...but it's only until June 28th. Not too bad. Hopefully I'll be able to figure out what he's teaching!! lol I'll also be administering some of the placement tests for the incoming freshmen...so that'll keep me busy. And...there's Risoldis of course! lol Dave's prom is next week so I'm excited for that. What I'm not excited for is the rest of the weekend. Post prom goes til 6 am....and then I have to go into work at 6:45 am and close from the night before...since all the closers are going to prom. Then, after I close I'm going to go home and sleep of course...lol but then I have to be back at work and work 3-10:30. And the worst part is that I have to work with Becky that night...Becky's not very nice. I told Tommy that he'll have to bail me out of jail after I kill her. lol I have to work with her Sunday night too. Oh well. I'll probably be too tired Saturday night to even notice her nasty comments. lol I found my dress for prom, but I still can't seem to find shoes. Heather and I are going shopping tomorrow, so hopefully I'll find something! I've been having wars with the lawnmower again. My dad didn't run it into a tree again this year...aw..lol...but it won't start. So I spent the past 2 days outside with the pushmower again. I've only done the front yard and one side. It's taking forever. Although the weather has been beautiful, so I guess it's okay! (c: I'm so happy summer is here. Now I just can't wait to go to camp. I wish it were tomorrow. At the same time, though, I don't want it to be July. Then summer will be half over. Oh well. Time for bed. (c: | | |
| So have you ever prayed about something and wanted God to show you exactly what you should do...and then it just comes along and smacks you in the head...like a delivery straight from heaven. The only problem is when what you're shown isn't necessarily what you want to hear. I think a lot of things work like that. You ask God to show you the right way, but secretly down inside you're just hoping he'll show you that the way you want it to be will be what He wants. It doesn't work like that. I know what I should do...I just don't know if I want to. | | |
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