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SoccrZac
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Name: Zac
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Lancaster
Gender: Male
Interests: I love soccer, I play over at lanco field house. Watching movies, pulling pranks and just having fun.
Expertise: Graphic Design
Occupation: Artist
Message: message me
AIM:  szkaocdha
Member Since:
1/18/2005
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| Hello one and all:)
I just have to say that everyone needs to check out this brand new band I herd about from a friend. They are called fort minor. Just and awesome colaberation of beats and just awesome lyrics. Anyone want to check them out I'll burn them a cd for them.
This weekend was really cool. I went to NYC with my dad's company. I had one of my friends come with me and we just chilled in New York together. We hit up nike town, the nba store and tons more places. I really like times square. It's really cool how the lights look at night. There is just so much going on in that city and it's really fun to be walking around in it. One thing that was really cool was when my friend and i were just walking down the street and some guy came up to us and asked us if we live in New York. He was an abercrombie recruter and asked us to work for them! O man it was flippin sweet! After he found out that I graduated from college already he even offered me a managment position. We both were really flattered. We walked in the store cause he gave us a tour of the 5 story store. There were so many hotties in there! O man i would love to work there with them...lol  But on the other hand I have already experienced that company and I didn't have a good experience when i was there so i don't think i am going to put myself in that situation again. Like I said i was very flattered but I just don't think I'll do it. We'll see but for now, it's probably no. I did ask him why he thought we could work there and he said we have the look they are looking for. We are good dressers and aren't ugly. I looked at him and then i figured in where i was. NEW YORK CITY! and asked him "are you sure you got the right two guys?" lol he laughed but said yes we would love for you to work here. It was a cool experience.
Well finally I got my resume today! Stupid office max messed up my resume big time so I just took it to some other place and they took really good care of me, and my resume turned out great! I can't wait to get it out to companies. Well I am out. I think I will go and play football this afternoon and then help some amish learn how to use his laptop. If anyone is confussed with that sentence believe me it is a little weird too but all i know is he understands american currancy and pays well  so all i have to do is teach him how to use his laptop. lol ahh good times in lancaster...haha | | |
| flippin girls! I can't stand this. How you can mess with someones feelings, lead them on, tell thme there feelings about your and then not give two craps but days later about the person. It seems like distance is a huge thing that scares the girls. Ew i am so pissed! I am getting more and more irritated with this freakin situation this girl is doing to me. I almost with i could go abck into time and prevent myself from meeting her so i don't have to go through this right now. I would take a brick or bat to the head right now if i could....uughh i hate it. I swear every freakin girl has done this to me. led me on then backed off. I think they are all on the same frequency or something. Hey it's the one month mark. you should stop talking and hanging out with him. I feel so many cus words forming in my mind and wanting to come out my mouth but i don;t cause i am in a public place. I hate walking around the mall and seeing couples hand in hand looking deep into eachother eyes all smoochie ect...I want to run over and just kick them in the head and make them ugly or hurt them but unfortunily every couple at the mall i see would only be improved with a good kick to the head. sheesh i mean it there are some werid adn scary people our there and yet they are able to meet people. I am now scared to actually say this but i am worried that i will not find someone:( that's freakin me out. I am told this and that about it's just not the right girl or not the right time...ahh horse shnit. I am going to be a 34 year old manager of arbys AND still living at home, WITH no girl friend OR even anyone interested in me other then my freakin FEMALE dog! I think ill go puch holes in something right now....i swear anyone responds to this posting saying o there is someone out there for your or if it's ment to be it will be. ill blow your car up. and if you don't have a car then i'll just come over and cut down the biggest freakin tree in your yard and cut it down and the whole time whoping it falls on your bike or means of transportation...lol. FOCKER OUT! | | |
| I finally finished my new resume. It only took me a few weeks..lol. Actually It only took me an afternoon to put it together. I did the layout of it and brain storming of how it will look last week. I just needed to put it together on the computer. It looks really cool and has some cool graphic points to it and yet at the same time it looks very professional. I am very pleased with it.
Well yet again another day has passed where I am just not feeling it. You are wondering what "IT" is. Well it's def. not being motivated to do anything..lol. I am not motivated to work out on soccer like i should be cause tryouts are in about a month away. Not motivated to go running, keep myself groomed or don't even really care about what or how i look like right now. I don't really grab the girls attention so i figured it doesn't matter. If i want to be relaxed right now then i am going to be as relaxed as I can. I so screw it to many things right now. That doesn't mean I am fighting everyone and everything. No way! I just am tired of some stuff. I def. feel God's presense around me right now. I have felt him around me ever since I came running back to him. I had been runing away from him for such a long time. I got tired of it and I couldn't handle it anymore on my own. I tried long enough by myself but I had to turn back. I am slowly reading more and trying to turn from alot of the sins i got so used to but I really haven't had much struggle. Ok yes I have but it seems easier for me now cause I have an outlet. My family and also God. I have been more quiet and trying to slow down and just talk to him more. it's going well. :) He has been closeing MANY doors for me this past year. WOW! it's beeen nuts but He is just doing something in my life right now. He is making me stronger and more relient on him. I just have to ask and talk to him instead of doing it on my own. I don't know what God has in store for me but I look forward to it. I try not to get down and get depressed about not having a job but yet at the same time He provides money and jobs for me in the mean time. Not much but just exactly what I need. I also try not to get down on not having anyone, such as a girl or anything like that. I am just trying to take it in stride and get stronger through every situation.
Well I better go home and walk the dogs or I'll be going home to a mess on the floor. so goodbye for now. :) | | |
| Wow what a hard couple of weeks. I am doing better today. I am yet again at my second home lol panera workin on my resume yet again. I walked into work two weeks ago and worked for and hour and a half and was asked to meet with the boss in the main room when i get a chance. I walked into the room with expectations of maybe him saying something totally not what he actually did say! He sat me down and his first sentence to me was. "Zach this is very hard for me to say" There is never anything good to come when you hear those words directed to you. He told me that he has to lay me off. I was shocked! I never got any warning, never got anything telling me they are unhappy with my work. All i got one monday morning mind you!! was zach i have to let you go. I didn't know what to say. He told me that i didn't have enough creativity. I wanted to go outside and show him y creativity on his durango parked infront of the company. But I took it as good as anyone could take being let go from a job. So i was told I could collect unemployment and I will have one more pay check coming to me. Then he wanted to pray with me before i left. I did but what a prick! he majorly screwed me! he had no means to lay me off other then he didn't like my creativity, i find out a few days after being laid off that he hired his old graphic designer back. which makes me wonder if things feel through for him with his new job and asked to come back and the only way that would happen is if i was gone. then just yesterday i found out that I am unable to collect unemployment! wow what a double kick to the balls!
Well yet again I am down again. I am doing my best not to stay there but it's very hard. I don't have much motivation to do much but there again i just have to push myself even harder now cause of this. I am working on my resume right now and hopefully will have it done this friday printed and everything. I do't know what God is trying to do right now but I just have to be patient and see what is going to happen. I want a job, so i can finally start putting money in the bank, and i want a few other thigns but those I just will keep to myself and God.
For now I am doing my best to put my trust in Him and nothing else or anyone else. | | |
| Today has really been a cool day. i got alot of work done and I also had some time to finish my friends program i am doing for there wedding this weekend. I enjoy doing stuff like that so it wasn't even really work. I just had to find the time. THat was the hardest part....lol.
The last couple of weeks has really been tough for me but i feel like I am doing much better everyday. I am taking it a day at a time and just challenging myself to pray more and to also just slow down and read my bible more. I need to be still and just chilll, and listen. I am always going so fast during the day either with soccer, work, running, just doing anything that i don't have time to hear God speak to me. I just really need to slow down and trust in him. That is very hard to say right now but it's the truth. I just have to do it. Anytime I get tempted or stressed/depressed I need to run right to Him rather then away from him. I am tired of doing that and it's been screwing me the past few years.
So other then that I am doing pretty good. I am not saying that I don't get stressed anymore I just am glad to have a good place to run to, RATHER THEN run away!
Tonight I have a semi final soccer game. i can't wait! It's over at millersville at 11. I love just playing under the lights and just the field is awesome too. We won our last game monday night by one goal. We were the top seed in our brachet and were playing a team that never even won a game this year. What do you think happens?!?!?!? We control the whole game and then they shoot the ball and it goes slipping past our goalie! ahh! We were losing one nothing with a little less then 5 min. to go in the game when the defender took me out in the box. I was awarded a penalty shot and hit it right in. We then went into overtime and I scored again! :) O man it was an awesome game and night. I'll be honest. I was very nervou and didn't want to take the pk cause if i miss it's my teams playoff hopes on my shoulders, and if i make it i'll be the hero. I was hesitent to take it but they had faith in me and elected me to take it right away. So i smashed it in the goal. I had nothing to worry about, I made it :) That gave me the confidence I needed. I did even better the rest of the game and was passing and moving all over the field. I had a great time and it was just an awsome game. We play a good team tonight and I hope we win. I never won the championship for intermurals at Millersville before. I have played three seasons and made it to the finals once and semi finals twice. I am going to go all out tonight! It's do or die baby! I want a championship ring....lol I mean t-shirt Anyone interested in going and watching the game get ahold of me or just come on over :) | | |
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