Not so Happy New Year Happy New Year to everyone.. I'm bored. My like best friend doesn't want to talk to me... and like I know why but it's stupid so I won't tell you. But yeah.. we need "space before we get on eachothers nerves" so I can't text him, and he don't go to my school, so I don't see him and he don't have a computer, so pretty much.. I can't talk to him... PERIOD. Last night was fun. Sarah came over and we were drinking. She stayed the night... Michael's stupid ass little sister kept calling us and it was annoying, but it's what ever. I haven't been on in a long time... The last time I was on was ust to put that I got a new tat, and my belly button pierced... well I'm on now, because I'm sad. My life is getting so complicated and I hate it. I REALLY like this guy, but he can't see me as anything more thatn friends... so that sucks...
Everything seems to be going wrong, and all I've been doing lately is crying. Every time I try to go to sleep this guys picture pops into my head and I just start to cry.
The little girl who used to be in my house left, and there's a new girl here now. She scares me... She's about my age, and she crawls into my room when I'm watching T.V. or talking on the phone or whatever... She doesn't say anything, but the way she looks at me... It looks like she's going to kill me... I don't know who she is, or why she's here... but I'm scared of her.
Pepsi and my mom are finally over, but Pepsi is freaky crazy and wants to kill her. She needs to just go jump in a hole and die...
I want to move away... like FAR away... to another city... or another state. I want to start off new with everyone and everything... That's why I can't wait to graduate Highschool, and go to an out-of-state college. Then when I become a doctor, I might come back... or I might go to Spain or something... They need doctors over there... Well I'm really bored, and I think I'm done crying for now, so I'm going to go. Check out my myspace! PEACE Love me,
Leave me,
But NEVER forget me!
~!*Pamziella Chipp Ramirez Jones Delacruz*!~ | 
