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Monday, July 14, 2008

  • Last week I experienced severe neck pain and had to read lying down with my arms up in the air holding my gigantic Oxford  Handbook to English Literature and Theology.  I was also cold all week, which is kind of unusual, particularly for me, in July.  I would sleep with three covers.  Then, I got a fever of 102.  In between all of this, I managed to almost burn the house down TWICE.  The first time, I was roasting pork in the toaster oven.  And before you laugh, the night before I had baked goat's cheese phyllo triangles and they turned out fine.  This time there was flames.  Brad, being the good husband he is, didn't ask any questions when he smelled a burning scent while I was cooking.  You don't ask your wife such things while making your dinner.  The second time involved a steak knife with a plastic handle that was touching the heating implement in the dishwasher during the dry cycle.  Our kitchen smelled like smoldering plastic for hours.  But, I managed to read seven books last week, nonetheless (all two hundred pages or more, in case you thought I was counting Dr. Seues).  I wonder if you made a chart depicting how awful life is to the number of books that I'm reading that you would deduce that catastrophes=good study habits. 

    I was going to write something (maybe) profound about idealism and theology and being a woman and the book below, but somehow it seemed more pertainent to mention the fever and fires and fury life seemed to be taking on me last week.  Idealism means that tomorrow is another day.  I'll start there, I guess.

    Currently Reading
    The Handmaid's Tale (Everyman's Library)
    By Margaret Atwood
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Saturday, July 05, 2008

  • As much as I could talk about my love for cooking at the expense of all other areas of life, I should probably just stop and mention what has really been surprising me with all kinds of joy lately.  I feel like the last few weeks have been a little utopia.  Time with friends who are so deeply missed in Philadelphia and Lancaster.  And then, friends from England and Ohio who made a side trip to spend a few days in Indiana.  I feel as though for living in the middle of Indiana we sure get our share of good parties going on here!

    I am so amazed that I have so many good friends who I have known for yearsAnd most of these friendships started in the most random ways, often just getting stuck together somehow.  Now we're very not stuck together--the zip code numbers are all over the place. So, we pause a few days every once in a while and think that this company suddenly feels like home and wonder how we do without them here. 

    For now, though, it's back to the daily grind.  That's ok too sometimes.

    Currently Listening
    Feel Good Ghosts (Tea-Partying Through Tornadoes)
    By Cloud Cult
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Thursday, July 03, 2008

  • I think I am getting better at entertaining.  After several times of completely freaking out and cooking for hours while the guests were there, I am now all about cooking almost everything ahead of time.  Last night I marinaded the steak, made salsa verde, made margarita cookies, made a bread sourdough starter and then today I made a batch of crepes, baked the cookies, started mint truffles in order to make a Mint-truffled Ice-cream Terrine (I'm excited about this dessert!!), made a mint sauce, took the bread starter and added it to the sponge and cut mushrooms.  Most importantly, I am about to get our home-brewed beer out of the closet and into the fridge. 

    I think I enjoy having guests because it gives me an excuse to completely give in to my favorite hobby: cooking!  Cooking lots and lots of fun things!

    For who, you may ask?  Four of our friends (two couples) from Glasgow and their children are coming to visit.  I am so excited to see them!  And perhaps I might even almost completely escape the kitchen!  We're also having locally grown red, white, and blue new potatoes.  That is exciting too!

    For the first time in years my unpatriotic self is excited about July 4!  Cheers to good friends from all over the place!

    Currently Reading
    The Sacred Desert: Religion, Literature, Art and Culture
    By David Jasper
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

  • Who knew that a six day trip to Philadelphia could be so refreshing?  And, who would have guessed just how similar some of us are after so many years?  And for those of us that are different, that's pretty neat too!  Thank God for friends that you can pick up right where you left off.

    Also, who am I that I took only two pictures that whole time?  Have I just gotten lazy?

    It is so good to be home!

    Also, we named our kitten Lenin.  His mom is named Marx, so that makes sense right?  Che was already taken  a previous cat and Stalin, while it almost has a nice ring to it, sort of has a pretty evil history.  That would be equivalent to naming a kitten Hitler and who would do that?

    I am currently writing a paper on Thomas Hardy and his assumption of the female voice, which will ultimately lead to a discussion of whether it is possible or not for there to be a male voice in feminist studies.  I'm not sure what the answer is to that question and I think in the end I will emphasize the tension between the two positions rather than picking a side.  But, I am kind of interested in where this topic will lead--it's almost fun!  (As far as PhD work goes.)  I am realizing more and more that I regard myself as a feminist.  I have considered myself as such for several years now, but it is becoming more and more of a reality in the way I think about things on all levels.  In some small way, I would like my project to somehow bring further redemption to Eve and to Mary Magdalene and to all women that have been maligned, particularly in the name of religion.  We're pretty broken people and we have  a lot of pieces to put back together.

    Currently Listening
    Med Sud I Eyrum Vid Spilum Endalaust
    By Sigur Rós
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Thursday, June 12, 2008

  • in case gas costs keep you from visiting anytime soon...

    My friend Lucy commented on a recent post (and by the way I've been posting, it was probably sometime back in April) that I needed to keep posting pictures.  Lucy is the type of good friend that worries that I look different if I haven't seen her for awhile and breathes a sigh of relief when I look (mostly) the same in new pictures.  And I have to agree, because it's nice to know that things haven't change all that much, especially with good friends you haven't seen in a long time.

    But, that doesn't mean that my life isn't constantly changing, even if it's just a little bit.  I've always found it nice to see pictures sent from friends from afar of the simplest, daily, for the most part, mundane things, because our everyday lives mainly consist of these things.  While the momentous occassions are the things we often mention when we catch up, it's these little things that are really making us who we are on a daily basis.  I don't know...I just find it comforting to know the daily things in my friend's lives.  So, in honor of Lucy, and perhaps others like her, here are wee glimpes into my daily life, as of around June 2008.



    These are the beautiful eggs that find themselves in my refrigerator.  I feel so lucky when I use them--they look TOO good to eat!  They come from locally raised free range chickens, of rarer varieties, on Brambleberry Farm, a small organic, permaculture farm run by my fabulous good friends Darren and Espri.  They not look good, but taste fabulous.  My dad would also probably point on that the fat content in these are of the good variety, as their yolks are a rich, deep yellow.  He's kind of obsessed with that.  Oh, that dad of mine, he's a silly one!



    So, eggs are pretty cool and who would've guessed two years ago that I'd be blogging about them, but on to more important things!  These are part of the first sucessful little mothered by my little cat Marx.  There were to previous litters that were utterly unsuccessful, to the point that we doubted her capacity to be a mother, but so far, so good, except that they all live in my car engine and avoid human beings like the plague (therefore, they are going to be so wild).  These two are the nicest, which is why my sister-in-law and brother-in-law took them for their own.  But, because they are the nicest, you are seeing pictures of theirs.  Our two kittens basically look the same though, just more scratches.  They are super cute though, right?  I hope my sister Julie is proud!



    Our phlox is budding!  I'm not a huge fan of phlox, except for the fact that it is one hardy perrenial and takes absolutely no work.  My goal is to plant one new perennial each year (this year was a bleeding heart plant because there was one on the farm I grew up on and since I was a little girl I just thought they were so cool) and until I find a good replacement, the phlox will stay.  The buds are pretty, though, right?


    I do, however, love the hydrangea, planted by Brad's grandmother.  In the back you can see a splash of pink that is a rose from her rosebush too.  It's a beautiful old fashioned rosebush and it rambles up the side of our house.  I like it and its history.

    I'm trying to just plant heirloom flowers that would have been common at the time the house was built during the Depression.  I love that even things like flowers have a history and their seasons.

    I also just transplanted some lettuce and arugula I had been growing.  No pictures though because its a wee bit wilty at the moment.  As I was transplanting the 30 or so heads of lettuce that are truly going to need harvesting in about the same week, I was trying to think of all the things you could make with lettuce and arugula.  Either way I figured it, it was going to be a lot of green consumption. 

    I've been trying to eat seasonally in the last six months, which means not a lot of fresh produce during the winter.  In fact, winter food was very heavy--a lot of butternut squash too.  And it was nice, but all of sudden there is SO much variety.  I went a little crazy at last week's farmer's market: rhubarb, strawberries, spinach, tomatoes (grown in a local green house), and broccoli.  It's a treat after waiting so long. 

    Which makes it all pretty silly to worry about having too much lettuce.  Brad and I don't use air conditioning in the summer: when it's hot it's nice to be hot and when it's cool it's nice to be cool.  Everything has a time and a season.    Now, it's not always nice to hot, especially when you are in the thick of it, but those days do seem idyllic in the middle of February.  I think that's how it will be with lettuce.  It's a fragile crop and it's season doesn't last very long.  So, while it's here, we're going to eat a lot of lettuce.  And, with that perspective, I'm looking forward to green's for breakfast!  (And before you knock that, fresh grown spinach tastes awfully good with those eggs!)
    Currently Reading
    The Sacred and Secular Canon in Romanticism: Preserving the Sacred Truths (Romanticism in Perspective: Texts, Cultures, Histories)
    By David Jasper
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  • God is behind everything, but everything hides God. Things are black, creatures are opaque. To love a human being, is to render her transparent. Certain thoughts are prayers. There are moments when, whatever the attitude of the body, the soul is on its knees...Whoever we may be, we all have our living, breathing beings. If they fail us, the air fails us, we stifle, then we die. To die for lack of love is horrible. The asphyxia of the soul....What a great thing, to be loved! What a greater thing still, to love! The heart becomes heroic through passion. It is no longer composed of anything but what is pure; it no longer rests on anything but what is elevated and great... If no one loved, the sun would go out. - from "Les Miserables", by Victor Hugo, Marius, Book 5, Chapter 4