| I got him.Michael & I started dating two days ago and I am so happy! (:
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| Why is it when one thing is going really well something else has to be fucked up? I'm super excited about Michael stuff, I think it can work. But there's Joey, being stupid, acting suicidal. And there's Brad acting like he gets it, acting like it's simple, telling me that Joey's just playing me. Which I know. I know this. But I can't let go, because what if he's not, what if he does and then I'd alway feel responsible. Brad obviously didn't handle out situation well because I'm pissed. But he's human, it's whatever. I don't feel like typing out what all went down. So peace.
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| I hate stuff like this. Waiting for someone to IM you because you don't always want to be the first. I thought stuff might change a bit, and that maybe there'd be some effort made, some basic friendship, but I guess not.
Single beeteedub. As of yesterday. & Sam and E date. Hah. Life's weird.
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| 1 We broke
up, you can't call me 2 times in one day "just to talk" that's not how
it works. I know you're all asdfghjkl and this whole situation doesn't
make much sense to you, and trust me it's really blehh and I'm really
really worried about you, but I'm not gunna date you just for you, I
can't do that. And I can't act like we still date anymore. I'm not
going to do that.
2 You hurt her bad, and I seriously will not forgive you.
3 God, you aren't in love, go you fro thinking you are, but you aren't.
4
You go around saying I'm the first priority in your life and then you
don't show up on time, and if you do you're on the phone and don't pay
a bit of attention to me. Gah, can't wait to get my license and not
deal with this crap.
5 I have no
idea how this is gunna work. I'm basically confused right now. I have
no idea how I feel, none at all. I'm okay if it doesn't work out too,
might as well try though.
6 It's not okay, I'll make it be, but yeah.
7
I love you dear, you're amazing, and thanks for always being there. I
know you don't support this thing I might do, and I'm sorry. Looks like
we all might go out and get bf's that no one approves of, hah, not
good. Bleh, sorry by the way, ahead of time. But I love you, and I have
my priorities straight these days. I promise all my growth won't go
down the drain.
8 It's nice to have someone that gets it. it really is.
You rock girl!
9
What happened? After that one talk I had with you, I feel like you're
pushing me away. You don't really tell me anything anymore. I'm sorry
if I hurt your feelings, I was just trying to help you (and I guess us
as well). Bleh.
10 I get you a
bit better now. You try not to give a damn and just do whats best for
yourself all the time. It'll catch up with you someday, but for now
whatever. I can deal with it. I love you. I can also deal with the fact
that you obviously don't really trust me. You never told me. Somehow
I'm the one that deals with all your day to day crap, but when it comes
to the real issues you don't tell me. I'm choosing to be okay with it,
and realize that it's whatev. |
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| It's because he gets me. He's easy to talk to because he gets me. He's the the person I've found it the easiest to talk to so far in my life.
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