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| Well that summer certainly went by quickly. Actually - the first half
didn't. I'm still not entirely sure what happened to the second half of
it though. After Donald and Rachel's wedding everything went Kaplooie.
Quite literally.
The most major news is that Dustin and I broke up. I can honestly say I
haven't ever been this heart broken. I've also never been broken up
with until this point, and I'm thinking that has a lot to do with it.
I'm doin alright though - We're going to attempt to be friends. I'm
hoping that that can eventually happen. And yes - I am ok to talk about
it if you really need to hear the details. lol - but preferably not.
In better news I'm going to a wonderful party tonight to see all of my
Manhattan friends. I can not wait. I love my Manhattan
friends. I already miss my KC friends though. Like, A lot.
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| Good things in my life:
My job at Sheplers rocks beyond all belief. I feel as though I have found a couple of true, real, honest, wonderful female friends. My horse looks better this year than he has in 5 or 6 years. My mother and I are getting along pretty well. Matt is out of the Marines. I get to go to Vegas at the beginning of December now. I have to miss the PBR finals because of a home show... but... hehehe - I get to go to the NFR finals now.  Peters will still be meeting us in Vegas. Dustin and I are still together - and happy about it. Two of my very good friends will be getting married in just over a week. The bachelorette party is this weekend. My dad's new dog makes me smile. It finally rained. My truck is clean. So is my room. Will & Grace is hilarious.
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| This will be one of the few times I update during the summer.... but I had to share.
Peters is home. Safe and sound. Yes, I cried when i got his text. *smiles* I'm so happy, my best friend is finally home and out of harm's way...
Now if we can get my cousins home safe I'll be a happy girl.
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| Signing out. This is me... essentially signing out for summer vacation.
It's been a long year. Lots has happened - I've learned a lot. Gotten
over a lot. Done a lot. Not done a lot. Most importantly - a lot didn't
get me down. It was a fast year. I'm half way done with college -
freakin crazy. It seems like it was yesterday when I was walking out
those doors at DeSoto High School and wondering what the HELL I was
going to do at college. How I was going to handle things - etc... You
all know the drill.
Well, here I am, almost two years later (I'm short by 5 days) and
tomorrrow I will be done with my sophomore year of college. By hours
I've been a Junior for a semester now - but apparently you're a Junior
forever. lol. And I'm doing alright.
I came to college with Peters. He helped move me into my dorm.
Haymaker, 320. A short month and a half later, the Peters and Riggs era
ended and we didn't speak for several months. In those months I found
heartache, lust, desire, disappointment and hope. In those months I met
MANY guys. Including Dustin. Peters and I talk now, thank god, and we
are still good friends. We're actually hopefully going to be seeing one
another in November while I'm in Vegas. I am thrilled.
I have a lot to learn in the next two years. I have a lot planned for
those years. It's hard to believe that in 2-3 years is when I had
always planned on getting married. And in 7-8, having kids. Is that the
way it will work? I have no idea - but those have always been my plans.
Scary, huh? I think so... 2 and 3 years don't seem so far off anymore.
They used to - but they sure as hell don't know. But - when all that
stuff comes along - I'll be ready. Ok - maybe not for kids. I don't
think ANYONE is EVER ready for those. I enjoy my niece and nephew
quite enough right now - I have no desire for any of my own for a good
long time. *laughs* So you can all relax....
Alright - off of my little philosophical deal there... CONGRATS to the
KSU Equestrian team ladies for a RESERVE NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIP placing
for the Wester squad and for 10th Place to the English squad. SOOOO
excited for all the ladies who whoopped up on them up there at
Nationals.
Also - Congratulations to all of those who were named as Returners to the team... Myself included.
I'm off for studying for my last two finals.... I may or may not be around much tomorrow.
Everyone have a wonderful, safe, summer. I'll check facebook and my email - but probably won't write in here too much.
And reverting to the Middle school days.... H.A.K.A.S!!!!!
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| Life will be so much sweeter once I'm done with this god forsaken accounting final that is in 8 hours.
As long as there are tests, there will be prayer in schools. ~Anonymous
Amen to that.
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