Ah Well....yes I really don't have much of excuse as to why I havn't updated in...however long, except that o...I might have a life! HA plus facebook is so much better!

          Hmm Well i'm sure everyone knows everything cause my...shall we say "Devoted" (cough* obssessed) mother) he he.  So a lot of things have happened! Were  poor!!! o wait thats nothing new :) lol  Yet somehow I still continue to be spoiled! Well...that of course is because I am the "pet" and the (ugh) "baby"  but hey...I never said I didn't like it! But I'm afraid I do slightly get the short end of the stick with...guys (kind of) You see my parents have learned their lessons by going through four other of their kids's boyfriends/girlfriends. But since I don't really care to share...I won't go into it except that i'm am boyfriendless so all you people who are getting all defensive of me ( he'll have to go through me) calm down! No worries. Its all in God's capable Hands.

     ....awkwardness.... Ha Ha Well lets see School there is a safe subject! School is going good. Its pretty easy and, I may have to strike this from the record later, I actually kind of like it......yes, yes its a terrible thing just shoot me now please! I think i'll probaly be done by the middle of May or sooner. Which will be nice cause i'm gonna be gettin a job here fairly soon. Yes, I am joining the work force and also coming soon...the ...driving...force too! I am just pretty darn excited to drive by myself. One downer of school is that sigh* I have no social life! It SUCKS. But I get along, sleepovers on the weekend every now and then save me from insanity. Now don't get me wrong I love my parents....but....well....ya i'm pretty sure they don't count...at all....not even close :D. 

     Next summer I am, God willing, going on a missions trip with CTI Ministries  but I will get to that later ...something very important has...come up lol        ~Mar 

Lol ok I know it has been like FIVE months since I've updated! Personally I like myspace a whole lot better because I don't have to update at all! Anyway the good news is School is OVER (Halelujah), the bad news school starts next month...ugh!

       Well tonight was my first night of DRIVERS ED!!! 3 full hours of taking notes making a schedule of when I'm going to be driving and listening to my teacher talk....which I don't really know his name since I don't remember him ever saying it. For my driving instructor I have this really old guy and his name is Mr. Nevins. He is pretty interesting and by the way he talks...he doesn't seem to take a lot of crap from anyone.

       Lets see this summer for me...I have pretty much been living the high life. I mean ya I work from time to time: mowing and babysitting, and occasionally some cleaning. But for the most part I'm pretty lazy. I started running but that only lasted a week...fine four days.

          Ah! and how could I forget choral camp!!! I just got back from it yesterday! I had SO much fun! The first couple days were kinda hard cause I'm not used to putting myself out there and talking to people and introducing and starting conversations, which for me is really hard. But I'm so glad I went and I reccomend it to anyone who...likes...bossing little kids around lol. I made alot of friends and my t-shirt is almost full of signitures! I wish I could have stayed for both weeks but I would have missed drivers ed and all that fun stuff.

   So anyway this week I'm pretty much gonna be busy with cleaning(according to my mom when she said quote "WE have got to clean the house this week" end of quote, babysitting and mowing. So i'm sorry I havn't updated and all that junk. I don't know if I'll update soon or five months from now....who knows. Just thought I'd update about my summer....so far!                                         ~love mar

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! Sorry I'm a little late! he he. Anyway Thanksgiving is over and now we can move on to Christmas decor! I can't wait. I love Christmas decorations.

                        Anyway last night was our immediate family/Beachy Dinner. It was how you say...interesting... in a good way of course! I love family!

Also last night I was on the computer and I had the chance to witeness to a girl online. She was asking all these questions about life after death and stuff and I was giving her all I had. It was THE BEST FEELING! I felt like that was what I was supposed to be doing. That is what God wants me to do. The only thing is...I felt unprepared I didn't know as much as I wanted to. I felt ashamed. And lately I had been thinking about going to Rosedale and I really jsut felt this tugging on my heart that I needed a real reason. Not just cause everyone else goes there. Now I feel like I have a reason and I know that this is the place God wants me to go.

I've been feeling kind of distant lately from God and I knew I had to get back on track and I think this is a step to becoming the person God wants me to be. Thank You Lord so much!

                                                                                      ~Marla