Hey Everyone!
I guess I`ll update.

Give me a reason to believe you.
To truly love you && trust you.
Prove that you're better than the rest.
I doubt you will or that you are.
But I'm hoping you will prove me wrong.

You enter and close the door behind you,
now show me the world as seem from the stars.
If only the lights would dim a little;
I'm weary of eyes upon my scars.

Sometimes I just lay there
&& think.
What if you were the one
I was supposed to spend forever with.
But I just screwed it all up.

You told me you loved me.
More than anything.
You said you would never hurt me.
You would never leave me.
Well. You know what dear?
All your promises turned out to be lies

I see you two
Holding hands && kissing.
I hear you tell her you love her.
&& it hurts.
Not because I hate her.
Or I think I deserve you more.
Or even because I still love you..
It's because I remember the days
When it used to be you && me

She loved you with all she could.
She made you her life.
She gave you her heart.
Only to have it all hoved back in her face

How pretty she is
With tears running down her face
Cuts on her wrists.
And bleeding mascara.
She is just a beautiful disaster.

I hate thinking about you.
It just reminds me of what used to be.
&& what I lost.

I just want to lay there with you
Watching clouds go by.
Holding hands.
My head laying against your chest.
Listening to your heart beat.
I want this moment to last forever.

Everything reminds me of you.
&& I wish nothing did.
Because I just need to get you out
Of my heart && my head.

Tonight my headphones
Will bring these songs of sorrow.
My sweet therapy.

Everything was perfect.
You && Me.
I thought we were going to last forever.
But then she came along.
And you wanted her more.

sorry not that long.. dont feel good..

but please
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