WOW! FUCKIN! DAY! lol! ok! it's been a REAL! long time since i'v wrotten in this thing! but hey! i'v been real busy! ok! were should i start! like everyone know's school started wednesday! school's ok! but my classes there gay! our school is way over populated wit skanks! it's not even funny! i have a total of 8 people in my classes that i know! brooke medley! brandon stansberry! kristy fackler! shelby dale! nunn! larry robinson! tiffany beasley(dont talk to her though) andre crouch! and lindsey miller! tha'ts it! dont know anybody else! it's sad! real sad! i feel so lonely! but i guess it's good!i  can concentrate on my grades more this way! not to mention i didnt have a locker issued to me! cause my homeroom is gay! but cause of caressa chapman and bridget west! it's all good now! cause there lettin me share wit them! those girls are life savers!

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today in strenght and cond... i have nobody to talk to ! but i do know the aide for the freshmans! so i was talkin to her! that's amanda jones! and i brought of one of my friends! i dont even remember how i brought her up! but she was like! is that the girl that was walkin wit brett vowels during the fair thursday night! i was like! ummm. yeah! she was like yeah dont think i like her! apparently amanda has or had a thing for brett and everygirl that is around him! she doenst like! lol! all she said was that the girl who was wit him would learn! but he's old news the girl i think doenst even talk to him anymore! so it's all good! but i gotta get off of here! and eat something!

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i just got home from work! it sucked ass usual! and we dont even fuckin get paid enough to waste our freakin time.. so why do i do it? welll i'ts my only job i can get.. except farm work.. but i have to wait until the winter to start doin all that...

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ok! first off.. caressa! u know that email and that song it really got to me.. but still in the back of my head i keep remembering u saying fuck our friendship and evertime that saying goes threw my head i get madder and madder... witch isnt a good thing! u say that your goin to change! well that's great! really it's good for your sake! and it might just keep ya out of alot of the problems you've been having lately! but i'm goin to tell u this! u said that i can be a nice person.. this and that.. well your right.. i can be.. but when u make me become a bitch... like u did last night.. well.. let's just say u pissed the wrong girl off! i can hold things against people for a long time.. and when u said fuck our friendship.. i think that's goin to be stuck in my head for a pretty long time.. that's something u should never say exceptuallly if the person has did alot for u.. and personally i think i have.. dont know about u though.. u probably dont think i have..

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off of that subject cause everytime i talk about it or even think about it i get so pissed.! so were havin this like getogether tomorrow. at ryans in e-town at 6:00.. i cant wait.. but before i go there i have to go get my fuckin pic's made! that's so gay.. i hate gettin my picture done.. mom's makin me though and jessie's goin wit me.. and she's goin to ryan's too.. i cant wait cuase it's goin to be the last time i get to see rachel...ashley.. and alina before they leave for college! i love those girls! i'm so glad they was on my softball team! we had some fun times together ash and alina are goin to state wit us.. but rachel is having surgury on her nose so she wont be able to make it.. too bad! well i'm goin to go... i dont feel good! later

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ok! i just got back from softball practice! man oh man! was that a trip! see remember me tellin i had a tournament this comming up weekend! well..our team is not doin that good! i think we was just goofin off though! well let's hope so.. we have three new players and two of them i love to death.. kristen smith and debbie roach but this other girl from e-town i could careless! she thinks she's all that but she cant even fuckin catch a damn ball! how gay is that! and our hind catcher... hmmm.. dont know what to say about her.. she's 16 and doenst know how to hind catch slow pitch softball!! enough said!! i think so...well gotta go!! i'm goin to go watch a movie!

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i didnt do much today! except about broke my freakin hand! ok it started off wit me and dad goin to lowe's and gettin the rest of the wood to finish our deck! everything was fine we was almost done! and i was hammer this nail into this bored and i wasnt paying attention and hit my hand instead of the nail! and the side of my palm is all swelled up and purple it doenst look good! but i've put ice on it and it seems to be goin down! i have softball practice tommorrow so i'm hoping that it well be fine tommorw! but it sure does hurt right now! well that's about it!

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hey hey! well guess what?? we won our tournament last night! hell yeah! we was undefeated! we kicked ass! it was so rowdy! u all should get the paper next week cause were goin to be in it! i'm curious of what there goin to write about us! i hit me a grandslam! and i could have gotten another one but i didnt want to take the chance so i stayed on thrid! it was a good decision but coach said he would have went cause i had enough time! oh well.. aint no thing! well that was my last softball game! awww. so sad! i got me a tournament nextweekend though! in morgan town! i dont know if i'm goin to play next year.. i just dont know.. but after the game me rachel and amy went to dairy queen we sit and chatted for awhile it was cool to chill wit rachel since she's leaving in like one month! aww.. that's sad! too! i got really close to that girl this year! my cousin and her dont get along to well.. though! doenst matter though. i'm goin to see her one more time before she leaves and that will be at ryans! tuesday! were all goin there.. it will be fun! and i'm plannin on having a party wednesday she'll be at my house then too.. cant wait it's goin to be rowdy! well.. i'm goin to get off of here, cause bridget is suppose to be callin me back! so later!

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