New XanguR

www.xanga.com/chinkstah_gurl

welpz i decided to nawt do mai  xanguR ne more... so soRRy guyz mai heart ish brokin in liDo pieces now....

bai bai xangurrr..

                           lasT entry.

                                    

                  i lub you Eddy..

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new xanguR try n find it or IM me..

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is neone karez.. my new aim sn is pinkaznrycer oda one messed up.. sowwie.. juss dont feel like updatin nemore.. juss doesnt seem important nemore.. juss dont got tha heart to nemore.. i feel.. blah..

went to olive garden wif jeff diana and joe.. i got to see my hunnie ^^ yay!! i ate like 3 bowels of pasta.. got i was so full i was about to throw up.. i cudnt even walk >_< god.. haha.. welpz.. das all feR todai..

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logan kalled me yest =) it was great hearin hiz voice again..

yesterday.. jeff came oveR we did hw n chilled.. den mike came over.. mike met jeff and jeff met mike.. jeff lefted to go home while me n mike went to go play basketball at sappingtion skoO like old timez.. i was suppose to go do shrooms or weed wif him diz weekend buh im not going to.. den on tha way bac he offered me a hit of hiz square and i sed no because i thought of how i promised him.. den went home webcammed wif jeff did "hw" i was procrastinatin cuz i learned from andrew -_-" stoOpid him!

todai went to south tech.. gave ppl some azn candy.. dey liked it buh thought it was weird.. when we broke windows at auto tech.. tha teacher found out and made juss clean up tha bullpen.. mr rieman didnt even ask me to clean nethin up buh he was yellin at everyone else.. so tha whole class i did nothin.. all i did was cut down like 2 tree dingyz  ^^ hehe.. ish goOd to b a gurl.. n den derez diz guy named gary dat keepz loOkin at me >_< scary.. tha ppl dat broke tha windows went to confess.. it was vigors, jack, and cline.. i feel sowwie for dem.. i hope dey dont get kicked out cuz den ill have no one to talk to =( den went bac to lindbergh.. nothin goin on in U.S. history except dat i cant find a site for tha hw.. =\ in chem i was teachin paul my lang.. while alex was teachin viet to zach.. me n alex was juss starin at each oda.. iano y and i was talkin in my lang while he was talkin viet to me.. it was funny.. yea das my day nothin else is important..

i talked to zhao and she was tellin me to take a break from eddy and date oda ppl to see if das wah i want in a relationship.. since like i havent talked to eddy in 3 weekz.. i havent even heard of where hiz been or hows hiz been.. for all i no he cud b dead.. *sighz* wah to do.. i mean i like him a lot buh ish not how it used to.. maybe hiz confused or something.. or hiz tryin to avoid me.. or like he doesnt like me ne more.. i got no clue.. i talk to ben more den eddy now.. even bobo.. bobo told me dat he maybe comin down here diz weekend or next.. and me n diana gotta clean hiz car lol.. i cant wait!! :D itll b so fun cuz imma get to see my hunnie diana ^^ welpz.. im outtie for now..

toOk from hakkwon ^^

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

THE NICE GUYS DON'T OFTEN GET CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DUE. AND PERHAPS MORE DISTURBING, THE NICE GUYS DON'T SEEM TO GET LAID AS OFTEN AS THEY SHOULD.  And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.