Heyy guys.

We fINaLLy got the new boat. Looks pretty much what I thought it was going to look like. Floating Poop. Thats what I'm going to call it..."The Floating Poop"..."...Yes sir, watch your step, welcome aborad The Floating Poop, enjoy your evening..." Do you think Daddy would get mad if I spray painted "The Floating PooP" down the side of the boat? or maybe on the back?? Prehaps right under the motor?

For those of you who dont know what in the world I'm talking about, we just bought a boat expensive enough to buy two brand new ford f-350 super duty trucks with all the cute features. Its camo. Which under any other circumstances I would be delighted with but like I said: this looks like a dog turd all brown and 'branchy'. I guess its because the shiny paint throws everything off. It was supposed to be a fall pattern, like MoSSy OaK- Break Up pattern.. but its wayyy off. Maybe I'll post some pics soon. Dont get me wrong, I love the boat. I wouldnt trade it for the world, its just not what I was hoping for.

Yeahh, pretty sure I need to line up a boyfriend before the fair rolls around. I dont wanna go by myself. And I dont want to go with Kelsey and Jon because I dont know...I guess I always feel like the third wheel. I guess me and Jenna could always just go and ride some rides and watch the tractor pull or something, maybe the rodeo. But she works a lot and it wouldnt be as much fun as going with a guy i guess..deffiently dont want to flirt with Jenna....no offense!!!

I wont be selling my hams in the fair after all which sucks big donkey.

Tomorrow we get to cut the back CRP. Yay!! I look forward to this every year. I get to play on the tractor for a full day. Doing nothing else but bouncing along, gettin a tann (or at least trying to a.k.a: sUnBuRnS!!) watchin the cyotes crawl outta the grass...then you shoot em...so much funn!!

Sunday I will be fishing the whole dayy. I guess you could say so far I've had a good weekend.

Lets just hope it continues this wayy...

ScHooLs Out!!! [[[summer school's in...]]]

FFA: on June 20th FFA is taking a end-of-the-year points trip to Kansas City and we're going to Worlds of Fun and the Royals Game at 7:00pm. We're leaving at 7:30am and getting back around 12:30 the next morning so its going to be a loooong day. I've been looking on the Words Of Fun site and so far i've found one ride i'll go on. Just one.

it's not how i feel for you
it's what i don't feel for anyone but you,
someone asked me what i saw in you
and the only thing i could say waw
e v e r y t h i n g

i never thought i'd risk the chance of getting hurt again but for some reason when im with you it seems worth it.

love him for what he was
hate him for what he did
or cry because he changed me

"the first time you fall in love..
it changes your life forever.
& no matter how hard you try..
the feeling never goes away"
-The Notebook

true love has a habit
of coming back x3

I hope he reads this
maybe then he'll know
why I'm still in love with him
why I just can't let it go

Do you think the reason we fight so much is
because we can't face the fact that we might
still be in love?

looking back ;; you were just a mistake
that lasted too long

You know you truly care
about someone when you
have to try to convince
yourself that you don't.

a little jealousy in a relationship is healthy,
it's good to know that somebody is afraid to lose you

the worst part about being lied to is
knowing you werent worth the truth.
andd i keep going back,
to the one thing i need to get away from

i never thought i would risk the chance of
getting hurt again .. but for some reason
w h e n i m w i t h y o u .. i t a l l s e e m s w o r t h i t

I want a guy that I can go up to
With mascara running down my cheeks..
and the first thing he says is
" Who's ass am I kickin? "

tell her she`s --gorgeous-- . .hold her hand. . .give her piggy back rides. . .push her on a swing. . .teach her how to catch & throw a football. . .kiss her. . hug her & hold her in your arms until she falls asleep. just --be with her-- even if you dont have time, be with her. . .call her, text her, think of her - [ show her ] that you [ care ]! pick her flowers & make her a card, telling her [just how much] she means to you. drop by her house just because you miss being with her. watch the sunset together. . .wrap her in your jacket when she gets cold. . .hold her close to you and never let her go. never let the girl of your dreams slip away. . because she needs & loves you [just as much] as you need & love her. its times like this, [when you love someone soo much] , that you realize that maybe even forever, will hardly be long enough

You can only push a girl away for so long
then after awhile they start walking out
of your life on their own so be careful
because once they start walking away,
they won't ever turn back

Dont change anything about yourself
for a guy; because the one thing that you
changed, may have been the one
thing he loved about you.

i want a guy that will make me happy.
someone that will make me smile when
i hear his voice. someone that will love
me unconditionally. i want a guy that will
make my friends say to one another,
"she's happy again." <3

it's weird how something has to happen
sometimes to see how you actually
feel about someone

i said that i didn`t need you.
w e l l , i l i e d. . . </3

You never really realize how much a part of your
life someone is, until one day they're not there..

you dont realize how strong a person is
until you see them at their weakest moment < 3

&& she just wants you to know
she loves the way you laugh
&& your stupid dumb smile
that has her falling head over heals

Throughout life you will meet one person who
is unlike any other. This person is the one you
could forever talk to. They understand you in a
way that no one else does or ever could. This
person is your soul mate and best friend.
D o n ' t e v e r l e t h i m g o .

i want the story
where you sweep me off my feet
&& bring me to a place
where we'll never grow old
-:-Neverland-:-

the world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isnt gonna workout
between us. but im armed with one `'
reason why it will
--The Notebook

& i don`t see how you could ever be
anything but mine.

he doesn`t even realize
the little things he does
that breaks her heart

no matter how m a n y times he
h u r t s me, i'll always forgive him.
some call it s t u p i d. i call it love.

Sometimes, you only forgive someone because you can't stand not having them in your life.

you know you're in love when you wanna tell everyone about it, even when they haven't asked

he just insulted her
made her cry
&& broke her heart.
yet, he's still the only one she can think aboutt..

One girl looking out her window
One boy walking down the street
He didn't know it at the time
But when she saw him her heart skipped a beat.
One girl playing outside
One boy doing the same
He didn't know it at the time
But she wanted to find out his name.
One girl getting hurt by many boys
One boy mending her heart
He didn't know it at the time
But she loved only him from the start.
One girl standing outside
One boy asking her out
He didn't know it at the time
But she never had any doubts.
One girl loving a boy
One boy loving a girl
He didn't know it at the time
But he was her world.
One girl's heart breaks
One boy moves on
He didn't know it at the time
But her love for him wasn't done.
One girl tries to win him back
One boy doesn't care
He didn't know it at the time
But she wouldn't always be there.
One girl leaves for college
One boy stays where he's at
He didn't know it at the time
But her heart was breaking in half.
One girl's heart is missing
One boy has it you see
He doesn't know it right now
But the two of them are meant to be.

I'll always love you..even if time finds me
someone new. You were my first love..
from the first kiss to the last tear

& let's be crazy & act stupid.
but just promise me we'll always
[ d o ] [ i t ] [ t o g e t h e r ]

so yeah, your style is a little off
& you don't have the greatest laugh
but you are still my only one<3

I LOVE YOU
Je t'aime - I love you (((french)))
Ich liebe dich - I love you (((german)))
Te Amo - I love you (((italian)))
Ya tebya lyublyu - I love you (((russian)))
Te quido mucho-I love you (((Spanish)))

cause i could fall asleep in
those eyes of yours.

&& Y0UR N0THiNG LESS THAN
G 0 R G E 0 U S <3

I finally think I'm over you
& then i look at you
& c h a n g e m y m i n d

I still won't let myself f a l l for anyone else<3

someday, someone is going to walk into your life
& make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

i wanna make myself not care..
but when it comes to you..
i just cant stop myself from caring

He smiled, she smiled, they knew right away,
this was the day they'd waited for their whole lives,
for a moment the whole world revolved around one boy & one girl.

i want a guy that doesnt care
about what i wear or how i do my hair
who loves my smile and my dorky laugh
and how I get hyper when I'm tired
Who would never want to see me cry
-- at least not tears of sadness
&& who would do those small things
t h a t m a k e m y d a y
just because he knows it would make me happy.

You don't know how much you miss something
until they are gone and you know; you will
never see them again

people break up for the stupidest reasons..

if you have somethinq qood you should hanq on to it & never

let it qo </3

GiRL: If the radio dies, will you sing for me?
BOY: I'll break the radio just to sing for you.

&& i love you
with every broken peice of my heart

what if someone told you
that you could take back
one single mistake in your life?
mine would be believing
that you ever cared about me

as i laid there in your arms
i wrote the words " i love you "
on your back, not thinking that
you were paying any attention
then you looked & said " i love you too "

she asked " if i walked away would you come after me? "
he said " no " so she turned away crying
& began walking away & he grabbed her hand & said
" because i wouldnt let you go "

the only thing harder
than walking away
is never turning back

after all the good things
that you have done for me
the only thing i will remember
is that you broke my heart

im single but
my heart is taken

i remember when you used to be mine
way back when
i was too naive to love you right
but now if i could have the opportunity
i would do anything
because my heart still believes

a part of me
wants to erase you
from my past
but another part of me
still wants you
in my future

the only people that could
hurt you, are the ones you love
because if it wasnt love
you wouldnt care

it hurts the most when
you never gave up on him
& still havent stopped
thinking of him
& never stopped loving him
no matter what
but he gave up on you
stopped thinking about you
& now he loves someone new

i love the way you look at me
when i say something stupid
its like your about to get mad
but then all of a sudden, you smile

& here is a girl
who will never love again
because this is what
she gets for it

i miss you
no one really knows
what i miss you means
until they go through the pain
of seeing the person they love
close to never
the feeling kills you

i dreamed of a wedding
elaborate, ellegance, filled with flowers
& friends, i asked him what kind
of wedding he wished for
& he replied
" one that would make you my wife "

its okay for him to be a little jealous
it just shows that he's afraid to lose you

saying goodbye is easy
whats hard is knowing
what we left behind

i want to be the girl he is afraid to lose
the one he cant walk away from
knowing she is mad at him

i thought about you today
like yesterday & the day before
i cant stop blaming myself
the moment i fell for you
my heart was yours forever
but now i will never have yours again

you never get over someone you really love
you just get used to not having them anymore

i hate when people ask me if im okay
because it just reminds me of how im not

i miss having someone
to hold me close
& tell me that they love me

once you love someone
they are a part of you
forever

maybe im not over him
then again, maybe i dont want to be

sometimes the two people
who are meant for eachother
are the last two to realize it

i want to do exactly what you did to me
lead you on, make you fall for me
& then just let you go effortlessly

dont care if you love me
or if you never want to talk to me again
all i want is to know for sure
because my heart cant take
all the wondering anymore

do you ever think of me?
and how it used to be?

i think about you all the time
if i had known missing you
would hurt this bad
i never would've started loving you

if you asked me how many times
you have crossed my mind, i would say
once, because you never left

.. sometimes ..
you never realize how much you care about someone
until they stop caring about you

love is
giving someone the ability to break your heart
but trusting them not to

when she smiles. you know
something's missing because
her eyes don't shine. like
they would if he was here

Have you ever been lying in your bed
thinking about him & your body starts
to tingle and all of a sudden you want
nothing more than to be in his arms?

i'd give you my heart
but broken things
aren't pretty </3

All I want is to go back to that one
night when you were holding me in
your arms and you told me you'd
never let me go

i could be in a room with 100 boys & you would still be the only boy on my mind.

I want a boy who will come up behind me and wrap his arms around my waist just to catch me off guard and whisper in my ear I love you.

she has those silly quotes in her profile that he will never know that are always about him.

Getting over you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do,
&& I don't think I could ever do it again

Do you think the reason we fight so much is
because we can't face the fact that we might
still be in love?

You know you really miss him when
you're sitting there with tears pouring
down your cheeks, & you don't know why.

it's scary to think how different your life
would be if you never met that person
that changed everything.

She is the kind of girl that will never let you in because some other boy has hurt her in the past. You can try and try and try but she will say no and walk away. She will leave you heartbroken just like she was in the past. And no matter what her friends say to her she says "I just can't take that chance..."

laughing at nothing && talking too much.
&& the moonlight was so bright in your eyes.
before i knew it, i was falling in love

I hate how we don't talk for weeks but then
all of a sudden you talk to me again. and it
is like as if nothing happened ..and i slowly
start falling for you all over again.

i guess they fell apart
like she knew they would.

so i'll erase everything and i'll forget about you, it's just too bad that this might be the hardest thing i will ever have to do.

it's hard to watch someone you love change before your eyes and know you can't do anything about it, but it's heartbreaking to remember them as they once were.

Shes moved on and i feel sorry for him
because she used to think
he was the most amazing boy ever.

theres always gonna be that one boy whos always gonna have your heart and you can never completely let go

People always ask me, "have you ever been in love?" I tell them "yes, but that wasnt enough for him."

Unlike him, I can't just walk away. I can't forget what we had. It's not that easy for me to let go of something that was once my life..I guess unlike him, it actually mattered to me

I love talking to you, beacuse I know for that one minute, you actually paid attention to me

i saw you today & then looked away, but then i couldn't resist to turn around & look back. & you know what? you were looking at me too.

Pride is tasteless, sizeless, and colorless but its the hardest thing to swallow.

Having the love of your life break up with you and say, "we can still be friends." is like your dog dying and your mom saying, "you can still keep it."

& she waits for that phone call...the one where he says he made the biggest mistake of his life in letting her go & that he wants to be with her again...even though she knows it will never come

Because some people hang on when they really should let go.

I want be the girl he's scared to lose.

& we have this type of relationship where i tell him its over, and he just laughs at me because he knows how much i love him

he acts like he doesn't care. but we all know he's falling apart without her smile.

Why yes! i do use my hairbrush as a microphone and dance around in my underwear.

I want someone who won't care that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes that half of the decisions I make are usually ones I regret, and I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way

so i'll erase everything; & i'll forget about you. it's just too bad that this might be the hardest thing i will ever have to do.

it's like you want him..
well you don't want to be with him
you just miss what you had
in the beginning -laguna beach

she'll never admit that you're the
only one that's EVER on her mind.

She only loves you because she knows what`s good
about you. But I know the good & the bad. & I love you
twice as much as she ever will.

somewhere between laughing for no
reason, stupid arguments, long talks &
making fun of each other I fell for you.

&& if you ever get lonely
just remember ;;
we`re under the same stars

Could somebody show me the kind
of affection that you only see in the movies?
y o u k n o w w h a t I m e a n .

I really do love this boy; our long conversations,
little arguments, endless smiles, stupid jokes, and
you know.. pretty much everything about him <33

there's always gonna be that guy
that no matter what happens between you
two, no matter how long you go without
talking, you never stop loving him . . .

Do you know how hard it is to stay mad
at someone who makes you laugh?

Do you know what feeling I hate the most?
The feeling where I was having this amazing dream all about you
&& then when I wake up
I realize that you don't really love me...and you never will

caída en amor con mí
fall in love with me

You know you're in love
when even hanging up the phone
is one of the hardest things to do

I love the way his voice sounds...
it`s like the secret*password to my heart

I want a guy that doesn't care about what i wear
or how i do my hair. who loves my smile & my dorky
laugh & how i get hyper when i'm tired. who would
never want to see me cry; at least not tears of sadness.
and who would do those small things that make my day
just because he knows it would make me happy. <3

so what if she`s not perfect?
( she loves youu < 3 )

"You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life.
- -The Notebook

she has those silly quotes in her
profile that he`ll never know that
are always about him

life is all about ass. everyone's either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, trying to get a piece of it, or being one

i remember the first time we laughed together.
to tell you the truth, i don't remember what
we laughed about, but it didn't matter,
we laughed together <3

I guess what I like best about you is how
you can make me laugh even when nothing's funny.

&& it's nothing more than that smile
But it gets me everytime

i spend too much time thinking about
things that`ll never happen and dressing
up for the boy who`ll never care <\3

Monroe

friends will always be like:
"well, you deserved better..."
but [best friends] will be
prank calling him saying:
"you will die in 7 days !"

I don't have a broken heart...because if I did, it would have meant that I really cared

Even though he was temporary, memories are forever

boy: i never thought you would move on as quick as you did.
girl: why do you care?
boy: we were together for so long
girl: yes, but you broke up with me
boy: and now you have a new boyfriend, i just didn't think you would get over me so fast.
girl: i'm not over you, i'm distracting myself. *walks away*

"They didnt agree much , in fact , they rarely agreed at all. they fought all the time and challenged eachother every day.. but in spite of their differences, they had one thing in common ... they were crazy about eachother"

you might have only been a mistake, but your the best one i ever made.

is she the reason you never call me anymore? is she the reason you suddenly changed? cause if she is i'll kill the bitch.

& it hurts so bad to see the one guy you love with the one girl you hate.

It’s that’s same old story, That everyone knows… One heart still holding on… while the other one lets go…

When im gone, will i be missed? Will you realize what you let slip away? Right now, i love you more than the world. And it hurts to know, that you don't love me. No, you don't love me at all. You love her.

It's hard to think,,that someone likes you for who you used to be,,not who you are now <//3

"I told her she was a ho
And she said oh ya, well you're a rake."
The most retarded moments ever.
Cannot be captured.
Without Friends.

I want sunshine, & beach hair,
& the smell of coconuts & salt water
& sand all over. I wanna drive 90
with all the windows down, & float in the pool.
I wanna party with my best friends.
I want cold beer on hot nights,
I wanna go skinny dippin' & lay in hammocks.
I wanna watch fireworks & lay on the front lawn
looking at the stars.
I want an adventure everyday
I want the morning after around a kitchen table,
laughing about the night before,
I want the next day with my friends on the front porch.
I want summer!

Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone
who means the world to you,
especially when goodbye isn't what you want

&& she just wants you to know
she loves the way you laugh
&& your stupid dumb smile

My mom always says, "If they jumped off a bridge,
would you do it too?" I always reply,
"Pshh no, I'd be the one that came up with the idea."

now i know why people draw arrows
through their hearts. love DOES hurt.

you know he really cares when he
leaves 3 messages on your cell phone
when he knows it's off.

so much for those sappy love notes that i
used to love so much, because now they
mean |[ n o t h i n g ]|

so much for that "i'll love you forever" crap.
cuz now that "forever," became only 3 months.

&& you still don't realize that all my
icons and quotes are about you. <3

&& i love it when you hold my hand
&& rub my thumb like you always do
then you look at me && say..
( baby, im in love with you )

Do you remember when we were happy?
No, me neither.

you're not something i deserve </3

Just For The Record :
Your Still My Everything

i get sick to my stomach
at the thought of losing you

she'll never admit
youre the only thing
thats ever on her mind

so when you start to miss me remember
you were the one that broke my heart.
you were the one that made me cry.
you were the one that turned your back
&you were the one that let me go.

and when you told me you loved me..
did you forget to say "just kidding " ?

you`re a jerk, an asshole, and immature. you don`t
make sense, &sometimes i just wanna strangle you.
but on top of that.. i just wanted to let you know
that you are my everything.

we had no excuse for the things
that we'd done, we were fearless
we were crazy ; but mostly
... w e w e r e y o u n g

Someone once asked me where i thought heaven was.
I pointed to him and said, 'in his arms'.<3