The sky is ribboned in pink and blue hues as I sit here typing this. It's beautiful right now, right here at sunset. It's turning dark but I got to see part of the sunset and it's not often that I catch that. Man, it was beautiful. It's the little things, ya know?
I surfed through the new metro thing that Xanga now offers and my God, isn't there anyone in Xanga that is over the age of 30????????
The pain management specialist wasn't bad at all. He has put me on Duragesic pain patches and he is letting me keep my pain pills for the break through pain. It's working so far. I didn't feel any relief from the first patch but he told me that I wouldn't. Now that I have the second patch on, I am feeling it because the levels of the medicine is up in my system and it is working. "Oh what a relief it is..." (Those too young to remember the Alka Seltzer song won't get that).
I've just been chillin' out today. Not doing much of anything really. I didn't even get dressed today. Hell, it's Sunday, I didn't have anything to do, I didn't have to leave the house so why should I have gotten dressed? What would have been the point? Yep, I'm rambling.
My youngest son turned 14 years old yesterday. My baby is growing up! I can't believe he is 14! Before I know it he'll be 18 and all the boys will have flown the nest. Makes me want to cry. Before I know it I'll be a grandmother and will have grandbabies running around yelliing, "Granny, pick me up!" To be honest with you, I'm looking forward to that. I'm looking forward to having grandbabies. I hope that at least one of my boys gives me a granddaughter since I didn't have any daughters of my own to spoil.
Since my oldest son (18, 19 in May) is engaged to be married and they *were* trying to have a baby (and then they weren't and then they were and then they weren't, etc.) I've decided that this yard sale season I am going to start buying baby clothes and putting them back. I don't think it will be that long before we'll get the announcement that they are expecting.
I wish they would wait until Dana (my son) is more established in his job but you know how kids are...
He is up for a new job that will be paying him a lot more money and so I hope he gets it because he is going to need to be making a lot more then he is now when a baby enters the picture.
My husband and I have talked and we've told him that we'll do anything in the world to help him with the baby but as far as diapers and formula and shit like that goes, they'll have to bring the baby here because we're not going to furnish that shit for them to take home. They'll have to have the baby over here for that. I know that sounds harsh, but we're not going to support them like that. They're going to have to make it on their own but we're not about to stand by and watch our grandbaby suffer. You know what I mean?
Well enough rambling for tonight. My meds are in effect and my eyes are crossing, so I will close for now. Sorry it's been so long since I've written.
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