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I will no longer be using this one
so don't leave comments cause I won't get to them
this is the new site

http://www.xanga.com/momentarygain

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SAY GOODBYE WE'RE FALLING FAST
I'll live forever
say goodbye ..say goodbye and MAKE IT LAST!!!
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If I touch a burning candle I can feel the pain
if you cut me with a knife its still the same
and I know her heart is beating
And I know that I am dead
but that I feel ...try and tell me its not real
....it seems I still have a tear to shed
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and though you mean the world to me
I mean nothing to you
but its okay
because I love how you step on my heart in those high heels
its just what your good at
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So you dont want to hear about my good song?
And you dont want to hear about how i am getting on
With all the things that i can get done
The sun is in the sky & i am by my lonesome
So you don't want to hear about my good day?
You have better things to do than to hear me say
God its been a lovely day! everything is going my way
I took out the trash today and i'm on fire...
So you don't want to hear about my good friends?
You dont have the guts to take the truth or consequence
Success is in the eye of the beholder
And its looking even better over your cold shoulder
I'm not suggesting you up and line me up for questioning
But jesus think about the bridges you are burning
And i'm betting
That even though you knew it from the start
You'd rather be a bitch than be an ordinary broken heart
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I Am Becoming Aware Now
Of What They've Done To Me
I've Got Your Ordinary Disease

Tomorrow Comes And Nothing Has Changed
Yesterday Was A Perfect Reflection Of Today

Do You Remember Your Dreams
Did They Ever Look Like This

I Wish I Could Be There
As You Prepare Another Blank Stare
Not Willing To Admit
You've Already Become All You Could Have Been

There Was A Time
When You Refused To Follow
Before You Learned The Beauty Of Shame
Before You Left Me Behind
To Drown In The Afterglow

Somewhere Along The Line
Between When I Said Goodbye
And When I Realized
I Couldn't Remember The Color Of Your Eyes

I Lost The Ability To Truly Shine

I Tried To Smile For You
I Really Did
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it seems I'm getting used to this pain you give me
is that really a good thing?
I'm not sure what to do
so I'll just stay away
maybe one day you'll get it
and maybe one day I'll heal from the damage you've done

So my birthday has passed
& I'm a year older

I had a great time...this was one of my favorite birthdays I can say without a doubt

Have we kissed?

2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance
Do you like my-

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-

22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:

Personality

Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35: Do me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..

40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to chill with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..

61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Are you..

68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:


Answer my gay quiz!!!

so you think your cool haha
thats funny

I'll have new pictures up soon
I love my digi<3
* edit
here are those pics...to make them bigger click on them

its the famous ROSE(bunny)










haha most of those are from last weekend
which completely kicked ass
this weekend is going to rock so much harder though!
SATURDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY