and since its pretty lame to perpetuate the whole rock n roll rebel stereotype as somehow being intertwined with my previous identity as a smoker, ive moved:

girl germs

i dont want to talk too much about the how or the why, as i dont want to jinx myself, so ill just reccomend this book if youre interested in stopping smoking.

you shouldnt be able to get sick when you're already on antibiotics for another illness.

my glands feel like i swallowed cotton balls, my lungs are heavy, and my head feels like its full of cement.

fuck.