It's Friday!

YAY! It's Friday, people! We should be jumping for joy and leaping exuberantly. Sike...I am so sleepy. But, that how I am every morning. Then I wake up right before lunch and then after lunch, and that food I just ate settles on my stomach I am sleepy again. Sad, I know. I am a victim of the ITIS!!!

What did I do yesterday?, hmmm. Well, I was at work for the majority of the day. Then I came home, I was in a really bad mood. Sad, I know. I think it's the PMS. I went to church, after I left there...I was in a better mood. I was on the phone with this guy that I used to talk to at work. Man, he gets on my nerves. I think he does some type of drug because, he just be saying some crazy things. Like for some odd reason he thinks that I am his girlfriend. Where did he get that idea from? I am not in the slightest bit interested in him in that manner. Like, I told him we could be friends and he was like, only friends? Men, are crazy.

Let it be known that I am so frikkin' sleepy.

Dear Xanga Blog Thingy,

          I am currently at work. I have finished assignment that my boss gave me before he left me high and dry with nothing to do. He didn't even say anything when he left, he just bounced. How rude! Sike, I really don't mind. If he wants to leave then that's just less pressure on me. I don't mind sitting and doing nothing while making money. It's not a problem at all. Tomorrow, I am supposed to be sitting at the OSORA main office watching the phones. That's going to soo exciting....sarcastically speaking.

        I am listening to my new Mp3 player. I have 187 songs on there. I can fit 250. When you say 250 that seems like a large number but compared to Ipods that can hold over 1000 songs it seems like 2 rather than 250. Well, I am suppose to be leaving in 10 minutes but my mother still hasn't called me. I guess she's really into her work. Why, I am telling you guys like you care. There's no juiciness going on right now.

        Oh, I talked to my friend on many years today, Letitia. I miss her. I mean she is going through, and I am glad that I was able to be there for her. She is such a good person and I believe that God is testing her faith in Him. As long as I have known this girl, she has always been faithful towards God. I often admired her loyalty and wished that I had enough will power to be so dedicated to the Lord. But, I am getting closer that I was a while ago. I was almost close to giving up on myself and God. But, I believe that I am getting better with my relationship. It's a slow process, but I am getting there.

        My little sister needs prayer. So if you are reading this, and you know the power or prayer, pray for her because my family and I are hoping that she gets saved by the end of this year which is approaching soon.

Well, I am leaving work at 4:00 PM and it is now 3:55 so I am going to end this now and begin to get myself together.

Love, Peace, and Happiness People!

It's Been Forever....But, I'm back!

It took mean extented duration to return and update you Xanga readers on the details of my glamorous life, but finally I am here to indulge you.

The last thing that I do remember telling you people, is that I a had transferred from CCBC to UMBC. For those of you who are college acronym illiterate CCBC stands for Community College for Baltimore County and UMBC stands for University of Maryland Baltimore County.  I made it through my first year of college. Didn't do as well as I hoped second semester, but the important thing is I didn't fail. I have a 2.46 otherwise known as a 2.5 GPA. I had a bit of turmoil going on in my life at the time which I think directly related to me not making a 3.0 or higher. Would you like to be informed on the topic of said turmoil? I'm am most certain that you would and so to entertain you and myself  I am going to tell you.

About almost 6 months go, maybe more, I had a boyfriend named Duane. We had dated before and it ended because I didn't really want him as my boyfriend anymore. During the time that we were seperated we started talking again. We reunited, and of course made love. It was in deed spectacular, but that is most certanily beside the point, but on the contrary it is of the utter most importance. I say this because it is this "making love" that got me to the turmoil that I had mentioned previously. Yes, we made love the first time but with my erotic personality and intense level of passion. I needed more. So, I invited him to my house, while my parents were gone of course, to proceed in another passionate love making moment.  We started bright and early that morning, I believe he arrived at my house at 8 A.M. I was ready for the excitement and I could feel his excitement as well. We had made love at least twice already when 12 P.M had struck. I went upstairs to make us something to eat because we had both become famished from our erotic game play. After I had made the meal, we laughed a while and then laid in bed together. As we curessed each others bodies we realize that our escapade was not over. We began to make love again. In the midst of the heat, I heard the front door open. IT WAS MY MOTHER coming home from lunch. My stomach leaped into my throat, and out of fear I could hardly breathe. So, to cover out this dredful sin I was commiting, I decided to go up stairs and act as if no one was in the house. When I thought the coast was clear I commenced to go downstairs and sit with Duane until my mother left. Duane and I thought that everything was ok considering my mother was upstairs playing with the dog, so Duane thought it would be alright to continue with our vendevou (I'm certain that's not how you spell it, but none the less you know what I meant). Then my mother ran down the stairs, talking about some cup that she couldn't find. She asked me to go upstairs and find it, but she didn't come upstairs with me. As I searched around the kitchen nervously for a cup I knew did not exist, I heard my mother storm up the stairs, telling me that I needed to pack my bags and leave. Oh, and let me not forget to mention, that she say him in my room with his penis exposed and on a hard( HOW HUMILIATING!!!) Heart broken, I put on some clothes and left with Duane. I did not stay with him, I turned around and went to a friends. So in the midst of my Spring Semester, I was hit with this, and what made it worst was it was all my fault. Everything cooled down, and I stayed with Duane. He talked to my mom and my dad apolgizing for his actions. He told me that he loved me and wanted to marry me. But, then one day a message on myspace was sent to me noting that he was trying to talk to a girl that was on my friends list over the internet. He denied it, but I knew that it was the truth because this girl would never lie to me, she already had a boyfriend, and later on after everything was over, after he denied it all, she sent me another message that he sent her. When I approached him about the matter he yelled and screamed and then told me that he was done with me, which confirmed all my suspicions. So, that also put a damper on my life, and that brought my grades down. 

On a lighter note, I am so completely over the situation and him. I have a new boyfriend now, who has his flaws, but I care about a lot. We aren't that serious, but I feel that it can progress in to something great. I am about to move on campus. I am working for the federal government as a G.S. 1. I will be working at the Bookstore at UMBC when school starts. Everything is working out for me and I know it's only by the grace of God.  

So for my faith readers or for those who just happen to trip upon my profile, I hope you enjoyed reading about my glamorous life. I'll be writing again soon. And remember, you control how the day goes, not by what happens but how you react and handle the things that happen.

Chanelle

Speaks for Itself....

“Proactive women make success, health, happiness, and wealth happen.”

            Proactive women have a certain mind-set, which includes big dreams, good habits, imagination, strong positive beliefs and unshakeable inner confidence. These women don’t just “talk the talk”, the “walk the talk”.

            Such women love and embrace the adventures of life. They attract opportunities, good people, and harmonious situations that reflect the same mind-set. They are passionate and feel joy in whatever they do.

            The only thing standing between you and women like this is your mind. Right now, make a conscious decision to get in the habit of feeling prosperous, happy, grateful, accepted, healthy, loved and successful. Amazing things will happen as you open you mind to possibilities!

“Who’s in control, you or your emotions?”

            When you allow your emotions to enter into discussions over conflicting opinions or positions, you cloud the issues and detract from your argument.

            Even if you have a valid point of view, it becomes cloaked in feelings, which reduce its connection to rational thought. You risk losing the others person’s respect. When you’re emotional you end up handing control to those who are in charge of their emotions.

            Next time conflict arises, stay calm. Bite your tongue, silently count to ten, take a deep breath and state your position in an objective and unemotional manner.

            Remember, there is a time and a place for showing your emotions. And, powerful people keep their feelings undercover until the time is right.

“Power in Positive Language”

1. Never say, “I can’t”. Always say, “How can it be done?”!
2. Never say, “It will never work”. Always say, “How can I make it work?”!
3. Never say, “That’s impossible”. Always say, “Anything is possible.”!
4. Never say, “I’m no good at it”. Always say, “I will get better at it.”!
5. Never say, “I’ll try”. Always say, “I will do my best.”!
6. Never say, “I should have”. Always say, “Next time I will.”!

And

7.   Never say, “Someday I will”. Always say, “Today I will”!

Just something to do.....

Haven't written in a long time, so I thought maybe I would update. I don't even know if some of the people that were on here before are even on here. I guess this is just for personal use now. No one reads it anymore.

Well, anyway. College life...is college life. Nothing to report.

My grandfather passed away.....I had to go to the funeral before my Spring Break, which was last week.

I am currently not in any relationships, but I am currently talking to people. I really like this one guy, but we are secretly talking because like Akon said..No body wants to see us together.

Well, I don't feel like typing anymore and I can't think of anything to say.