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Name: Tdub
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Birthday: 10/8/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: Playing paintball, relaxin, sleepin.
Expertise: Paintball, Swiming, Programing
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 3/2/2004

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Thursday, June 10, 2004

There was a tiger cat that lived a million times and deaded a million times. It was Brought back and lived another million lives and could not die. It had many Owners. But then one day it became a stray and it was free. It met a white milk cat and they lived together, fell in love. But the white milk cat Grew old and died. The Tiger cat cried a million times and then died. But this time it didn't come back.

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    Adult Swim :: CowBoy bebop

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We Think of an Evil that can kill. Put tears in a mother's eyes. Takes are loves ones away from us. Send babies to Zion. Turn Good with all its light to To Pure evil. You all look this Evil with a Tear in our eyes As it takes all you have away from You. Becuase you can't do anything to stop this evil. Its Fate. But then again there are some who know this but they still Try. They try to stop this evil and keep all that Good with them. Even thought they know it means their life. And they have little chance to win. I have just realized I am one of this people. I'll fight tell the death, know thing that i'll lose in the end. I'll still do it all just to keep all that is Good. Knowin That ill Grow Stronger every second. Some will say its pointless becuase why do all the work if you know you are goin to die in the end. Becuase once I die. I'll be in Zion. Waiting for that evil that took all with no question. This evil that puts tears in mother's eyes. Becuase I know even in the end its just ending the start. In Zion It starts again with all that you learned. With all that are like you. In Zion I'll be there with the same fighters to stop the evil once and for all. This is the start of My story

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  Tdub - The start


Saturday, June 05, 2004

Forgottin Here with no Love to share it with:

I sit here Writing this letter to my loves one becuase i know it would be better with out me.

Dear Loved ones,

     I sit here with 1 tear apon my face writing this all to u, to say my goodbyes i wont tell u why i saw goodbye, Just Goodbye for good. I've done my fair share of faults, I've tried to listen but all i hear is one voice. I wish it was with me, giving me what i need. I know if it w as with me i would be here writing this to you. All i want to say is Goodbye mom u helped  me in my times of pain but I know u cant help. Its my time to make the decision. Im sorry for it all mother. To dad what can I say u push me to be what I am even if I didn't know it u were pushing me to be what I should be. Thanks.To my sibling. Brother it has been fun u have been there to make me smile. Sister, what can I say u went thought the same thing u just got thought it u had someone there at your side. To u don't say it your fault becuase it isn't ill wait for u and meet u again and maybe next time u will feel different. With out your voice in my head im nothin Goodbye love. All my love may it stay with u. Tell the next life so can remember Me.  may i see the old man and his tree Again. 

                                   Love, 

                                          Love is for forbidden

Story Writin By:

           Tdub


Friday, June 04, 2004

All i Wish for:

I wish I could hold u, call u mine, knowing that u are just a walk away. Just a walk to happiness. U dont know that I think this about u. u dont know i have felt the same way since i saw u for the first time. young but i fell in love and still am in love.  I know u dont Feel the same. All i know is that i would treat u right. But I know we wont happen.


Hey Friday was ok the moring sucked. But around 1 i walked to fairhaven with Caitlin it was cool i havnt hung out with her in along time and im glad i got to before i move


Sunday, May 23, 2004

Goodnight Hit.

   I take my hit off my Bowl. I look around noone to pass to night

One more for me. i close my eyes..... drift away. i open my eyes to a field of stars all bright all shining, I stand up look around its dark out Its beautifull Green hills, mountians in the backgrounds as red as mars as brown as dirt. I Look forward and see a small lake shining with the moon light from above next to it i see a tree. I see a old man there Sitin with a magic hitter, nice glass bong the color of the night sky, dark blue and misty. i walk up to him and sit down, and relax on the tree. He pushs it towards me. I do what i do best and take a hit. i lay back againts the tree and the old man turns to me and says, "It doesn't get much better then this, does it son. Look at the sky, look at it's beauty, its amazing. you see this tree here behind you. It gives me what i need. It's shadow Protects me from the sun. It gives me what i need. and ask nothin in return. you see me sittin here takin it all. Nothin to give back, yet i keep givin." the old man shuts his eyes and looks up. Takes a deap breath. as he opens he looks at me. His eyes were the same but green from the night sky. I said "old man were am I, what is this place." He looks at me and Smells."You can say this place is Heaven, happness, Love. everything that makes u happy." I say to my self if this old man is a crack head. He looks at me"thats the same thing i said too." I say. "who are you old man." He laughs and says I'm you boy, I'm the door man." He looks in my eyes and says "Go the lake, go down as far as you can and when you come you up will be in paradise. Can this be my Be my paradise." The old man says "you will see." So I walk to the lake I step in the water, is Just right.  I swim out to the middle and I take my deap breath. I go down, it seems like forever but i reach the buttom and i look up i see the night sky, the moons reflection on the lake and I dont want to leave this place its new it makes me happy it had to be paradise. So I swim up with my eyes shut like the old man told me to do. But I start feeling light headed. I start Blacking out I say to myself, just get to the top. But I black out. All I see is blackness. But I open eyes and I see stars the stars I drew on wall. It was about 8:00 am. I sit up and reach for my piece but when I reach for it there is somethin there instead. I feel somethin I've felt before. I turn my head to see the Glass bong the old man had and theres a note on it. "A gift to you, A gift to myself" It was signed with my name.

Story writin by T dub