well i havent updated in a while so i thought i would...summer is all most over which is a bummer....ive spent most of my time with christina...i love her so much.  & last weeek we worked at the perry county fair together which was cool b/c i didnt get homesick. but while we were there something happened between us & i almost lost her. but thank god we are okay! =D yeah baby nothing in the world could make me love you less...only more. & i love you more everytime i take another breathe....i love you christina!

I LOVE YOU CHRISTINA!!!!!

jake

Sweet thanks for all the comments...not....but yeah i will type in this thing anyways....

i love christina soo much! she really means the world to me....i dunno what id do without her. i lover her soo much

I love you christina dean hill.

well i thought id update this thing. My dad is a fucking ass. Cuz he told me i could try out one of christina's cats kittens which ive been wanting and now he said no. All because of my fucking mom. screw them both. she is supposibly allergic to them but she also takes allergy medicine for animals. so why would it be soo bad? all she ever used to talk about was how her no-good for nothing father would never let her have a cat in the house and how she'd never do that to one of her kids. But she is becoming her dad. yay. not. well other than that christina and i are doing good =D i love her soo much. we have been dating for 7 months 12 days...lol...yeah its a new record =D.

Yesterday christina and i went to the mall and got applications for some stores. i got ones for hot topic, pacsun, spencers, and gamestop. And she got ones for vanity, deb,and pacsun.

Today we went and turned them in. i hope i get a job somewhere in there and i hope she does too. I think im getting tired of my job but im kinda scared to quit b/c it is a good job. But owell what is supposed to happen will happen. ANd today when i was lookin around in spencers christina and i ran into daniel,joey, lil jared, and someone else...

And also today the cat at my house had its kittens under our deck where we cant reach them. which sucks balls. But yeah i think i am done with this. o yes FUCK MY DAD & MOM!

this is the cat i was SUPPOSED to get.

well im outtie,

jake

I

LOVE

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SOO

MUCH

CHRISTINA

DEAN

HILL!!!!!

hey i jus thought id update this thing reaal quick. Tonight sucked. I dont know what i was thinking. i honestly dont. But what i did almost caused me to lose the one thing i care about most. christina. I let all the blood go from my brain to my dick. & i did somethign she asked me not to. and it allmost cost me out relationship. I'll be a man and say that i started to cry when i thought she was gonna break up with me. Its the worst feeling. i do love her. i really do. & i dont think she understands how much she really means to me. i would do anything for her. id do anythign she said. if she told me to pack cuz we are going to antartica. i wuld pack my stuff and go with her. & tonight i did something rong. & i am soo sorry and i dont think she knows how much i regret doing what i did. I LOVE HER

I

LOVE

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HEART

4 EVER -N- EVER

NO MATTER

WHAT

CHRISTINA

DEAN

HILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well i thought it is time for me to update. lol. even though christina jus did it for me. christina and i have been dating for over 6 months now. she has officially beaten my record of 5 months...lol...im trying to beat her 2 years. umm yeah i definatly asked my g-ma to loan me some money to get a car and she said i have to have my pa look at it and okay it then she will give me the money sumtime next month. But yeah so today was a good day except for work. i had to be away from my baby for a long time. i didnt like it. But on my way home i was talking to her on the phone and i said something mean. & it made her upset. and i dont think she understands how sorry i am. she means the world to me. and i dont think she knows how much she realy means to me. and tonight when my stumach was hurting and she asked what was wrong and i said "it hurts" i wasnt talking about my stomach....

I

LOVE

YOU

WITH

ALL

MY

HEART

4 EVER -N- EVER

NO

MATTER

WHAT

CHRISTINA

DEAN

HILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!