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Bear

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- Who I am Who I've been

Just got home. Went to the mountains with Laura, Shelly, Johnny, and his 2 kids. It was fun. Deffinitely smoked a lot.

Going to Paul's funeral on Tuesday. I just can't get over the fact that I'm never going to see him again. Ever. I haven't really like dealt with all my emotions about it yet. I just like don't want to believe it. I want to just wake up and see him. But it's just not going to happen. And I don't want to accept that.

On a happier note Lynnie's birthday starts in 27 minutes. So happy birthday Lynnie Koonce. I heart you.

Sarah

Nothing really new. Well, except for the whole Paul thing. It deffinitely got me really really upset. I freaked out. I cried and cried. I'm still pretty upset about it. I mean the last time i saw him he was doing cartwheels in the YMCA at a show. He said he would call me in August when I go back from Seattle and made me put my number in his phone. And He's never going to call. I'm never going to get to see him ever again. Ever. I mean he was 16. People shouldn't die at 16. They have their whole lives ahead of them. He was the first person to talk to me at Renaissance. He wasn't even supposed to talk to me. And he did. I was taking a test and he started talking to me. He asked why I was at Renaissance and I told him that I got expelled and why. He was then my first friend there. He was it. And now I;m never going to get to see him again. When I got home and used my hookah for the first time I thought of him. I just really miss him. Yeah.

Sarah

Nothing new. Just been hanging out with people. Dee spent like Thursday, Friday, and Saturday night. I think. I don't really remember. Went to the movies on Saturday night. Smoked. Smoked. Smoked some more.

I actually smoked tonight. With my mom. In the living room. It was weird. Really weird. Oh well.Okay, well thats about it. Later bitches.