Well... I've been sitting here suffering and such and such... wondering about what happened honestly to everything.  One moment life sucks... then it gets shittier and more shittier and shittier and shittier... and then BAM i get leaping lizzy boots for 10k...... (ffxi reference)

But anyways.... so as I was saying, there is not much to look forward to these days.  I want to do something, honest, but no one wants to do anything with me probably.  Can't wait for when I move into my apartment or whatever I guess... Anyways... maybe it's time for a change in lifestyle.  Maybe I should just strive to be the ultimate badass... there is hope in that maybe?

What should I be a badass in though... what what what what.... blah... maybe RL? ... I guess I'll leave with that.. nothing racist cometh to my mind so I won't say anything about that... As for gaming... it's the same still.... if my previous post didn't enlighten you yet... you're hopeless... GG

PS... if you haven't seen it yet Samurai Champloo is HAWT!!

Part 2....

Don't be such a fucking noob. End games with a GG.... live life like a true gamer... AND RESPECT THOSE SUPERIOR TO YOU!!

Part 1- The Lost

What does it mean to be a true gamer?  Here are the rules really.... you pick a video game and you play it a lot...a lot lot.... you become so infatuated with it it's all you think about and it's the thing you will be good at.  That is the gamer mentality... don't ever let someone let you think otherwise.  The fate of other people's lives are on the line when you call yourself a gamer when you are just a faker who plays the sims whenever you feel like it (like once a month or such and such).  Also a gamer knows that only another gamer will really satisfy them as a good partner (bf/gf type of thingy) so don't go halfassed and find yourself a girl that "plays video games" because in the end it's just a bunch of lies... basically this is the kinda thing that happens... you let the girl play the game to which she pretends to like it for 30 minutes (which makes the person extremely happy because they think they've found a closet gamer babe chic) but then 30 more tedious minutes later (for her) she will want to do something else god forbid it be something horrid like braiding each other's hair or even worse shopping for clothes but it will have been too late for the gamer dude because he will have been trapped into the never ending hellhole that is a non gamer gurl....anyways... moving on...

There are different games out there and that is truth.  To be good at certain games allows one the claim to be such and such or so and so depending on the game.  An example being that if you're good at warcraft or starcraft you can claim to be a great gamer and trash talk all you want.  The same can be said of counterstrike except when it comes to 1v1ing because the truth is that counterstrike was never a 1v1 game and the proof being that it is only played in teams in tournaments not like warcraft which is mostly played 1v1 except with some 2v2 so just shut the fuck up if you're not good at warcraft because it means a hell of a lot more than counterstrike.  As for RPGers... it's ok but you just have a lot of time on your hands... (not to be hateful or anything because I am one at the moment anyway)

So what does this mean so far?  How will I be better enlightened from all this garbage?  You won't but you do know that your stuff now about being a gamer and how to properly live your life if you are one... just remember don't lie to yourself or your partner... it's all about being the gamer.