| sorry guys i havent updated much =] been busy, busy, busy. =] HAPPY 4TH!!!! COMMENTS? If I die tomorrow, there will be people who have totally different memories of me :: to one person I might be the bitch who thought she was better. To another person I might be the ugliest person on this planet. To her I might be the gorgeous, lucky girl who she despised because I was spoiled rotten. To another girl I might be the girl who got really good grades, so jealousy erupted. To him I might be the girl with the annoying laugh. To another guy I could be remembered as the girl who wasn't anything to him. Maybe I'll be remembered as the girl who was always on her phone, or the girl my roommate disliked. But none of that matters, you know why? By my best friends I'll be remembered as the girl with the contagious laugh and the girl they would go to if they ever needed anything. By my boyfriend I'll be remembered as the most amazing and beautiful girl he has ever met. But most of all, I'll be remembered by my enemies as the greatest thing they couldn't add up to. We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them.
We say we love trees, yet we cut them down.
And people still wonder why some
are afraid when told they are loved.
- Anonymous I want to know exactly what makes you tick, I want to know your problems. I want to know what days you`re waking up on the wrong side of the bed, I want to know how many pillows you sleep with. I want to know why you sleep with a window open. I want to know if I`m ever needed, if I`m good enough to keep you warm at night time. I want to know if I even have a chance anymore. I want to know everything about you, whether it be fact or fiction. I want to know your past, your future, your inbetweens. Your favorite colors, your phobias ; everything. I can’t be with someone who has doubts..
no matter how small they are. I need someone
who wants to be with me as much as I want
to be with them. I don’t want just part of
your heart, I want all of it <3 she’s hoping, waiting for more..
& I know he’s only looking to score.
[ Blink 182 ]
When two people first start out, they say a lot of things, & make a lot of promises to each other, but somewhere down the line, the sweet things they once said become bitter words, & the promises they swore in their hearts they would keep, are broken. Please don`t think that I`m crazy or that I`m hopelessly, maybe even dangerously, obsessed with you cause the real reason I act this way is cause I miss you..
He`s looking at me with a smile so decadent, it would make any female want to grab him & hold him forever, & it makes me realize how lucky I am.
So tell me what you want,
because I would give you everything.
when i'm with you, i am calm. a pearl
in your oyster. head on my chest. a
silent smile. a private kind of happiness.
you see, giant proclamations are all
very well. but our love is louder than words. a random hookup is like a half
eaten sandwich in the fridge ;
you don’t know who ate it last,
but you know that it’s 2 am
& you’re hungry! Well, don't stop texting,
keep your fingers on those buttons.
till they go numb, till 3AM.
you're the reason I love losing sleep. you don't have bad luck; the reason
that bad things happen to you is
because you're a dumbass.
- that 70's show I can’t be with someone who has doubts..
no matter how small they are. I need someone
who wants to be with me as much as I want
to be with them. I don’t want just part of
your heart, I want all of it <3 Whatever comes our way,
whatever raging battle is inside of us,
we always have a choice.
It's the choices that make us what we are.
& we can always choose to do the right thing.
-Spiderman 3 I'm the type of girl who wishes on 11:11, am or pm. I always wished for the same thing. "All I need is him, just him; always, forever & ever." Is there a certain rule that you can't have the same wish more then once? Or that the wish can't last a minute long or that you can't repeat it several times? Or maybe I just always miss the actual 11:11 time because my clock isn't perfectly set, because if so, that's my reasoning for why he isn't with me anymore, & I'm sticking to it. so here's a piece of advice:
let go when you're hurting too much,
give up when love isn't enough,
and move on when things are not like before.
for surely, there is someone out there
who will love you even more.
i'm not like everybody else. i don't do what i'm
told. i'm great at arguring, but i hate doing it. i
laugh more than i breathe, but only at stupid
things. i don't get good grades. i hate getting
in trouble, but it happens everyday. i'll tell you
straight out if i don't like you. hell, i got a big mouth.
but i also have a good heart to match it and love
you with all that i have. life’s truly a ride. we’re all strapped in, & no one can stop it. as you make your way from youth to adulthood to maturity, sometimes you put your arms up & scream; sometimes you just hang onto the bar in front of you. but the ride is the thing. I think the most you can hope for at the end of life is that your hair is messed up, you’re out of breath, & you didn’t throw up.
[ Jerry Seinfeld ]
This is for the girls that are tired of the meaningless hookups, but feels that it replaces an emptiness inside of them somehow. This is for the girls that just want the real thing cause they know they deserve it. For the ones that have put up with the awful hookups, the boys that never call the next morning & make you realize that you were nothing to them. This is for the girls that have put up with the horrible relationships, lying, cheating, degrading, abusive guys & for once just want the real thing. This is for the girls that want a guy who’s faithful, sweet, & will never lie & still have hope that maybe he’s out there cause you know that you deserve to have a guy & are done settling for anything less.
It’s as simple as this…
he did something to me
I can’t explain with words
he took me to a new place
&& introduced me to myself
The more you show your feelings,
the more people can find ways to hurt you.
Wanna know something?
I think the world may just surprise you yet.
I mean you fall in love and it doesn't work out
and you think that it will never happen again
but it does. Believe me, it does.
In the strangest of places. all I want to do, is see that
sparkle in your eyes again,
and know that I put it there. Summer, after all, is a time when wonderful things
happen to quiet people. For those few months,
you're not required to be who everyone thinks you
are. And that cut-grass smell in the air and the
chance to dive into the deep end of a pool give you
the courage you don't have the rest of the year. All I want is to be the girl falling asleep in a boy’s arms
& not caring about anything else in the world,
except how I feel at that moment while I’m with him
Love is rolling over in the middle of the night
to kiss your loved one on the forehead,
just to make sure that it isn't a dream.
cause every second that goes by,
it just feels like a waste of time
if it's not with you. <3 Forgive (v.)- What you do when someone you love does something cruel or hurtful to you
and you take them back because you cannot live without them. <3 Just cause you got hurt once before doesn`t
mean you have to be scared to get close to anyone again.
Color photographs show
the color of your clothes.
Black & white photographs
show the color of your soul
&& when I’m with you,
I feel like I could die
and that would be alright. <3
Just when you've had enough,
life gives you more. And just
when you think it's rained
enough, it starts to pour
And all she wants to hear is that
you miss her when she's not around. Love conquers the world. Love is a word with no definition; it gives people the greatest joys, but also the most hurtful pains. What is love? No one knows. People say you're too young for love or don't even understand what it really is at 13-19, but that's not true. You've loved people all your life; your family, your friends, & they've loved you. Love does exist at any age & the trick is finding the real love. Some people may say it & not fully mean it, some people may mean it but lose it. Just because your relationships fucked up a few times, that doesn't mean those words were false. There is all types of love; some stronger than others. Love dominates our world & without it, the world is hell. Love makes you do silly things & makes you want to make that one person the happiest in the world & the same goes for you. No matter how lonely you ever think you are, you're never alone because there's always someone. There's someone for all of us; don't wait, don't expect, & don't take advantage of it. It will come when you need it. Love comes unexpected; it'll bring you up & down, but in the end it's the one joy in the world that can never fail to put a smile on your face. When someone says "I love you" say I love you back; they may or may not feel that much, but it doesn't mean they don't love you at all. You're not being fooled; they're saying how they feel. I've found some of my greatest loves, from old friends to new, from my first love to my new love; I love you all, my family & even my enemy's. You all make me who I am today; you take care of me & help me in need. So to all of you; I love you with every fiber of my being. sex is like a card game,
if you don’t have a good partner
you better have a strong hand.
Best friend vs. Boyfriend Bestfriend
1. What's their name? maeghan
2. How long have you known them? 3 years
3. How close are you to them? pretty damn close
4. What are their parents names? rhonda and graham
5. Do you just call them mom&dad? no
6. What is their favorite band? dunno used to be copeland maybe it still is
7. What are some things they like to do? chill. go out. tan.
8. Have you ever had "more than a friend" feelings for them? noooo
9. Where did you meet them? at the movies.
10. Do you guys ever fight? hell yeah
11. Do you spend most of your time with them? yeah
12. Are you going to go to college with them? yeah. community college baybabyy
13. Describe how this person looks: hmm.. shes taller than me, shes got brown hair and blue/green eyes. and uh shes pale.
14. Are you at their house all the time? yeah
15. Can you tell this person everything no matter how personal the thing may be? hahah yeahh
16. What's the best gift they've given you? hmmm.. i dunno
17. Are you guys completely different or quite alike? hmm... diffrent but alike somewhat haha
18. Where would you be without them? haha probably would have alot of funny shit and no one to tell it to
19. Are they a "bad influence"? haha no im probably the bad influence
20. What do you guys make fun of each other for? everything.
21. How much do you love them? a bit lol Boyfriend [Pretty Much the Same ?'s]
1. What's their name? steven
2. How long have you known them? since february. haha.
3. How close are you to them? were still working on our relationship, but we know alot about each others currrent lives
4. What are their parents names? bonnie and david
5. Do you just call them mom&dad? no
6. What is their favorite band? lol i dunno he likes jet, and 50 cent
7. What are some things they like to do? play ps2, watch movies, drink, smoke, party, hang out with me =]
8. Were you guys friends first? ha, actually not really, we barely knew each other, he started working at my work around the end of feb and we were together by the end of march. lol
9. Where did you meet them? work. he's friends with my friend kristy, they used to be roommates.
10. Do you guys ever fight? not really like yell fight just like arguements.
11. Do you spend most of your time with them? yeah
12. Are you going to go to college with them? yeah, im going to richland this semester too.
13. Describe how this person looks: tall. red hair and green eyes, nice arms, great smile
14. Are you at their house all the time? pretty much
15. Can you tell this person everything no matter how personal the thing may be? pretty much.
16. What's the best gift they've given you? uh he hasnt really gotten me much yet we've only been together since april.
17. Are you guys completely different or quite alike? hmm.. well we have different interests of course, he loves movies, im not a fan, he likes video games, i dont, i love shopping, he doesnt. but we still do all that stuff together =]
18. Where would you be without them? hmm.. not as happy.
19. Are they a "bad influence"? haha sortaaa.. haha he's 21 and legal so ya knowwww ;-]
20. What do you guys make fun of each other for? haha i make fun of him for liking video games and because one of our bosses like loves him and sucks his dick. haha. (not literally) and he makes fun of my girly stuff.
21. How much do you love them? i havent told him i love him yet, i do, but im scared, he's told me twice.
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