| I'm back...for the moment...it's been quite some time since I've blogged. I wonder if anyone will read this...besides Miss Lenard  I'll post some pictures of awesome sushi from Moshi Moshi later! |
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| One year ago...
//The snow finally stopped. I don't know why, but I've been in a funk
lately. I mean, there are those moments where I am happy-happy and
carefree, but I slip into that funk again. I am just going through the
motions. Right now I am just trying to find strength to go through my
day. I'm happy with my life right now, for the most part. I just
broke a dish on the floor and I stood there helplessly. I feel so
useless sometimes, you know? I don't think. Things in my life are
starting to change before I'm ready for them to change. Do you know
what I mean? I don't know if I'm making much sense right now, I'm
probably not, but that's a-okay. Sometimes things change whether we
want them to or not - I can't control other people and what they do, I
can't control the weather, but I can control myself. That sounds kinda
weird, huh? "I can control myself." Hmm...//
Not much has changed since last year. It's weird how I feel
exactly the same. I still feel helpless, however I did get out of
that funk. I have strength to go on with my days, it's direction
that I need to find. I still feel useless too. I guess I'm
still trying to find a role for myself. One that makes me happy.
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