Reflective.

lately I have been very refective about things in my life...I feel like I don't fit in ANYWHERE anymore. Either I've grown up and moved on or everyone else has...I just really don't know what to do with myself. I have very few close friends and everything has just lately been shit. I feel like locking myself in a hole. Mayb that'd be best....not like anyone would miss me much. Anyway I hung out with Tay and his new friends again and i mean they're nice people and the problem is me.I don't know how to let loose and just be ME in front of them. Maybe because when I see them we're either eating or watching a movie...neither of those times are really good for letting loose and being my crazy self. Besides I feel like I'll prolly look stupid and goodness knows I don't want to embarass myself or Tay.  My other friends...I never see....Life is just crazy and Im having trouble accepting everything....Well I guess Im gonna go take my test.

Oh yeah and cuz its been bugging me....I had a dream last night that it was hallowee and I was trick-or-treating (lame I know) and right before my eyes at one house this guy got killed....it was weird....it stuck with me all day. Anyway that's all...

Working Out

I feel so wonderful. I mean well I just feel better about myself because I've started working out again. I would be doing it every day if it weren't for the fact that I have work and classes start Wednesday...tomorrow is already tuesday....blah. Anyway I'm thankful for the face that I can get motivated and get out there and do it. I've been going to Ronald Regan Park with my parents in the mornings and I power walk a lap first then you know how they have those little marker blocks that tell you how far you've gone? Well Once I've done an entire lap power walking I jog from that first block to the second, then power walk from the 2nd to the 3rd then jog 3rd to 4th and this goes on for two laps...well at the end of the 2nd lap like I walk to last two stretches so that I have some cool down time. But it feels SO good and I've already lost 2 pounds! YAY! Plus I'm making sure that I have AT LEAST the daily recommended amount of water. YUMMY! I usually go over..which there's nothing wrong with that. I'm proud of myself and hope to keep this up as much as often. I know one thing is for sure. The days I'm not working at 7:30, I'll be out there working out!  I'm excited. Well wish me luck! I have a goal weight I'm working towards and hope to get there and hopefully go beyond. I just have to hit that goal weight and stay on top of eating healthier and at home more and getting out there to exercise. October is going to be a tough month because I'm scheduled to work A LOT with Rebecca's baby being due on the 15th. Im excited for her! Well I guess that about wraps up this entry...well L8er lovers...

Tattoo

I got a tattoo...on 8/24/06...celtic heart...on my hip here's a pic.

I LOVE it...  :)  I can't believe Im that crazy...but ho well....need I say more? I think not..

Trucks...or Kittens?

Well it's been a while...just thought I'd sortta update.

Rags is getting bigger and bigger by the minute....oh yeah and more and more insane as well...

While he;s growing I get to step back in time to when he was itty bitty....cept this time there are four of them. Their names are Silverado, Ranger, Tacomma, Sierra...

They're four kittens prolly about 10 days old...they came to Eastside by a guy who found them in a take out box in the bed of his pick up truck (you know like one of those boxes you get when you can't finish your meal and you can take it home...yeah...)

Well we can't take in strays at Eastside because we need the room for emergency patients not to mention they stick around and we lose money. So we have to tell them to go to Animal Control...unfortunatly these kittens being so small and needing  to be bottle fed their fate would be euthanasia, well I couldn't let that happen...(haha mind you at this point I just heard a guy brought in kittens that he found in a take out box...) Anyway...So I called my parents and they agreed to let me play mom! YAY! So here I am playing mom feeind these little babies getting no sleep but still SUPER happy...I love kittens. They just get to me in a way I never would guess...Anyway I have some pictures even though they're tough little boogers to take pics of so here's the best I could do...

Silverado

Ranger

Tacomma

Sierra

Well those are the cuties...also I was bored the other day so I took some pics...tell me what you think...Im only gonna post what I can of what I think are my best shots...

A swirly wind thingy hanging on our porch...

It was raining and I did just what I wanted...captured the puddle forming on the leaf..

Another spinny thing on the back porch

Same as first one just a different angle.

A flower in my backyard....I actually didn't mean to get the stem but I saw the way the picture looked and loved it!

Another flower.

oh wait...yeah still another flower...

This one is blueish puple ish....yeah....pretty tho

Flower bud.

Top view of flower bud. LOVE this one.

Trying to catch the water droplets on it...

Same as above.

Meet Harry the Spider...he was hanging out in our backyard.

I don't know whyat I LOVE this picture of my curl...yes Im strange I took a picture of my own curls...

Oh yeah and here's my baby growing up and being crazy all at the same time...

Well that's all hope you enjoy them.

Also...all these pictures are mine I took them...and if anyone steals them...I will not be happy and all Hell will break loose on you...Hell listens to me BTW! haha take care!

:)

Pissed and Sick of all this crap...

Okay...so here's the deal...I'm not very happy. I adore work and if anyone has heard me talk about my job I love it and I love the people. Sure I have a few compalints once in a while but this just pissed me off...Shaina who sits there and says how she always tries to look at things in the best light....well maybe she doesn't...

She put in a resume at Walton Gwinnett Animal Hospital...then calls up to Eastside asking Allison to be her reference...uh....hello, no! I understand we have a lot of people and that she's not getting as many hours but sometimes that's life. I can also understand getting a second job...but at another animal hospital and in our area? I dunno its just unfair to do to us. She's also saying she won't work Saturdays...well heck no I an NOT doing more Saturdays than I already do...which is a lot...gah I can't believe her. I mean she may just see it as a second job to have more hours to make more money but that is a direct insult to all of her co-workers...Im just fed up with it...

Jobs aren't perfect, they're not all ice cream and cakes and a party....so freaking shut your mouth and deal...

Wow that was a mean post...oh well I don't care...