| So I've recently found myself in a particular situation that I don't really like. Don't get me wrong, I'll most likely not lose sleep over it (execpt for the hour thats cutting into my sleep time right now) and I could probably go on with my life not doing anything about it... but I kind of don't want to. And the primary reason that I really don't want to let it go is because I ultimately feel that I really don't want to give up that portion of my childhood... By not taking action, I feel as if those that I've loved so very much since I was a little girl and those who've been by my side as family are slowly slipping away. I genuinely know that there is no malice nor reason for this distance, but I feel it growing with each passing day... And I feel that one small action that I can take right now will help steer us along in the opposite direction. I wanted to send this message out in the hopes that the ones who read it may pass it along to the people its addressed to. Hopefully this message may relieve some of the uneasiness that may be lingering around. And lastly, I hope I may relay to these indiduals that I have nothing but familial love and joy for them both. I simply want to send my absolute most genuine congratulations to you both. For one of you, being a part of your past, primarily and most signficantly as your sister, I couldn't be more happy that you found the person whom I feel God found BEST suited for you. I mentioned this once a long time ago and I still believe it today- you 2 compliment each other in a way that I could never have imagined, and I'm so happy that God gave you both the opportunity to meet at the exact moment that you did so that you may be where you are now. And for the person whom I wish I could get to know better, I hope you may be able to create a future home and family that is as loving and... eventful... as what I had witnessed growing up. And when you do, I hope he realizes how blessed he is to have you- because only a wife and mother can make that dream come true. I just hope that some day soon I'll have the chance to get to know you myself in the same way that I've known and loved this family like my own. On that note, I wish you both lots of love, patience, and understanding... especially in the stressful months of wedding planning ahead of you! Hehe... |
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| You'll never guess where we got to go the other night!! * * * * * * 
Yup! Jersey vs Montreal... but hey, I don't care who's playing when there's free tickets on the table!! hehe... I got them from work at the last minute and was lucky enough that Joel wasn't working that night so we just went. The seats were awesome too! They were 14 rows from the floor and we were by the goal (which is where all the action was that night). Not too shabby for my first hockey game... hehe. |
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| We went to the first showing of DANE COOK VICIOUS CIRCLE at MSG last night... it freakin rocked!! 
I'll be his fantasy Dragon-Lady any day! Su-Fi's all the way..... HAHAHA 
I did my best..... I did my best..... |
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